I've been getting great help from everyone on the group, and I appreciate
it.
As one might imagine, I"m a bit nervous.
I posted earlier than a few weeks ago my PSA was 5.4.

i've just spent some time surfing the net trying to find a t-shirt
saying prostate cancer survivor or anything along those lines.
so, i went to ebay and typed in "prostate cancer"  and found 54 items -
total.  books, a psa home test kit, some small charms (one of which was

Sorry sent that last one too soon before I was finished..  It was
interesting to me that I could accept the female NP, but not the observer.
A male observer wouldnt have bothered me at all.  I guess after all these
years, I still have some of those old hang-ups.  Anyone felt that ...