Thank you so much and I am sorry about the loss of your sister. We have
lost so many in the last few years all four of our parents and close
friends and a little one to cancer she was 4 New years eve will be 6
years still hard to understand.
I miss everyone so much feels weird not to have that older generation
now we are not sure I like that.
Anyway thanks for the kind words there is always some one here that
understands and that really does help
Hope you have a good holiday and feel well too
Love Cindy W

Cindy,
I hope you get good news on your friends, and like I said in another
posting to you, I hope you find out soon whats going on with that fall
and your eye problem.
My day's been depressing. My younger sister passed away 3 yrs ago
on this day, she had just turned 39 3 days before. She had Schleraderma,
Polymyosistis and cancer. It was the Schleraderma that actually got her.
The Chemo had been keeping it at bay but had to be stopped for a surgery.
It came back with a vengence and shut down her kidneys and other organs.
We had always shared info with each other on our auto-immune diseases.
She was also my best friend. You just never know how much these diseases
can progress or what turn they'll take. I know you all know how important it
is
to keep on top of it all, but when you're going thru it, it gets really over-
whelming.
My diseases are really out of control myself even though I battle it every
day. I know
it's alot to deal with since you're trying to watch over your friends'
ordeals and
yet, be having some serious medical problems of your own. Best thoughts to
you
and prayers to you and your friends!
Rhonda

You just whine anytime. I took a fall the other day my two smallest toes
on both feet have been like perivial frozen thing for a couple months
and i stood up and on the side of my foot and just went down. On the way
down was trying to miss the fire place so twisted and landed on shoulder
and knee so have a nice skinned knee and sore shoulder to middle back
BUT I did miss the fire place. I am seeing my neurologist next week so
will discuss the toes. Also really freezing feet wearing 2 pairs of
socks even in day time. I guess I know thats Raynauds did I spell it
wrong? Ok I will stop whining now Thanks and I do Hope everyone has a
Happy Holiday. I am a bit Foggy today worried bout my friend and my
other friends Mom.
I appreciate all of you so much a place to go and express my feelings
Love Cindy W.

Hello all,
Just needed to whine a little. Here I am having a performance on Wed (Dress
Rehearsal) and the real deal on Sunday, Dec. 11 with 2 performances.
And.... I have this pain/ache in my upper middle Shoulder area that is about
to get the best of me. It may be tension or a bad result of a massage I had
last Friday. Sometimes the pain radiates down the back side of my left arm
making it feel like my shoulder is out of socket. My chiropractor says that
she can fix me. 2 visits have not done it yet. Thank goodness I have good
insurance. Maybe it has to do with the additional practicing I'm doing. I
think it has to do with my computer desk job that I have only been doing 20
+ years. The only thing that will help is loritab and anti-inflammatory make
my ears ring. Thank goodness this is Friday. Go home and chill out.

Thanks for letting me rant,

Paulette