I am actually doing well today Navy.  I have wandered my garden, thrown out
4 bags of garbage, sorted out 3 huge huge boxes for second hand store,
almost done 1/2 so my sewing room, sold my serger for cash quite by accident
and am about to take a nap.  After my nap no work - only quilting and a
drink!!!!  I deserve it.  No negatives at all today. It has been a tough
couple of days.

My mom comes on Sunday thank goodness now.  Pat comes tomorrow to ding out
his office and empty the wheelbarrows of all the weeds I pulled before
Seattle.  Will hire a young man for Friday to come and work in the yard to
tidy it up and haul some boxes to the car for second hand store, haul away
garbage and haul boxes from where I have put them in the house into the
garage.  I am gathering all my miniature dollhouse stuff as I go and putting
them on the dining room table to be photographed to sell.  It sounds like a
lot but really isn't.  I have empty boxes everywhere and I just keep putting
things into those boxes as I go.  It is actually quite organized in a way -
have done this so many times but never purged as much as this.

So off to the rest.  navy - everyone here supports me as much as I do them.
Seems some times that in the past 4 years I have always been asking for
support between the enbrel reaction and the recovery as well as the rituxan.
I love sharing anything I can that makes things better.  It is a tough row
to hoe so to speak.

Hope you are feeling a little better today.  Just watch it doesn't turn into
pneumonia - get in fast if you are having trouble breathing too much.

Kelly

Kelly, practice what you preach and take some rest, too.  If possible, put
the lawn chair out in the new place and admire all the good points.  (No
picking out the negative side - we are strictly positive today).  Thanks for
the support you have given the rest of us.

I saw you posting - does that mean your moving day is over and your internet
working Rose?

Hopefully it went well and you are just resting today.  It is a holiday. So
leave the worst f the boxes and the dissertation and rest and read junk
books if you have them somewhere accessible. Rest and pet the cat so he gets
used to his new home. did your shower get done in time??  Was thinking of
that on my holidays but couldn't post.

Today is the second day packing day for me.  Realtor is coming in on Monday
so time to again purge so I can downsize and start packing stuff that I
don't need to make a difference in the looks of the inside of the house. My
moving day will hopefully be in August before my infusion but will see what
I can rent in Steveston.  I hope to have to make only one trip over to look
for places - maybe the end of the month after the quilting lady's road trip
to Washington.  Time is going so fast now that decisions to sell, legal
seperation etc have come through.  Counselling for the 2 of us on how to
handle the end are next Thursday.  We will leave the divorce for later - who
knows maybe in 10 months if I haven't moved on and he has figured out what
is going on with him with his counsellor then he can come court me and go
through counselling together.  Instead at the moment it is over.  Too many
tears in the 3 months after he left and too much pain.  That is just since
leaving.  Too many years of this before to convince him he needed help.  So
right now neither of us are ready to begin again - time to heal. So that is
why I have been quiet (as well as being in Seattle for the week).

So rest today Rose and let us know what happens at the rd appointment.  Will
be thinking of you with a cold drink in hand today sitting on a lawn chair
(is that possible??)

Take care,
kelly