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Ben - 18 May 2005 20:26 GMT
I am sorry "habituation" seems to annoy me, nearly as much as the T!  It can
be jolly aggravating to be constantly told on here that I *must* put up with
something by pretending it isn't there, when it is, or somehow having to get
used to the racket, when I don't want to get used to it.  I want to get rid
of it.  However, I do acknowledge that some are helped by "habituating"-
though Dog knows how!    I am off to see a ENT consultant tomorrow, and see
what he has to say.  I just hope he isn't silly enough to mention
"habituation" LOL!

I do wonder if I have been clear enough in my posts recently, and maybe
assuming many of you already know my situation.  When I first got T in
January 1991, I was scared, like everyone else, but I did get used to it,
and pretty quickly too -in fact, I even impressed the audiology department!
However, approximately 3 years ago I had ITE aids which aggravated my T to
death, and I have had problems since then.  I now have BTE aids which helped
for a week, and the dreaded T "broke through" again!  So, my main reason for
asking for support on here was because I have been through "getting used to
it", and then having it aggravated, and now finding it very difficult, to
impossible, to bear it.  So, how can I get used to it again?  I am pretty
sure if it was a constant noise every day, then I would soon get used to it,
but to enjoy a quiet day on the odd occasion, and many variations, then back
to hell, makes it extremely difficult to deal with.

Ben <hoping for a miracle tomorrow, or a cyanide pill>
Susan - 18 May 2005 21:09 GMT
> I do wonder if I have been clear enough in my posts recently, and maybe
> assuming many of you already know my situation.  When I first got T in
[quoted text clipped - 9 lines]
> but to enjoy a quiet day on the odd occasion, and many variations, then back
> to hell, makes it extremely difficult to deal with.

That sounds truly awful and frustrating.

> Ben <hoping for a miracle tomorrow, or a cyanide pill>

I hope you find what you're looking for.

Susan
fyfpoon@hotmail.com - 18 May 2005 21:15 GMT
Ben

Since all those scientific, high-tech doctors have not helped you, you
just have to try something different.  That was what I did.  If I had
followed the habituation school here, I would have continued to live in
a tormenting hell.
The 'un-conventional' items includes:
(1)Gingko biloba
(2)acupuncture
(3)Chiropractic treatment for your spine

I went through it and found (2) works for me the most.  I did, however,
find the western medicine of betahistine to be a wonderful medicine.
This medicine can be purchased OTC in HK.  So why not talk to your
doctor about taking ONE after dinner.  A tablet of gingko in the
morning and a tablet of betahistine after dinner did make a lot of
difference for me.

FP
===============================
> I am sorry "habituation" seems to annoy me, nearly as much as the T!  It can
> be jolly aggravating to be constantly told on here that I *must* put up with
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>
> Ben <hoping for a miracle tomorrow, or a cyanide pill>
Davis Synder - 18 May 2005 21:32 GMT
> I am sorry "habituation" seems to annoy me, nearly as much as the T!  It can
> be jolly aggravating to be constantly told on here that I *must* put up with
[quoted text clipped - 20 lines]
>
> Ben <hoping for a miracle tomorrow, or a cyanide pill>

Ben: Try several things that have helped me: (i) two meds worth
exploring are Klonopin and Neurontin; (ii) accupunture surely helped, as
did a chinese herb available on the internet "Er Long Zuo Ci Wan";
finally order some pure oil of citron, available through e-bay, and
using a q-tip, swab as deep in each ear as possible. You may be very
surprized. Good luck
fyfpoon@hotmail.com - 18 May 2005 21:33 GMT
Can you show us the link where you order the stuff?  What is oil of
citron?

Thanks,

FP
noname@news.net - 18 May 2005 22:50 GMT
Avoid Klonopin/Clonazepam/Rivotril - and any other benzodiazepine - like
the plague.
There is no clinical evidence that they help tinnitus, despite anecdotal
reports that some people get relief from them (many people improve on
placebos too). And there's lots of evidence that they can _cause_
tinnitus. Plus there's a strong statistical chance that you will have
mild to severe withdrawal symptoms if you take them for more than a
couple of weeks.

> Ben: Try several things that have helped me: (i) two meds worth
> exploring are Klonopin and Neurontin; (ii) accupunture surely helped, as
> did a chinese herb available on the internet "Er Long Zuo Ci Wan";
> finally order some pure oil of citron, available through e-bay, and
> using a q-tip, swab as deep in each ear as possible. You may be very
> surprized. Good luck
Susan - 18 May 2005 23:12 GMT
> Avoid Klonopin/Clonazepam/Rivotril - and any other benzodiazepine - like
> the plague.
> There is no clinical evidence that they help tinnitus, despite anecdotal
> reports that some people get relief from them (many people improve on
> placebos too).

We've had long time posters here whose lives became more livable thanks
to Xanax.  And, no, people don't get well from placebos, the largest
meta study to look at the question has shown.

I would agree that benzodiazapenes should be one of the last things one
tries, but if they work for you, they work, and no one cares about
anything else at that point.

 And there's lots of evidence that they can _cause_
> tinnitus.

We haven't heard that here, can you provide citations?

 Plus there's a strong statistical chance that you will have
> mild to severe withdrawal symptoms if you take them for more than a
> couple of weeks.

Why would anyone with persistent, intrusive tinnitus ever stop taking them?

For the record, I've used Xanax or Valium in the past for weeks with
absolutely no habituation or withdrawal.  We're talking about a steady,
low dose, not drug abuse with increasing dosages.

I think it's great when folks share their own experiences, but not so
great when folks bark orders and instructions at others.

Susan
noname@news.net - 19 May 2005 18:36 GMT
> x-no-archive: yes
>
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> tries, but if they work for you, they work, and no one cares about
> anything else at that point.

Yes, so true: apparently very few care (including physicians who
absolutely _should_ know better) at that point. But believe me - I speak
from personal experience - they will care later if they, like me, are
among the 20% to 100% of benzo users who experience mild to severe
withdrawal issues. See this article from Journal of Substance Abuse
Treatment 1991, from the web site of Dr. Heather Ashton, the leading
benzodiazepine withdrawal researcher and expert:
http://www.benzo.org.uk/ashpws.htm

>  And there's lots of evidence that they can _cause_
>
>> tinnitus.
>
> We haven't heard that here, can you provide citations?

I've posted about this before, but here are a few citations:

League for the Hard of Hearing - http://www.lhh.org/otology/ototoxic.htm
New England Journal of Medicine - http://www.benzo.org.uk/busto.htm
From Dr. Ashton on side-effects: http://www.benzo.org.uk/sidefx.htm
The Pharmacists' Guide to Assisting Patients with Insomnia:
http://www.continuingeducation.com/pharmacy/insomnia/hypnotics.html

The FAQ for this newsgroup gets a little bit into benzos as a treatment
for T, says that long-term used is not recommended and that "Patients
        who elect to continue taking the drug are prescribed it for a
maximum of 4 months." (This is incorrect, as millions of people
worldwide are put on benzos for many many years, even for life, contrary
to prescribing guidelines). The FAQ does not get into benzo withdrawal
issues or benzo side-effects, at least that I can see.
http://www.faqs.org/faqs/medicine/tinnitus-faq/

There are many more citations; this is just a sampling.

I myself first experienced T during a time when I was initially
decreasing the amount of Klonopin/Clonazepam/Rivotril I was taking. But
at that time I had no idea the drug itself, or withdrawal from it, could
be involved in the T, or even that withdrawal was an issue. Neither
apparently did my doctor who prescribed it or my ENT, both of whom I
asked. Live and learn.

>  Plus there's a strong statistical chance that you will have
>
>> mild to severe withdrawal symptoms if you take them for more than a
>> couple of weeks.
>
> Why would anyone with persistent, intrusive tinnitus ever stop taking them?

Because of the clinically documented side-effects and mild to severe
problems associated with withdrawal (commonly called "discontinuation").

But of course it's a personal choice. Now at least this information is
beginning to get out to T-sufferers. Better to be forewarned of the pros
and cons in order to make an informed choice. I myself am down to a very
small amount of Clonazepam and am continuing to discontinue/withdraw
gradually. And amazingly enough, feeling way better than I did on much
greater amount, even though I was told I'd have to be on it "for life"!
My T is a bit worse now than before but thankfully not horrible.

> For the record, I've used Xanax or Valium in the past for weeks with
> absolutely no habituation or withdrawal.  We're talking about a steady,
> low dose, not drug abuse with increasing dosages.

That's excellent news, Susan, and I'm very glad that's been your
experience. But many others have a very different and extremely
unpleasant time of it - even after taking a benzo for only a few weeks.

> I think it's great when folks share their own experiences, but not so
> great when folks bark orders and instructions at others.

It wasn't my intention to bark orders, Susan. I'm sorry if that's how it
came across and I do apologize. I have strong feelings about this issue
based on my personal experience, the experience of others I have talked
to, my self-education about it, and discussion with doctors and
addictions doctors and therapists who work with benzodiazepine-sufferers.

I also know how shocking it is and how unwelcome this information is
when you first learn that the very medicine you're taking by
prescription from your trusted doctor to help you with serious problems
can cause other serious or even worse problems. And that no one told you
there are serious risks as well as benefits.

You also don't have to take my word for any of this or even the clinical
evidence. You could join one of the many Internet forums that
benzo-sufferers participate in, such as the "benzos" group on Yahoo.
That alone is a revelation.

> Susan
Susan - 19 May 2005 18:58 GMT
> Yes, so true: apparently very few care (including physicians who
> absolutely _should_ know better) at that point. But believe me - I speak
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> benzodiazepine withdrawal researcher and expert:
> http://www.benzo.org.uk/ashpws.htm

I completely understand that habituation and withdrawal issues can
occur, but can also be dealt with via very gradual tapering off the drug.

Sudden discontinuation could be hellish.

My thought is that only those who've tried everything, and, as Paul
said, are unable to habituate their T and may be suicidal, should use it.

Benzos are also used routinely, in small doses and with great success in
the treatment of balance disorders.

The fact that some drugs have a small % of risk for T is something we
all have to consider; I had to weigh it recently in choosing an
antibiotic for a sinus infection.

>>  And there's lots of evidence that they can _cause_
>>
>>> tinnitus.

But not in most users.

>> We haven't heard that here, can you provide citations?
>
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> issues or benzo side-effects, at least that I can see.
> http://www.faqs.org/faqs/medicine/tinnitus-faq/

No one posts the FAQ anymore, and as you point out, that information is
clearly outdated.  Two longtime posters who rarely post here any more
have been on Xanax (and are very grateful for it!) for years and expect
to stay on it.

Thank you for all the citations.

> There are many more citations; this is just a sampling.
>
[quoted text clipped - 4 lines]
> apparently did my doctor who prescribed it or my ENT, both of whom I
> asked. Live and learn.

That's pretty unbelievable.  I mean, any time you're reducing a drug
that quiets nerve response, you'd have to connect the dots?  I think
public knowledge about addictive properties of these drugs has been very
broad in the U.S. for decades.  They're all controlled substances!

>>  Plus there's a strong statistical chance that you will have
>>
>>> mild to severe withdrawal symptoms if you take them for more than a
>>> couple of weeks.

You know, I worked with the mentally ill for many years, many of whom
took these drugs, were switched to others after titration and I don't
recall a single one, out of hundreds, who had withdrawal problems.  I
know it can happen, and certainly after long time use, or with
increasing abuse, just haven't seen it nor experienced it.  Nor has my
sister, who used it for months along with NSAIDS prior to back surgery.

> Because of the clinically documented side-effects and mild to severe
> problems associated with withdrawal (commonly called "discontinuation").

Why would someone who can't live with their T ever discontinue the drug?
 Taking a very small dose twice daily for years isn't hurting those I
know, just helping.

No drug is without risk, one has to weigh it against the benefit.

> But of course it's a personal choice. Now at least this information is
> beginning to get out to T-sufferers. Better to be forewarned of the pros
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> greater amount, even though I was told I'd have to be on it "for life"!
> My T is a bit worse now than before but thankfully not horrible.

Glad it's going so well for you.  If you've seen doctors unaware that
these controlled substances are controlled for a reason, I can really
understand why you think the info isn't out there, but I believe it's
pretty widely known.

> That's excellent news, Susan, and I'm very glad that's been your
> experience. But many others have a very different and extremely
> unpleasant time of it - even after taking a benzo for only a few weeks.

I'm sure that's true, but as I mention above, I haven't seen that to be
a significant percentage of users, personally or professionally, but the
risk you point out is always there.

> It wasn't my intention to bark orders, Susan. I'm sorry if that's how it
> came across and I do apologize. I have strong feelings about this issue
> based on my personal experience, the experience of others I have talked
> to, my self-education about it, and discussion with doctors and
> addictions doctors and therapists who work with benzodiazepine-sufferers.

And it's good information; but T sufferers who can't find any other
relief who are preoccupied with their T and with escape don't become
addicts, they become appropriately medicated users of a clinically
valuable treatment.

> I also know how shocking it is and how unwelcome this information is
> when you first learn that the very medicine you're taking by
> prescription from your trusted doctor to help you with serious problems
> can cause other serious or even worse problems. And that no one told you
> there are serious risks as well as benefits.

Yeah, I've had that experience with a lot of treatments in the past, so
I never take anything or agree to any procedure without thorougly
researching it on my own first.  I never break this rule, even with
doctors I like and trust.

> You also don't have to take my word for any of this or even the clinical
> evidence. You could join one of the many Internet forums that
> benzo-sufferers participate in, such as the "benzos" group on Yahoo.
> That alone is a revelation.

Not to me; the addiction issue doesn't apply when the indication for the
drug continues, just when it ends but the desire for the drug doesn't
and dependency remains.

Susan
noname@news.net - 20 May 2005 01:12 GMT
> I completely understand that habituation and withdrawal issues can
> occur, but can also be dealt with via very gradual tapering off the drug.

I guess you'd have to ask those who have tapered gradually how they feel
about it. But yes, gradual tapering generally seems to work. From my
perspective as one who's going through it, it's not as easy as it
sounds. When I started not to recognize my own handwriting and not to
know whether to proceed through an intersection on a green light, I knew
something weird was happening.

> Sudden discontinuation could be hellish.

Not only hellish, but can cause seizures, psychotic reactions and acute
anxiety states among other hideous things.

>>>  And there's lots of evidence that they can _cause_
>>>
>>>> tinnitus.
>
> But not in most users.

Regardless, it's a risk that those with T should be informed of - in
advance.

> No one posts the FAQ anymore, and as you point out, that information is
> clearly outdated.  Two longtime posters who rarely post here any more
> have been on Xanax (and are very grateful for it!) for years and expect
> to stay on it.

I don't know how usenet FAQs work, but if it's out of date and
erroneous, shouldn't it be taken down until it's updated, or the
out-of-date and incorrect sections either deleted or flagged as such?

> Thank you for all the citations.

You are most welcome.

>>>  Plus there's a strong statistical chance that you will have
>>>
[quoted text clipped - 7 lines]
> increasing abuse, just haven't seen it nor experienced it.  Nor has my
> sister, who used it for months along with NSAIDS prior to back surgery.

It sounds like your patients were very fortunate. I on the other hand
have talked to doctors, an addictions doctor, an addictions
psychologist, two addictions researchers/experts etc. and they all are
aware of benzo side-effects and withdrawal issues, and have experience
dealing with them. Titration and switching to, e.g., Valium is certainly
very helpful for many.

The tricky part about benzos is that people (like me) sometimes have no
idea the "weird things" that are happening to them (anything from muscle
twitches to increased insomnia/anxiety/panic attacks to blurred vision
to worse tinnitus to memory loss - the list goes on and on) are actually
benzo side-effects and/or withdrawal symptoms. Not the other way around.
Withdrawal can also take place "inter-dose" as people become tolerant of
their dosage level and actually need more benzo in their system to keep
the inter-dose symptoms/effects from happening. So the doctor prescribes
  more and on it goes.

> Why would someone who can't live with their T ever discontinue the drug?

Again, for all of the above and below reasons: because benzos are
powerful psychiatric drugs with many side-effects and a risk of mild to
severe withdrawal symptoms which are sometimes irreversible, and because
they are only clinically tested and approved to be taken for extremely
short periods (weeks) - not for months, years or life. Unless it's a
matter of life or death, in which case the benefits obviously outweigh
the risks.

>  Taking a very small dose twice daily for years isn't hurting those I
> know, just helping.

There are countless stories, some in books, about people who just took a
small dose for a short time, and still ended up in "benzo hell." That's
the whole point: the misconceptions about these very powerful
psychiatric, mind-altering drugs are widespread.

> No drug is without risk, one has to weigh it against the benefit.

Agreed completely.

>> But of course it's a personal choice. Now at least this information is
>> beginning to get out to T-sufferers. Better to be forewarned of the
[quoted text clipped - 9 lines]
> understand why you think the info isn't out there, but I believe it's
> pretty widely known.

Who knows if the doctors I saw were unaware (hard to believe) or just
didn't want to get into it (easier to believe - they don't have time to
get into long explanations of all the permutations and risks, and
definitely don't want to deal with seemingly crazy people repeatedly
showing up in their office or in emergency with bizarre symptoms that
are obviously benzo-related). That's a huge issue - how to get
physicians dealing with this in a different way.

Unfortunately the reality of prescribing practices, at least hear in
British Columbia, is that benzo prescriptions are not only on the
increase per capita, they are often inappropriately prescribed. It is
not legally required in Canada that people be provided with
comprehensive information about the possible harmful effects of any drug
they are prescribed. The big pharmaceutical companies ensure that
pharmacists are very, very cautious about the information they put in
writing to patients by way of warnings. Also, the doctor may not be
aware of all the problems associated with psychiatric drugs, including
dependency and withdrawal.

> And it's good information; but T sufferers who can't find any other
> relief who are preoccupied with their T and with escape don't become
> addicts, they become appropriately medicated users of a clinically
> valuable treatment.

The key words above are "appropriately medicated." Therein lies the rub.

>> You also don't have to take my word for any of this or even the
>> clinical evidence. You could join one of the many Internet forums that
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>
> Susan

There are a couple of assumptions here: one is that benzo users continue
to "desire" to take the drug when their medical issue resolves - many
benzo users are _desperate_ to stop using them and have no desire or
craving whatsoever to keep taking them, unlike other addictions such as
alcohol, heroin, crystal meth, etc. They do have the dependency, though,
as you say. So if they have worse panic attacks or severe insomnia,
naturally they don't want to stop taking the very medication that's
supposed to be helping them with it.

The other assumption is about the "indication" continuing - this assumes
that the indication was an appropriate one, namely, severe insomnia,
severe anxiety or psychotic states, epilepsy or drug-induced
convulsions, premedication anaesthetic before surgery, muscle spasms or
involuntary movement disorders, and agitation due to psychiatric
disorders. The actual "indication" that the doctor prescribes for may
have been something different: coping with mild grief or stress,
adjusting to childbirth or menopause, a couple of sleepless nights, a
bad day at the office, etc.

Anyway, it's been an interesting discussion and I've learned a lot.
Thanks, Susan. Best regards.
Susan - 20 May 2005 01:24 GMT
> Anyway, it's been an interesting discussion and I've learned a lot.
> Thanks, Susan. Best regards.

Same to you, it has been interesting.  I agree that all medical
consumers must be informed before undertaking any treatment.

Susan
Brian K - 19 May 2005 19:11 GMT
> We've had long time posters here whose lives became more livable thanks
> to Xanax.  And, no, people don't get well from placebos, the largest
> meta study to look at the question has shown.
> I would agree that benzodiazapenes should be one of the last things one
> tries, but if they work for you, they work, and no one cares about
> anything else at that point.

For me, Xanax was a great stepping stone into habituation. It allowed
me to experience tinnitus in a detached manner. My ears were still
ringing, but because of the drug it didn't bother me.

It's been weeks since I last took a Xanax. I no longer need it,
because I'm no longer trying to get away from my T. There's no more
"oh god make it stop!" It's simply a part of my environment now.

Brian
PaulS - 19 May 2005 01:37 GMT
> Avoid Klonopin/Clonazepam/Rivotril - and any other benzodiazepine - like
> the plague.
> There is no clinical evidence that they help tinnitus, despite anecdotal
> reports that some people get relief from them (many people improve on
> placebos too). And there's lots of evidence that they can _cause_
> tinnitus.

Well, I'd avoid suicide like the plague.  When suicide occupies one's
thoughts, these drugs are reasonable considerations. There ARE clinical
studies documenting that benzos can reduce tinnitus (refer to ATA site,
Medline, etc.). The side effect of tinnitus from benzos is around 5%., but
its irrelevent if your're taking them for tinnitus.

Getting off these drugs can challenge some, I suppose. But they are so well
studied that withdrawal protocols must be easy to find.

Better than suicidal thoughts any day of the year.

PaulS
Larry Lix - 19 May 2005 03:12 GMT
The trouble with all that psychology stuff is the victim can never see the
other side of the fence until they jump over it.

You have to see your doctor or shrink and discuss these things with him/her
and then try a medication.

When it works you will wonder why you didn't do it years ago. IF you had a
severe headache would you not take an ASA tablet or equivalent?

> > Avoid Klonopin/Clonazepam/Rivotril - and any other benzodiazepine - like
> > the plague.
[quoted text clipped - 15 lines]
>
> PaulS
PaulS - 19 May 2005 03:41 GMT
"Larry Lix" <LarryLix@yahoo.com> wrote in message

> You have to see your doctor or shrink and discuss these things with
> him/her
> and then try a medication.

Good point.  I agree - it was my oversight to suggest that one try the drug
w/o some professional guidance. Thanks for adding it to the discussion.

PaulS
athena - 19 May 2005 05:12 GMT
Please let us know what he has to say.  I hope he has some answers
for you.
  Best of Luck,
         athena

   I am off to see a ENT consultant tomorrow, and see
> what he has to say.  I just hope he isn't silly enough to mention
> "habituation" LOL!
Brian K - 19 May 2005 18:29 GMT
"I am sorry "habituation" seems to annoy me, nearly as much as the T!
It can
be jolly aggravating to be constantly told on here that I *must* put up
with
something by pretending it isn't there, when it is, or somehow having
to get
used to the racket, when I don't want to get used to it.  I want to get
rid
of it.  However, I do acknowledge that some are helped by
"habituating"-
though Dog knows how!    I am off to see a ENT consultant tomorrow, and
see
what he has to say.  I just hope he isn't silly enough to mention
"habituation" LOL!"
-----
Well, when it comes to T, one is either a habituater or a fighter. When
my T began, I started out as a fighter frantically seeking the closest
thing to a cure that I could find.
Fortunately for me personally, I read about and did some research
regarding the Jastreboff method early on, and let myself accept the
concept. (However, the whole deal with counseling sessions and wearing
hearing-aid/maskers is unnecessary in my opinion.) The concept of
habituation is quite simple, and you either except it or you don't.

Let me give an example based on my personal point of view; I live in a
desert environment, which is windy all the time. I live for going on
long daily walks, and usually the wind is roaring in my ears the whole
time. As a matter of fact, I realized early on when my T first
manifested itself, that the roaring of the wind drowned out the T. And
I thought to myself; the sound of the wind roaring in my ears is louder
than the T, so why is it that I've never been bothered by it?

The answer is, that I never regarded the roaring in my ears caused by
the wind to be an intrusion, it was just simply there. Now I take that
attitude with my T, it's simply there. It's no longer something I
feel that I need to get away from or make better. My T does still start
to trigger that sense of aggravation or even a brief surge of anxiety
now and then. But then I remember that the process of habituation is
supposed to take up to a year or more, and I've got a ways to go yet.
Considering the progress I've allowed myself to make so far, I can
rest assured that a year after I first contracted it, my T is no longer
going to have any bearing on my life what so ever, anymore than the
roaring of the wind in my ears ever has.

Good luck with all those extracts, drugs and needles...
Won Dampchin - 28 May 2005 06:30 GMT
...[clipped]...

> Well, when it comes to T, one is either a habituater or a fighter.
> When my T began, I started out as a fighter frantically seeking the
[quoted text clipped - 26 lines]
>
> Good luck with all those extracts, drugs and needles...

I have hung around this ng for years and have been helped by many comments,
rarely having a comment which I thought might help others.  But Brian's
approach to living with T is very close to mine and I wish to reinforce his
experience.

I live in the tropics, and go for walks in areas of deep vegitation.  The
background sounds surrounding me there are uncannily similar to my
T-generated 'crickets,' and blend in with the sounds I carry around with me
all the time - to the extent that, when I am there, I can't separate the one
from the other.  Now, I would like to point out that these background sounds
of nature (flora, fauna and atmosphere), are present at all times, and those
who live out in these areas, even possessed with perfect hearing, hear what
I hear all the time; for them, it's unremarkable, normal, and has no
inhibiting affect on their lives.

So, like Brian, I decided to change my attitude, treat my personal sounds as
those sounds of nature, and to accept them as natural background noise.
This approach has permitted me to short-circuit that reaction I used to have
about my personal sounds: agitation, attempted resistance to unwelcome
intrusion, frustration at the inability to reject and eliminate the
distraction, and ultimately ending up depressed and feeling sorry for
myself.

Now that I am writing about this, my 'crickets' are singing to me, and I am
accepting those little guys as not about to leave my space for the
foreseeable future, and am at peace with it.

I hope this can be of some use to the group.

Best regards...

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