I am becoming more and more frustrated with this. I am losing my mind.
I am so freaking sick of this. Can not get anywhere with this.

i am too scared to do a cystoscopy. dont want things to get worse.
(first uro said he would do this, doesnt think it needs to be done,
but he ll do this)

2nd uro doesnt seem to think i need a cystoscopy or a TRUS. he keeps
asking me to come back after a few weeks or so. He said everything is
fine, he doesnt see anything. he always does a UA for me and did a
abdominal ultrasound.

3rd uro said everyhting is fine. he said i occasionaly see a discharge
because muscles are squeezing around prostate. if that was true, why
did i not see this before???

symptoms are clear discharge, occasionaly, not persistant, or
consistant. sometimes during Bowel movemennt (if hard), less often
after urination. if its not after a BM i have to really look hard to
see a little bit of it in the last drop of urine.

Just did another Semen Analysis/Culture. WBC 3-5 HPF, RBC 0-2 HPF. No
chlamydia , or GC found, or anything else. I called the lab, they said
they test for everything in Semen, gram +/- , everything. they look
for patterns, etc.

Now my questions, sorry for the venting.

Could this be a result of Seminal Vesicle problems? What color is the
fluid that comes out of the Seminal Vesicle, before sperm is carried
into it????

Is there anything else I can do? Test? Anything? Maybe i should stop
ejaculating for a while, i dont know.

Im really confused. someone help.