> Um, Jack?
> Are you for real?
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> But f.ck them.
> We're not going to hand you a gun unless there is good reason.
Could be a troll and I might be an idiot for responding, but on the chance
that it isn't...
Jack, first of all it's likely that you're just gonna barf up what you
ingest, or if you pass out someone will find you and take you to the ER,
where they'll probably do a gastric lavage at the very least. If you think
your life is bad *now* just wait til they shove the tube up your nose and
down your throat. Been there, done that.
Life sucks and there is no light at the end of your tunnel. At least, not
now. There might be one tomorrow and you'll never know if you kill yourself
today. Seriously, tomorrow you might feel differently. Can you at least
give it another 24 hours before making such an enormous decision that will
change so many people's lives? Just 24 hours, that's all I ask. If you're
still adamant about killing yourself after those hours have passed, email me
and I will offer you no resistance, but only kindness. Please?
>> 6 beers
>> xanax
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>> Will I die? Is there a chance I would still live? If so, what
>> would be good enough to kill me. Would more kadian do the trick?
JackWelch - 20 Dec 2003 04:22 GMT
What the hell? Why do you post a reply that does not answer the
question. And why the f.ck do you care why I want to know this. It is
my f.cking decision and I am going to do it. I am asking so that I
make sure I DIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Yes, I am for real. I have been to therapy. I am on meds. I was in the
hospital. Nothing helped me at all.
I possted questions in a suicide group and did not really get a clear
answer. So I am trying this group because I hope that people who know
about pharmocology would help.
So leave me alone if you don't know the answer. But if you do, please
help me. It would be better for all involved if I die versus surviving
a failed attempt with as much medicine to take.
Jack
>> Um, Jack?
>> Are you for real?
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>>> Will I die? Is there a chance I would still live? If so, what
>>> would be good enough to kill me. Would more kadian do the trick?
Squish The Cat - 20 Dec 2003 13:45 GMT
> What the hell? Why do you post a reply that does not answer the
> question. And why the f.ck do you care why I want to know this.
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>
> Jack
[Middle-posting because I'm just like that]
Well Jack, I *did* answer your question. Take a med recipe like that and
the best you can hope to do is choke on your own vomit, if you're lucky.
That'll be the most likely way you'll die, second being *possibly* dying of
aspirate pneumonia but alas, medical science can take care of that usually.
The offer I made below stands; no judgment, no lectures, only kindness.
>>> Um, Jack?
>>> Are you for real?
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>>>> would be good enough to kill me. Would more kadian do the
>>>> trick?