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Trazodone and Abilify.

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Thad the man (me@privacy.net) - 17 Sep 2004 18:22 GMT
Hi,
My situation is complex. I'll sum up quickly and ask a few questions
and leave a more detailed post for later.

Last week I went to see a psychiatrist. I am recovering
from a situation where health problems overwhelmed me
and the recession hit at the same time. Now I live on the generosity
of my family and the state medical facilities. My recovery
seems to be two steps forward, one and a half step back.

I basically had three complaints.

1) I had no trouble falling asleep, but I had trouble
  *going* to sleep. It seemed like I am always saying
  "I'll go to bed in five minutes", till it is 5am. As a result
  sometimes I went to bed at 11:pm other times I went to
  bed at 2am other times 5am etc. I also suffer from sleep
  apnea ( mild, only on my back ). The doctors decided
  to put CPAP on hold until I reset my schedule.
2) I have trouble thinking. It seems like problems that
   I could solve in five minutes before, take me hours or
   even days now. For example, I started the original of
  this post a week ago,
3) I have trouble completing tasks. For example, I used
   to program for a living. I have problems taking parts
   of a program and stringing them together to make a
   single program. At some point I just put it aside and
  don't get back to it.

During the session, the doctor prescribed a couple of
medications for me. One was Abilify, another was
Trazodone. At this point I haven't started taking them,
because I want my doc to clear them. He sent me an
email, but there was some confusion. So I sent him a
request for clarification. In the meantime...

When I got home, I realized that she didn't give me
a diagnosis. I have virtually no idea why I am taking
the drugs.  ( She did briefly mention the Trazodone
was for sleep. ) Now I have several questions about
these drugs.

The first question is the most important. Are their
effects reversible? I am not going to make money with
my body ie physical labor. I am not going to make money
with my personality ie sales. Whatever I am going to do
for a living, it is going to be with my mind. My mind is
the best part of me. It is responsible for the good things
that happened to me.  It is responsible for the bad things.
That makes me want to be very, very careful of what I
do to it.

The second question is: what kind of effect will they have on me.
In terms of what I do, I am not good at routine tasks
( like an accountant adding columns of figures before
calculators/computers ), what I excel at is doing intricate tasks
that others often don't even know how to tackle. This
involves thoughts that sort of arrange themselves in intricate
webs, with some sort of gestalt perspective on the thought
structures. I am nervous that the drugs may topple that all over.

The third question is probably silly but I think I have to ask. If
the trazodone is for sleep, is it possible that I have an apnea event
and the drug keeps me asleep, killing me ( I can't wake up to breathe.
) Hey, I have to be careful. The shrink didn't take a history.

Finally, what are these drugs supposed to treat.

Thanks.
Thad the man (me@privacy.net) - 17 Sep 2004 18:39 GMT
I accidentally sent the original draft, I was to late stopping it, but
did immediately cancel it. It looks like it worked, but in case it
didn't please ignore it. ( The original has many, many footnotes ).
paul - 17 Sep 2004 19:36 GMT
Those are both sort of antipsychotics/anticonvulsants/sedatives. Sorry I
don't know those well. Basically for bipolar/schitzophrenia it's some
kind of overfocusing going on in your head so those meds tune down the
volume to calm down an overimaginative brain & yes I think they probably
would dull your thinking some. Then you could get some ADD meds to turn
the volume up again when the voices go away.

From what I understand you've always been kind of ADHD but losing your
job got you depressed, now you can't even think straight & things being
so chaotic, you are going a bit nutty now. Stimulants for ADHD can
definitely make those nutty symptoms worse and you might need something
like those meds in combination with the ritalin or whatever. It's kind
of scary but suicide isn't a good option either, I'd rather be a bit
drugged than dead any day! You were OK before so you ought to be able to
get back there with some help. Your doc is wrong that ADD folks can't
get advanced degrees.

Try searching then posting at this site:
http://www.dr-bob.org/babble/#post I think you'll get the best advice on
the psych meds there.

> I accidentally sent the original draft, I was to late stopping it, but
> did immediately cancel it. It looks like it worked, but in case it
> didn't please ignore it. ( The original has many, many footnotes ).
Emma Chase VanCott - 18 Sep 2004 18:00 GMT
In sci.med.pharmacy paul <paul@not.net> wrote:
: Those are both sort of antipsychotics/anticonvulsants/sedatives. Sorry I
: don't know those well. Basically for bipolar/schitzophrenia it's some
: kind of overfocusing going on in your head so those meds tune down the
: volume to calm down an overimaginative brain & yes I think they probably
: would dull your thinking some. Then you could get some ADD meds to turn
: the volume up again when the voices go away.

:  From what I understand you've always been kind of ADHD but losing your
: job got you depressed, now you can't even think straight & things being
[quoted text clipped - 5 lines]
: get back there with some help. Your doc is wrong that ADD folks can't
: get advanced degrees.

Tell that to Dr. Hallowell and Dr. Ratey at Harvard. They have ADD.

Some doctors are so misinformed, it is not funny.

Emma
Leonard Martin - 19 Sep 2004 21:09 GMT
>In sci.med.pharmacy paul <paul@not.net> wrote:
>: Those are both sort of antipsychotics/anticonvulsants/sedatives. Sorry I
[quoted text clipped - 19 lines]
>
>Emma

Paul,

I know a little from personal experience:

--Trazadone is a tricyclic antidepressant. Today I understand it is
often prescribed as, essentially, a sleeping pill. I too have trouble
going to sleep, and 50 mg of it a night it has helped me a lot to do so.

--My trouble going to sleep is in large part because I don't WANT to go
to sleep. I know each night that when I wake up, I have nothing to look
forward to but going to a boring, low-paying job that is the best I can
get, given my depression and anxiety problems. I am much smarter than
the job requires, but, not, alas, more functional, so every day is a day
of acute boredom. The way you described how you keep putting off going
to bed sounds very familiar, and is understandable since your day-time
life doesn't sound any more inviting than mine.

--Abilify is one of the "new" drugs for schizophrenia. I was given it
experimentally while I was disabled for depression and anxiety and the
side-effects of fatigue, confusion, and internal tremulousness were
awful. I forgot whether you already started it. If you have, be diligent
in reporting side effects to your doctor.

--Americans are trained to work until we drop. Compared to Europeans,
even Japanese, we work many more days a year. While you're unemployed,
therefore, I suspect you are going to have self-esteem problems that
will affect you in numerous unexpected ways. I noticed the low
self-esteem at the very beginning of your first post, when you spoke
deprecatingly of your living arrangement. When you start to think ill of
yourself for being unemployed, I suggest you try to remember that it is
not your fault, and, even if it were, you are not valuable merely to the
extent that you are an economic success. If such self-talk is to have
any effect, you will have to remember to repeat it to yourself often.

--You seem (judging from the tone of your post) to be a somewhat
obsessive thinker, like me. I have been helped to combat the adverse
effects of that tendency by cognitive-behavioral therapy. I recommend it.

Good luck,
Leonard

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Ruben Safir - 20 Sep 2004 04:18 GMT
>  I don't WANT to go
> to sleep. I know each night that when I wake up, I have nothing to look
> forward to but going to a boring, low-paying job that is the best I can
> get, given my depression and anxiety problems.

You must be a Pharmacist...

Ruben Safir RPh
Thad the man (me@privacy.net) - 23 Sep 2004 23:59 GMT
>--Trazadone is a tricyclic antidepressant. Today I understand it is
>often prescribed as, essentially, a sleeping pill. I too have trouble
>going to sleep, and 50 mg of it a night it has helped me a lot to do so.

I'm sorry. It wasn't Paul that asked the original question, it was me.
I guess citations  etc have caused some confusion.

My questions are mainly about about Abilify and those about Trazadone
are almost the same as those about Abilify. The two main ones that
aren't are the same:
1) I have apnea but am not yet on CPAP. Put simply, if I stop
breathing in the middle of the night, will I stay asleep because of
the Trazadone?
2) I ( generally ) don't have trouble falling asleep. I have trouble
going to bed. Do I really need Trazadone?
3) Overall, the antidepressant effects might be good for me. But I
an concerned with the way they might affect my thinking. If I stop
taking it will whatever effects it has wearoff. To me this is
important, my intellect is the best part of me and I don't want people
messing with it if they are unable to do whatever they've done.

>--My trouble going to sleep is in large part because I don't WANT to go
>to sleep. I know each night that when I wake up, I have nothing to look
[quoted text clipped - 4 lines]
>to bed sounds very familiar, and is understandable since your day-time
>life doesn't sound any more inviting than mine.

Hmm. My situation is different. I cannot do physical work, and
I will never be able to do that sort of thing.
So I'm left with jobs that require me to use my intellect.
Unfortunately with my brains scrambled that isn't possible.

>--Abilify is one of the "new" drugs for schizophrenia. I was given it
>experimentally while I was disabled for depression and anxiety and the
>side-effects of fatigue, confusion, and internal tremulousness were
>awful. I forgot whether you already started it. If you have, be diligent
>in reporting side effects to your doctor.

To me that is very strange. I have a long list of things that I think
are wrong with me. Very mild schizophrenia was on that list, but I
only put it on because occasional I get disoriented in a weird way
which may be a sign of schizophrenia ( but probably not ). But I
didn't get a chance to mention the disorientation to the doctor.

Again are it's effects reversible?
>--Americans are trained to work until we drop. Compared to Europeans,
>even Japanese, we work many more days a year. While you're unemployed,
>therefore, I suspect you are going to have self-esteem problems that
>will affect you in numerous unexpected ways.
I'm a programmer by trade. I enjoy the programming part, but there
are a lot of things I have to put up with as a programmer. It's a
proffesion which used to be considered desirable. So it attracted
a lot of people who would rather lie and cheat than work for a
living. ( If I had a dollar for everytime some manager or programmer
has said to me "Who cares what the user wants." ...) When I am
unemployed it's because I insisted on doing a good job.

In the past, while I was unemployed, I simply programmed for
myself. I knew there were other jobs I could get. Now, with
outsourcing. Let me explain. Fifteen years ago there was a
small but vocal minority of programmers who were screaming
that outsourcing was going to hurt programming badly. Most
people poo-pooed them ( including me, not because I didn't
think they had a point, but because I thought they were too rabid
about it ). Now the programming industry is in tatters, and the
rest of the country is starting to go through what we went through
the last fifteen years.

I don't know if there are other jobs. I don't know if I can retrain
to do something else. I don't know that by the time I finish
retraining that something else wont be outsourced, the things that
I would be good at are the most likely condidates for outsourcing.

>I noticed the low
>self-esteem at the very beginning of your first post, when you spoke
>deprecatingly of your living arrangement.
I don't think I have low-self esteem. My present living arrangements,
well they suck, that's not an opinion thats a fact, but I'm even
bothered so much by that. I am however heavily despondent
over the fact that my present living arrangements ( or worse ) will
be the rest of my life.

>When you start to think ill of
>yourself for being unemployed, I suggest you try to remember that it is
>not your fault, and, even if it were, you are not valuable merely to the
>extent that you are an economic success.
No, but being an economic failure means I can't enjoy myself all that
much. When my economic woes started, I had four walkmans. I liked
to go for walks listening to "talk radio" ( sometimes politcal, but
often things like "what were your favorite candy"), music ( less often
now, I don't like modern rock ), or sports. Now I'm down to my
last walkman, and that one is breaking. Takes the fun out of going for
a walk.

>If such self-talk is to have
>any effect, you will have to remember to repeat it to yourself often.

>--You seem (judging from the tone of your post) to be a somewhat
>obsessive thinker, like me.
It's not clear to me what you mean by obsessive thinker.
I think we have a lot in common. We are both smart and both have
something preventing us from using our intelligence. But I also
think there are differences. You suffer from depression and anxiety,
whereas the most likely things I may be suffering from are depression
and receeding manic-depression ( where I adjusted to it well and used
it to my advantage, and now I am having trouble achieving and
maintaining a manic state ).

> I have been helped to combat the adverse
>effects of that tendency by cognitive-behavioral therapy. I recommend it.
Thad the man (me@privacy.net) - 23 Sep 2004 23:59 GMT
>Your doc is wrong that ADD folks can't
>: get advanced degrees.
>
>Tell that to Dr. Hallowell and Dr. Ratey at Harvard. They have ADD.
>
>Some doctors are so misinformed, it is not funny.
Can you provide more details.
My doctor claims that because I earned an advanced degree and
have never been diagnosed as having ADD ( though I don't think
anyone ever looked ), I don't have ADD. Were they diagnosed
before University or after? Can one succeed in an intellectual
enterprise, despite having ADD and not knowing it?
Thad the man (me@privacy.net) - 23 Sep 2004 23:59 GMT
Your post has had me up in the air. On the one hand it says some
things that give me some insight. On the other instead of replying to
my original post, you reply to a post I tell you I sent by accident,
that I thought I had cancelled successfully. One that was essentially
a rough first draft poorly formated, with poor grammar, with poor
spelling  and not conveying what I wanted to say very well. Despite
that, I thought it did convey some things well enough ( like the "I
hear voices part" ) but it seems you didn't bother to read it
carefully enough to understand those parts, since you seem to have
gotten some things very wrong.

I'll start off by saying I tend to be ... extremely anal. Or pedantic.
For example a conversation I had with a doctor ( taking a history )
a long time ago:

Doctor: Did you ever have diarrhea?
Me: Yes.
Doctor: How bad? When?
Me: I don't know.
Doctor: But you did have diarrhea?
Me: Yeah. Hasn't everyone?

At some point I figure out that the doctor is talking about
about some sort of serious problem with diarrhea, but when
he asked I took the question literally.

When I spoke to the attending, she kept tuning out
a third of the way through my answers. Sometimes
she cut me off. Which I believe gave her a bad perspective,
because many times an answer had several components.
For example, there were three periods of my life which
caused me to become overweight. Each had it's own
effect. I only got to describe the first event, which
was the least significant.

She asked if I heard voices. I said "yes". I've asked other
people about this. I hear something for a second
every few months. It's memorable because for a moment
I wonder if I'm not going wonky. I've asked friends
who are perfectly normal, the same thing happens to them.
It's when it happens a lot that you need to worry. She only
heard the "yes".

She asked if I wanted to hurt people. I said yes. Every person
feels like they want to hurt someone at one time or another.
Examples would be: the stupid bitches that stand behind me
in checkout lines and ram their shopping carts into the back of
my legs, cars that make right turns around busses, people
that cut through several lanes of traffic in one fell swoop to exit
from the fast lane. Trucks with loose things ( paper, glass,
garbage) on their trucks on a highway. Fat old ladies who get
on the escalator, stand side by side so you can't pass, during rush
hour, when your train is coming. At intersections I see a guy making
a right turn, but waiting for pedestrians to pass. I also see the guy
behind him wailing oh his horn because the guy is waiting. I pray
that God sets aside a special place in hell for those guys. Think the
Milkado's "little list". But she didn't hear the circumstances, only
that I want to hurt people.

It seems like much of the time she didn't listen, which concerns me.
Especially since she never gave me a diagnosis just a prescription.
Especially when it seems like she is prescribing something for
schizophrenia when I don't think the information she had justified
that diagnosis.

>Those are both sort of antipsychotics/anticonvulsants/sedatives. Sorry I
>don't know those well. Basically for bipolar/schitzophrenia it's some
>kind of overfocusing going on in your head so those meds tune down the
>volume to calm down an overimaginative brain & yes I think they probably
>would dull your thinking some. Then you could get some ADD meds to turn
>the volume up again when the voices go away
OK. The part where the meds dull my thinking worries me
a lot. Unless they can guarantee that whatever happens can
be undone I don't want any part of it. I've lost enough
intelligence as it is.

You seem to be suggesting that the doctors game plan is to
treat me as if I was bipolar, then afterwards bring me back
with ADD meds. Sounds kind of scary, expecially since she
hasn't given me a diagnosis. It seems that I should know
what her game plan is before I start meds.

I had mild manic/depression on my list, but it was close to the
bottom. Several years ago I was talking to a friend who a
background in psychiatry, he said I was "hyper" which
he descibed as a mild form of mainc-depressive ( he said it
was a neurosis not a psychosis ). He also said that most
creative people were neurotic in this way.


> From what I understand you've always been kind of ADHD
No.
I've never been diagnosed as ADHD. What I said was that a
previous psychiatrist threw it out briefly in our last meeting.
That got me to thinking, and it might be possible that I had
ADHD without knowing it.  I was doing things ( like meditating )
which could be interpreted as non pharmecutical self-treatment
( OTOH, it might not have been ). I also have not lived up to my
potential. When i look back at my life it seems that things have
been happening which have derailed me and set me back.
For example, I failed my qualifying exams by one half point on
the written part ( out of 100 pts ) and by one half point on the
oral part ( out of 10 ).  The summer before, a proffessor asked
me to write him a program and I got hooked on that, instead of
studying ( despite the fact that I finished and had two more months
to study ). So I got set back a year.

>but losing your
>job got you depressed,
Huh. If I'm depressed, it's not because I lost my job.
When I lose my job, it's usually because I told someone
to f.ck off. ( Sorry for the language. ) [3]

>now you can't even think straight & things being
>so chaotic, you are going a bit nutty now.
I won't deny being nutty. I trained as a physicist and
work as a programmer, that inself is a double shot
of nutty. But I doubt that's what you mean.

As for thinking straight, there are times when I get confused
and can't think of the things I want to do or which one I want
to do next. That might be a problem, but that is a minor consideration
compared to my main one which is not "not thinking straight", but
rather not thinking long. Since I made my first post, I have come up
with a better description. It seems like when I try to solve
subproblems I have lost 20-30 points off my IQ ( this is a
characterization, not something based on explicit tests ),
and have a hard time focus ing on the problem. When I solve the
subproblems, I have trouble stringing their solutions together into a
solution of the whole problem.

> Stimulants for ADHD can
>definitely make those nutty symptoms worse and you might need something
>like those meds in combination with the ritalin or whatever.
Since I'm not taking anything for ADHD, it seems irrelevant.

> It's kind
>of scary but suicide isn't a good option either, I'd rather be a bit
>drugged than dead any day!
A little drugged? Not counting the Abilify and the Trazodone, I take
12 pills a day. I have to worry about things like amputation or
dialysis or blindness, not as some abstract things that might happen
in a few years, but as something that might happen next month.
I can't read the books that I used to ( no longer smart enough ). Many
of the ways I have of enjoying myself are cut off because I don't have
any money [1], others I don't have because I am not physically able to
have them [2].

The fact is that I live in two worlds. One foot is in the world I used
to live in. Where I made a good but not great living, and could do
things like eating out and going to movies and buying a book or CD.
Living in relative mental and physical health and modest comfort.

The other foot is in a world where I live off the generousity of
others, I live in pain and rapidly degenerating health. Where I
can't get out or do most of the things that I used to enjoy.

I don't expect to get back to where I was before. Age means
that I will have lost a step. But it would be nice to get close
to my old form. I have many old debts and it I were to get
back on my feet tomorrow I would only have 20 years before
retirement. Just barely enough time to make myself comfortable
in old age. In other words, I am digging myself a hole that
is very very hard to get out of.

I've given myself untill January 2006. That's more than a year.
If I can not show significant progress getting back to the world
I used to live in by then, then I don't think I ever will. I'm too old
to expect to make a recovery if it takes longer than that. If at that
point, I am living through the day so that I can live the next day,
just sinker deeper and deeper into the abyss, then I will kill myself.
I don't see it as suicide, I see it as an extended DNR.

>You were OK before so you ought to be able to
>get back there with some help.
Yes, but can I get there with the help that is open to me?

>Your doc is wrong that ADD folks can't
>get advanced degrees.
>
>Try searching then posting at this site:
>http://www.dr-bob.org/babble/#post I think you'll get the best advice on
>the psych meds there.

I checked it out, I'll check it out some more.

>> I accidentally sent the original draft, I was to late stopping it, but
>> did immediately cancel it. It looks like it worked, but in case it
>> didn't please ignore it. ( The original has many, many footnotes ).

[1] For example, when I worked, I used to go out Friday evenings. I
would go to a "middle level" restaurant ( ie Benegan's, Giordano's
Chilli's, Outback Steak House something where you pay $15-$25 per
person ). Then I would walk through some nearby stores/malls. Then
I would go to a bookstore ( Borders type ) and spend a couple hours
perusing the shelf.  Now I can't afford the restaurant. I can't afford
the bus fare to get to the mall/bookstores. There is one of the
smaller branches within walking distance for most people. I get
tired quickly and don't often walk there.

[2] In the past I would go to various places, forest preserves,
beaches to bike. Nowadays I'm physically exhausted when
I get there.

[3] In one case, I was convinced to go to work at a place
because two friends I worked with before would work there.
We would once again "ride together".  The place was a dotcom
and TPTB needed to be made aware of somethings. I struggled
hard to get my friends to join me in telling them, but they wouldn't.
Instead they worked hard to milk the company for all it had.

In the end I worked very hard to make the company a success, while
my friends left me holding the bag. The company went under. TPTB
didn't blame me but I felt guilty and very depresses that people I
felt I could rely on had laid down on the job.  I took off a few
months to get over it. By that time the job market had crashed.
Twenty pages of want ads shrunk to one column.  Then 9/11
when the job market was starting to recover.
paul - 26 Sep 2004 06:32 GMT
Hey Thad, there is plenty of hope for you. I didn'r know you were on a
bazillion pills and suffering physical ailments. I would definitely try
some psych meds along with talk therapy, it can really help. You be the
judge though, if it feels wrong, no need to continue & I don't think the
side effects are permanent. It just doesn't make sense to opt out when
there are possibilities out there. It sounds you ar a smart son of a
bitch and will not be turned into a moron from a few psych meds
permanently. I doubt it could get worse than what you describe now,
given some effort.

I don't see you as particularly psychotic. I'm not suicidal either but
I've had involuntary thoughts about cutting myself which were pretty
suprising, in retrospect. It all happens for a reason I think and that
reason is to get your a.s in gear to overcome one way or another.

Best regards

PS I was listening to some Cat Stevens & he had a song about being
afraid to go to sleep & never wake up & thought of you.
FurPaw - 17 Sep 2004 20:38 GMT
> Hi,
> My situation is complex. I'll sum up quickly and ask a few questions
[quoted text clipped - 24 lines]
>     single program. At some point I just put it aside and
>    don't get back to it.

I'm not an MD and I don't have answers re the drugs for you.  But what
struck me is that your cognitive and motivational problems might well be
a result of a lack of sleep.

Since you say you can fall asleep easily, can you work really hard on
motivating yourself to go to bed at a reasonable hour?  Say, by putting
yourself on a schedule, maybe even setting alarms or timers to remind
yourself to go to bed at 11 PM each night?

Could you try it for a week to see what happens?

I don't understand why the doctors are unwilling to try CPAP until you
have a regular schedule, since having to use CPAP might help you
regulate your schedule.

JMO.

FurPaw

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Thad the man (me@privacy.net) - 18 Sep 2004 07:56 GMT
> But what
>struck me is that your cognitive and motivational problems might well be
>a result of a lack of sleep.

Yes, I suspect that plays at least a partial role.
Certainly there are times when the fatigue causes my head to get foggy
and I am not able to keep all the elements of a problem in my mind.

>Since you say you can fall asleep easily, can you work really hard on
>motivating yourself to go to bed at a reasonable hour?  
Been there done that for more than a year how. Doesn't work.
I have two working hypothesis on what's causing the problem.
1) I have some form of OCD which causes me to obsessively
   stay awake.
2) My subconcious thinks it's better for me to not sleep than
    not breathe. So it puts off going to sleep.

>I don't understand why the doctors are unwilling to try CPAP until you
>have a regular schedule,
>since having to use CPAP might help you
>regulate your schedule.
They think just the opposite. That CPAP will adversley affect my sleep
because it addds distractions. I have to say that I find your
suggestion... well dumb ( sorry ), if I procrastinate going to bed,
having CPAP will not make me procrastinate less. Instead it will make
me procrastinae putting on the CPAP.
FurPaw - 19 Sep 2004 19:51 GMT
>>But what
>>struck me is that your cognitive and motivational problems might well be
[quoted text clipped - 24 lines]
> having CPAP will not make me procrastinate less. Instead it will make
> me procrastinae putting on the CPAP.

You know yourself far better than I do.  Have you done anything to try
to deal with the procrastination?  Having the CPAP won't "make" you
procrastinate; it merely gives you yet another opportunity to procrastinate.

Have you considered trying cognitive therapy or cognitive behavioral
therapy for this problem?  (This advice is worth as much as that coming
from a friendly stranger on the bus.)

FurPaw

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Thad the man (me@privacy.net) - 23 Sep 2004 23:59 GMT
>You know yourself far better than I do.  Have you done anything to try
>to deal with the procrastination?  Having the CPAP won't "make" you
>procrastinate; it merely gives you yet another opportunity to procrastinate.
I tried a lot of things including behaviour therapy. I suspect that
the procrastination is one of two things:  1) because I don't want to
go to sleep and stop breathing, 2) it's some form of OCD. In any case,
it is not an easy thing to solve. A pill wont help because if I put
off going to sleep, I will put off taking the pill until I go to
sleep.

I wasn't saying CPAP will make me procrastinate more, I was saying
that the ritual of putting on CPAP is not going to help. Where I put
off going to bed now I will put off putting on CPAP later.
Oscar_Lives - 18 Sep 2004 05:01 GMT
Trazadone is bad stuff.  I took it for two years and it really messed me up.
I gained 75 pounds and lost much of my short term memory.  My mouth was
always dry and felt like I was eating fiberglass insulation.  When I went on
a business trip and forgot to pack my meds, I literally could not sleep for
three nights because I didn't have the Trazadone.

Don't take that stuff.  It is wicked.

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> My situation is complex. I'll sum up quickly and ask a few questions
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>
> Thanks.
rob - 18 Sep 2004 09:34 GMT
> Hi,
> My situation is complex. I'll sum up quickly and ask a few questions
[quoted text clipped - 65 lines]
>
> Thanks.

You need a data sheet on every medicine you take.  Reference:
http://www.healthsq.com
http://www.fda.gov/cder/abproval
http://www.nlm.nih.gov/medlineplusinfo/uspdi/20273.html

Best wishes
Charlie Perrin - 18 Sep 2004 16:13 GMT
>You need a data sheet on every medicine you take.  Reference:
>http://www.healthsq.com
>http://www.fda.gov/cder/abproval
>http://www.nlm.nih.gov/medlineplusinfo/uspdi/20273.html

If it's actively promoted, you can usually type in:

    http://www.drug.com/

(where "drug" is the name of the drug) and it'll bring up the
manufacturers' Web site.

If that's not the case, the manufacturers' Web site usually has
everything they make (you might have to go from generic name to brand
name if it's a generic).
Rev. Sean - 27 Sep 2004 06:16 GMT
> 1) I had no trouble falling asleep, but I had trouble
>    *going* to sleep. It seemed like I am always saying
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>    apnea ( mild, only on my back ). The doctors decided
>    to put CPAP on hold until I reset my schedule.

The trazadone is a tricyclic antidepressant, though I think its main use
now is as a sleep inducer, since it is reliable and has no side effects
for most people, and the interactions with SSRIs, beta blockers and many
other common drugs are minimal. I remember something about uncontrollable
erections for some men, but it was rare. I used to take it once in a
while when I couldn't sleep and a family member had a prescription. Half
of a 50mg pill always did the trick for me.

As for your sleep problems, you might try taking a sleep aide (trazadone,
benadryl, whatever) when you first think you are ready to go to bed, or
even a bit before. That way the drug will kick in before long, and soon
you'll feel a bit drowsy. I know what you're talking about and I've often
had major sleep problems, stemming mainly from not feeling drowsy enough
to physically lay down and attempt to sleep. Once I convince myself that
I'm tired, whether with diphenhydramine, alcohol, melatonin (it does make  
some of us sleepy), trazadone, ambien, will power, TV, or whatever, I
sleep fine. I'm just really good at staying busy late at night, and you
might be, too.

As for your problems with your attention and mental clarity, this is
something a doctor should be able to address. I'm not one, but it sounds
to me like you might have ADD. You are obviously intelligent and seem
like you really want to solve your problems, so take a professional's
advice, and take everything on usenet with a grain of salt. Chances are,
with a bit of well-planned treatment you'll be fine.

Rev. Sean
Charlie Perrin - 27 Sep 2004 06:32 GMT
>The trazadone is a tricyclic antidepressant,

Trazodone has its own unique chemistry: "DESYREL (trazodone
hydrochloride) is an antidepressant chemically unrelated to tricyclic,
tetracyclic, or other known antidepressant agents."

>I remember something about uncontrollable erections for
>some men, but it was rare.

It's a side effect worth knowing about because it can cause permanent
impotence.
jeff - 27 Sep 2004 20:12 GMT
I have taken Trazodone and had the long lasting erections, so I try
not to take that. I never heard anything about the erections causing
impotence.

> >The trazadone is a tricyclic antidepressant,
>
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> It's a side effect worth knowing about because it can cause permanent
> impotence.
Ruben Safir - 27 Sep 2004 23:12 GMT
> I have taken Trazodone and had the long lasting erections, so I try
> not to take that. I never heard anything about the erections causing
> impotence.
It can cause you to stay erected for hours or days withut any stimulation.

It's very painful and can do real damage.

Ruben
Steve - 28 Sep 2004 00:39 GMT
>> I have taken Trazodone and had the long lasting erections, so I try
>> not to take that. I never heard anything about the erections causing
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>
>Ruben

It's called Priapism, and it's not funny.

http://www.emedicine.com/emerg/topic486.htm

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Wanda - 27 Sep 2004 21:56 GMT
<snip>

> >I remember something about uncontrollable erections for
> >some men, but it was rare.
>
> It's a side effect worth knowing about because it can cause permanent
> impotence.

I'm not saying this to be flippiant about it, I'm asking this out of  just
plain curiousity; being a woman, I don't know a whole lot about erections!!
<bg>

In just what way are erections controllable? Can men decide when they get an
erection and when they don't? Or how long it will last? I know to a point
they can control how long, they 'hold back' from ejaculating, because most
men, once they ejaculate, become flaccid. Hypothetically speaking though,
could a man be having sex, and choose to make it go soft without
ejaculating, and still involved in the sex act? If he cannot, why is that a
bad thing?

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Gary G. Little - 27 Sep 2004 22:16 GMT
Yes he can, and no one said it's a bad thing ... at least not from the
viewpoint of this man. ejaculation is not necessarily synonymous with
flaccidity either. Some of us do have enough belly that even the most
prominent boinger is not a problem. :)

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> >
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>
> Wanda
Wanda - 28 Sep 2004 22:32 GMT
<snip>

> Yes he can, and no one said it's a bad thing ... at least not from the
> viewpoint of this man. ejaculation is not necessarily synonymous with
> flaccidity either. Some of us do have enough belly that even the most
> prominent boinger is not a problem. :)

I don't understand that last sentence; what does the belly have to do with a
hard-on being a problem?

Wanda

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Gary G. Little - 29 Sep 2004 16:30 GMT
Those of us with a belly do not "tent" since the belly provides shelter for
our indiscretion.

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> >
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> Wanda
Wanda - 01 Oct 2004 23:25 GMT
> Those of us with a belly do not "tent" since the belly provides shelter for
> our indiscretion.

ROTFL

I always considered the belly as a way to keep the rain off a man's
tools......

> > <snip>
> > >
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> >
> > Wanda
Charlie Perrin - 28 Sep 2004 03:27 GMT
>> >I remember something about uncontrollable erections for
>> >some men, but it was rare.

>> It's a side effect worth knowing about because it can cause permanent
>> impotence.

>In just what way are erections controllable?
>Can men decide when they get an erection and when they don't?

To a certain extent.... although, as I remember, adolescent boys tend
to react to almost everything that way. :-)

>Hypothetically speaking though, could a man be having sex, and
>choose to make it go soft without ejaculating, and still involved in
>the sex act?

>If he cannot, why is that a bad thing?

Well, the "uncontrollable" state is dangerous in that the underlying
structures aren't designed to handle a prolonged (>4 hours) erection.
Wanda - 28 Sep 2004 22:37 GMT
> >> >I remember something about uncontrollable erections for
> >> >some men, but it was rare.
[quoted text clipped - 16 lines]
> Well, the "uncontrollable" state is dangerous in that the underlying
> structures aren't designed to handle a prolonged (>4 hours) erection.

So males who walk around proclaiming boastfully about their ability to "last
for 8 hours without cumming!" (which I personally find a just a tad bit hard
to believe) are actually doing themselves more harm than good if they
somehow are able to last like that.....

What kind of physical damage can an erection like that do? (to *him*, not
her!!! <bg>)

Wanda

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Richard Evans - 28 Sep 2004 23:28 GMT
>What kind of physical damage can an erection like that do? (to *him*, not
>her!!! <bg>)

Well, for one thing, you can't pee with an erection. Maybe young guys
can go eight hours without peeing, but us old farts would bust a
bladder after about an hour and a half.

Dick Evans
nobody - 02 Oct 2004 00:10 GMT
>>What kind of physical damage can an erection like that do? (to *him*, not
>>her!!! <bg>)
[quoted text clipped - 4 lines]
>
> Dick Evans

I can pee with an erection, but then I have enlarged prostate. I
really hate having to wash the wall late at night!

Michael
Thad the man (me@privacy.net) - 28 Sep 2004 03:28 GMT
>In just what way are erections controllable? Can men decide when they get an
>erection and when they don't?
They most definitely can.
To create one, a man has to not want one.
To nake one go away, a man has to want one.
Wanda - 28 Sep 2004 22:38 GMT
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> >In just what way are erections controllable? Can men decide when they get an
> >erection and when they don't?
> They most definitely can.
> To create one, a man has to not want one.
> To nake one go away, a man has to want one.

ROTFL!!!
Oscar_Lives - 29 Sep 2004 04:23 GMT
<me@privacy.net> wrote in message
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>>In just what way are erections controllable? Can men decide when they get
>>an
>>erection and when they don't?
> They most definitely can.
> To create one, a man has to not want one.
> To nake one go away, a man has to want one.

Don't forget that when the wife walks in, it usually disappears quickly.
Charlie Perrin - 29 Sep 2004 05:16 GMT
>Don't forget that when the wife walks in, it usually disappears quickly.

Unless your mother walks in the room at the same time. <wink
Oscar_Lives - 29 Sep 2004 04:21 GMT
> <snip>
>>
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>
> Wanda

Wanda, come on over and I would be happy to demonstrate how it all works.
Pope Pie \(Sy Lehrman\) - 30 Sep 2004 01:58 GMT
> > <snip>
> >>
[quoted text clipped - 7 lines]
> > plain curiousity; being a woman, I don't know a whole lot about
> > erections!!

I think we have a winner for our straight line of the year award!!!!!

(having ceased to roll about helpless with mirth he continues with his mail
reading....)
Ted Howard - 30 Sep 2004 18:04 GMT
I think the stuff on this site helps:

http://www.deepmeds.com/store

hope this helps.

ted

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> > >>
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> reading....)
Wanda - 01 Oct 2004 23:22 GMT
> > <snip>
> >>
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>
> Wanda, come on over and I would be happy to demonstrate how it all works.

LOL

Don't tempt me, I haven't seen an erection, controlled or otherwise, in 4
months!!

Wanda

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Oscar_Lives - 14 Oct 2004 05:00 GMT
>> > <snip>
>> >>
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>
> Wanda

I haven't had one for 4 months!
Emma Chase VanCott - 17 Oct 2004 06:47 GMT
Are you taking Trazadone?

That will cause priapism.

I'd rather take an overnight sleeplab study to get to the root of the
sleep problem, than take that godawful stuff to sleep. :X

Get a good investigation and diagnosis at a sleep clinic.
Wanda - 17 Oct 2004 16:03 GMT
> Are you taking Trazadone?
>
[quoted text clipped - 4 lines]
>
> Get a good investigation and diagnosis at a sleep clinic.

Is there any serious side effect like that in women from Trazadone?

wanda
Emma Chase VanCott - 18 Oct 2004 05:28 GMT
In sci.med.pharmacy Wanda <w-jackson@worldnet.att.net> wrote:

: > Are you taking Trazadone?
: >
[quoted text clipped - 4 lines]
: >
: > Get a good investigation and diagnosis at a sleep clinic.

: Is there any serious side effect like that in women from Trazadone?

: wanda

An erection of the clitoris, you mean?
Wanda - 22 Oct 2004 00:45 GMT
> In sci.med.pharmacy Wanda <w-jackson@worldnet.att.net> wrote:
>
[quoted text clipped - 12 lines]
>
> An erection of the clitoris, you mean?

Could happen!
Oscar_Lives - 24 Oct 2004 03:26 GMT
> In sci.med.pharmacy Wanda <w-jackson@worldnet.att.net> wrote:
>
[quoted text clipped - 12 lines]
>
> An erection of the clitoris, you mean?

Just lick it vigorously and it will go down...
Bob Travis - 09 Nov 2004 13:57 GMT
> > In sci.med.pharmacy Wanda <w-jackson@worldnet.att.net> wrote:
> >
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>
> Just lick it vigorously and it will go down...

Let me know if you need a volunteer for the job.  :-)

Bob
Ljohan514 - 19 Oct 2004 02:34 GMT
I don't know if I'd call this a serious side effect, but oddly enough, women on
Trazodone have reported spontaneous orgasims when sneezing.  This caused a few
news reports etc. back when it was reported, about 12 years ago-not sure if
there has been any more problems.
Steve Carras - 19 Oct 2004 02:29 GMT
> Are you taking Trazadone?
>
[quoted text clipped - 4 lines]
>
> Get a good investigation and diagnosis at a sleep clinic.

Cut your dick off.
Bob Travis - 09 Nov 2004 13:59 GMT
> Are you taking Trazadone?
>
[quoted text clipped - 4 lines]
>
> Get a good investigation and diagnosis at a sleep clinic.

Trazadone, huh?  Will that work for men too?
`Sounds better than Viagra.  :-)

Bob
Ninth Commandment - 12 Nov 2004 19:46 GMT
Someone actually died from taking Trazadone and having an erection
that wouldn't go away. Just like the infamous penis injection of
cocaine.

>> Are you taking Trazadone?
>>
[quoted text clipped - 9 lines]
>
>Bob
Doug Goncz - 21 Nov 2004 17:47 GMT
I take Trazodone to sleep but it gives me delayed ejaculation and ejaculatory
impotence, rather than priapism.

There really must be something better.

My community mental health center cannot discuss the problem in an adult
manner. When I asked a doctor in their Emergency Service about alternatives,
and explained that Trazodone was causing ejaculatory impotence, she twirled her
hair with her finger and euphemised that "those... kind of problems... can be a
problem for men." She couldn't even *say* "ejaculatory impotence".

Not that being able to keep at sex until I and my partner are pleasantly
exhausted isn't some kind of bonus, but really, they are in denial. They are
prescribing the same Trazodone my urologist prescribes for his premature
ejaculators. No, it is not the same as Viagra, and neither are recreational
drugs. My urologist advises DC the Trazodone but I have nothing else and have
been insomiac for more than a year.

An erection that lasts more than four hours exhausts the oxygen supply in the
penis, with necrosis. After, say, three hours, that leaves one hour for the
trip to the emergency room, where response will be swift. I have no idea what
they do. Ice?

I experienced more erections on Serzone than I do Trazodone. They were not
priapistic, either. I was just *everybody's* friend, feeling vital and horny,
which is normal for me. The community mental health center is for kids and I am
looking for a small practice on my insurance rather than this body-negative,
sex-negative beauracracy. (spelling of beauracracy?)

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>>> Are you taking Trazadone?
>>>
>>> That will cause priapism.

It might, but you can't bet or bank on it.

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nobody - 02 Oct 2004 00:05 GMT
> <snip>
>
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>
> Wanda

Eurethera, I've found it!

You forgot to ask why we absolutely have to pee after we
ejaculate. That's because semen in the eurethera causes a great
deal of irritation, and can lead to eurethritis if we are forced
to cuddle often enough.

As to controlled erections, when I was in my teens and early
twenties, I could cause an erection to occur without physical
stimulation, as well as make it flacid at will. Now I'm in my
50's, and I need a pill (nothing personal, it's all about blood
pressure).

Be well,

Michael
Pope Pie \(Sy Lehrman\) - 02 Oct 2004 00:14 GMT
> You forgot to ask why we absolutely have to pee after we
> ejaculate.

(Thinks) No, I have no memroy of such a reaction.  (thinks again) No,
doesn't happen.

> As to controlled erections, when I was in my teens and early
> twenties, I could cause an erection to occur without physical
> stimulation, as well as make it flacid at will.

Probably by association rather than will, but a teenager can get an erection
contemplating laundry detergent, as in: "Oxydol makes one think of laundry
which makes one think of underwear which makes one think of panties, which
suggests........and so on."  Thus the notorious hanging about around the
soap section: "soap is slippery which makes one think of .... and so on"
Gary Rimar - 02 Oct 2004 05:52 GMT
> > You forgot to ask why we absolutely have to pee after we
> > ejaculate.
[quoted text clipped - 11 lines]
> suggests........and so on."  Thus the notorious hanging about around the
> soap section: "soap is slippery which makes one think of .... and so on"

It's more of a bloodflow thing.  Erections are causes by pumping blood into
the penis and then holding it there with internal body structures.  Holding
it there too long causes the blood to deoxygenate, and causes damage to the
penis.  If it gets bad, it gets real bad.
nobody - 03 Oct 2004 08:31 GMT
Pope Pie (Sy Lehrman) wrote:

>>You forgot to ask why we absolutely have to pee after we
>>ejaculate.
[quoted text clipped - 11 lines]
> suggests........and so on."  Thus the notorious hanging about around the
> soap section: "soap is slippery which makes one think of .... and so on"

When I was a kid, there was no such association - I did not need a
fantasy to be associated with my erection, it was simply a
function that I was able to control. Please explain the assumption
of perversity, associated with an erection. I don't understand it
although I see it expressed often enough. Is this some sort of
learned behavior? What purpose does it have, relative to sexual
desire or reproduction. Do lower animals also require this perversity?

Explain or Cite please.

Michael

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nobody - 03 Oct 2004 06:40 GMT
>>The trazadone is a tricyclic antidepressant,
>
[quoted text clipped - 7 lines]
> It's a side effect worth knowing about because it can cause permanent
> impotence.

That isn't a side-effect, it's intentional.

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Rev. Sean - 27 Sep 2004 06:23 GMT
> The third question is probably silly but I think I have to ask. If
> the trazodone is for sleep, is it possible that I have an apnea event
> and the drug keeps me asleep, killing me ( I can't wake up to breathe.
> ) Hey, I have to be careful. The shrink didn't take a history.

My dad has sleep apnea and has used a CPap machine every night ofr a long
time, and he has also been prescribed trazadone in the past. It is not a
repiratory depressant, so I wouldn't worry about it stopping your
breathing. It is an antidepressant but it just so happens that it is really
effective at making people sleep. If your apnea caused you to stop
breathing you'd still wake up just enough to remember to breath once your
body realized that you needed air. Consult your doc. on this, as with any
and all medication and condition interactions.

Rev. Sean
Charlie Perrin - 28 Sep 2004 04:14 GMT
>My dad has sleep apnea and has used a CPap machine every night ofr a long
>time, and he has also been prescribed trazadone in the past. It is not a
>repiratory depressant, so I wouldn't worry about it stopping your
>breathing. It is an antidepressant but it just so happens that it is really
>effective at making people sleep.

Given that I've never heard of anyone taking it as an antidepressant,
I suspect the Bristol-Myers Squibb research department could have
created a Phase III (FDA licensing) study to show that Desyrel is a
great sleeping pill.
Oscar_Lives - 29 Sep 2004 04:25 GMT
>>My dad has sleep apnea and has used a CPap machine every night ofr a long
>>time, and he has also been prescribed trazadone in the past. It is not a
[quoted text clipped - 7 lines]
> created a Phase III (FDA licensing) study to show that Desyrel is a
> great sleeping pill.

I've taken it as an anti-depressant.  It works as an anti-depressant, but
the worst thing is the dependency that it causes.  After taking Trazadone
for several months, sleep is impossible for several nights after stopping.

Trazadone is dangerous stuff.  Beware.
Charlie Perrin - 29 Sep 2004 05:59 GMT
>I've taken it as an anti-depressant.  It works as an anti-depressant, but
>the worst thing is the dependency that it causes.  

A number of drug classes have to be tapered on termination to avoid
unpleasant or dangerous side effects: antidepressants, beta blockers,
and corticosteroids are three.

>After taking Trazadone for several months, sleep is impossible
>for several nights after stopping.

If your doctor didn't taper your dosage... tsk, tsk, tsk.

>Trazadone is dangerous stuff.  Beware.

YMMV with CNS-active pharmaceuticals.
nobody - 03 Oct 2004 07:49 GMT
>>>My dad has sleep apnea and has used a CPap machine every night ofr a long
>>>time, and he has also been prescribed trazadone in the past. It is not a
[quoted text clipped - 13 lines]
>
> Trazadone is dangerous stuff.  Beware.

Trazadone is used as a *Control* in many government experiments,
and I mean everything from medical to psychiatric experimentation.
Do not use this stuff, it is not a toy. It is intentionally used
as a form of sterilization, as are most psychotropic drugs.

All of you, please, use organic drugs, and boycott all
pharmaceuticals. Just don't use them. I'm 52, and I was one of the
original hippies. I know what I'm talking about, and I also know
you probably won't listen. Just remember what I said when the time
comes.

I'm not trying to preach to you old-timers, you already know. But
the kids don't, and the government knows that, too.

Speaking of old-timers, how many of you remember the sh.t-kickers
with the cowboy boots, who used to hurt us so bad, and rape our
girls? Guess what? The soldiers didn't like them any more than the
hippies did. Know why? Those ignorant bastards weren't over there
either. They sure showed their "support" though, didn't they?

If anyone else remembers "Pal's Waffle Shop", in Dallas TX, 1968,
please interject <here>. If you know about the menu, I'll know
you're the real thing.

Which brings me to another point. By 1981, when the present drug
war began, about 40% of the "Hippies" were war veterans. Why
should that surprise anyone? They were drafting us first!

It's about time the sh.t-kickers paid for their crimes, isn't it?
 I say that because their children have taken their places, and
are repeating (perpetuating?) those crimes.

Michael

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Hawki63 - 04 Oct 2004 18:09 GMT
>Subject: Re: Trazodone and Abilify.
>From: nobody nobody@localhost.localdomain
>Date: 10/2/2004 11:49 PM Pacific Daylight Time
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>Trazadone is used as a *Control* in many government experiments,
>and I mean everything from medical to psychiatric experimentation.
>Do not use this stuff, it is not a toy. It is intentionally used
>as a form of sterilization, as are most

>psychotropic drugs.

that's cute....NOT

funny how so many females on the above manage to get pregnant...

hawki.....
 
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