Medical Forum / General / General / October 2005
~ Kay Redfield Jamison,
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Twittering One - 29 Sep 2005 23:57 GMT "... as A. Alvarez put it, 'airless and without exits.'
Life is bloodless, pulseless, And yet Present enough to allow a suffocating Horror and pain.
All bearings Are lost; all things are dark And drained of feeling.
The slippage Into futility is first gradual, Then utter."
~ Kay Redfield Jamison,
>From "Night Falls Fast" [p. 104]
"Kay ~ When did professionals stop Doing their job ~ ?
There's a very real problem When you ask for help,
And none came Or is forthcoming, A very sick lame game.
Passing out phone numbers, And infinite bureaucratic regress Offers no solution ~
Further Hell, Accompanied by The Burden Of Self Blame.
Lame & Lamer Begging, crawling on the floor ...
Regressed to quadruped.
Is this your address ~ ?
I never lived here before, Before this past year.
Not for nope do I mope, But I am tired of this, lost Hope." ~ Virginia Hooper
"Exuberance ~ Ha ~ !" ~ Folly
~ * ~ Blog, I'll warrant ye, or dog? Who knows. Pass the grog! But if ye see me lost pup, please bring that scurvy dog home! I got Leon a brand-new bone, with a chest full a' booty. _________________ http://journals.aol.com/virginiaz/DreamingofLeonardo
Twittering One - 30 Sep 2005 00:29 GMT 17 September 2005
Dear Cynthia R. Pfeffer, MD:
You are a liar.
I told you in June and September 2004, in your office, that I was abused.
When I spoke to you on the telephone, one month ago, the first time I have spoken to you since September 29, 2004, because you refuse to return my calls or letters, you told me you have no memory of that.
You are a liar.
I almost died due to the combined abuse, negligence, and malpractice of ~
Victoria Rivamonte, PsyD Matthew B. Smith, MD
I have written you emails with some of these details.
I have filed 2 official complaints with NYU Medical Center, who is ignoring me, and has told me this is not an NYU issue.
You referred me to Leslie Seiden, MD, because I refused to continue with Smith after October 2004.
Seiden wrote NY State Medical Board in July 2005 and told them I was "disturbed" and after money, and that she did not think I was abused.
Seiden terminated therapy with me, effective August 7, 2005, and refused to hear ALL the details of what was done to me in therapy, which endangered my life, and which, based on my knowledge as a successful well-paid professional medical writer, is unethical and illegal.
I refuse to report this to the NY State Medical Board, at this time, because I do not think, without having my own legal counsel, my concerns and violations will be reviewed in an unbiased manner.
Advocacy groups for patients' and victims' right clearly state this fact; and based on my experience this past year with NYU Medical Center and other physicians, I think that assesment is correct.
But I am telling you.
Virginia H. Hooper 401 East 34th St. NY NY 10016
Twittering One - 30 Sep 2005 04:44 GMT "Happy Aniversary Capsicum.
I sincerely hope you Are swelled." ~ Twittering
Twittering One - 30 Sep 2005 04:50 GMT "Please remove the Spell & release me from Hell." ~ Twittering
Twittering One - 30 Sep 2005 04:52 GMT "... to the Next Circle ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ >" ~ Twittering
Twittering One - 30 Sep 2005 04:56 GMT "My guide and I entered that hidden road To make our way back up to the bright world. We never thought of resting while we climbed.
We climbed, she first and I behind, until, Through a small round opening ahead of us I saw the lovely things the heavens hold,
And we came out to see once more the stars."
~ Dante, "The Divine Comedy, Inferno" [xxxiv; 133-139]
Twittering One - 04 Oct 2005 18:38 GMT "... to the Next Circle ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ >" ~ Twittering
"Another Universe,
Where you do not exist. Final Exit ~
You people are trash, and I hate your guts." ~ Virginia H. Hooper
Twittering One - 04 Oct 2005 18:50 GMT 4 October 2005
Dear Cynthia R. Pfeffer, MD:
You are a liar.
I told you in June and September 2004, in your office, that I was abused.
When I spoke to you on the telephone, one month ago, the first time I have spoken to you since September 29, 2004, because you refuse to return my calls or letters, you told me you have no memory of that.
You are a liar.
How many patients Have you abused?
Children, adolescents, or adults?
Virginia H. Hooper
Twittering One - 04 Oct 2005 18:53 GMT Dear Cynthia R. Pfeffer, MD:
Children, adolescents, or adults?
What do you do when your patiet Tells you that happened to her?
I told you that.
Virginia H. Hooper
Twittering One - 04 Oct 2005 18:33 GMT "The aluminum ladder shivered slightly, like a highstrung youthful steed, as he trusted his weight to it.
One step, two, then t he third.
The rope nestled dryly around his neck; the ladder trembled as he reached up and behind to slip the knot tighter, snug against what seemed the correct spot.
Now the ladder was swinging violently from side to side; the agitated blood of its jockey was flailing it toward the hurdle, where it lifted,
as he had foreseen, at the most delicate urging,
and fell away.
Clyde heard the clatter and thump.
What he had not expected was the burning, as though a hot rasp were being pulled up through his esophagus,
and the way the angles of wood and carpet and wallpaper whirled, whirled
so widely
it seemed for a second he had sprouted eyes in the back of his head.
Then a redness in his overstuffed skull was followed by blackness,
giving way,
with the change of a single letter,
to blankness."
~ John Updike,
>From "The Witches of Eastwick" [p. 156]
Twittering One - 04 Oct 2005 18:35 GMT Twittering One - 04 Oct 2005 20:17 GMT "Just in case you thought there was no distinction between representation and reality there is death.
Just in case you thought experience and the representation of experience melted into one another, death provides a structural principle separating the two. . . . See the difference."
~ Regina Barreca "Writing as Voodoo: Sorcery, Hysteria, and Art Logo"
Twittering One - 04 Oct 2005 20:20 GMT 4 October 2005
Dr. Cynthia Pfeffer, MD:
I left an emergency telephone message today with you: I need my ADD medication, I have no other physician, and I am in dangerous withdrawal.
I take 15 mg/day Dexadrine brand version, tablets IR.
I have taken, as you know, ADD meds for 6 years.
Please let me know you can provide needed emergency coverage for me, as I am physically ill, and it is important that I do not discontinue my ADD medication, or I will likely become dangerously despondent.
Thank you. Virginia Hooper
Twittering One - 04 Oct 2005 20:21 GMT My father committed suicide, And suffered from substance abuse.
My mother died from a demyelinating disease, And suffered cancer And suffered from substance abuse.
Both suffered depression And cognitive impairment from those ravaging diseases.
Both of my parents were dead By the time I turned 17.
I am an only child. I am also a homosexual. My surviving family disowned me, When I was 21 years old.
I survived most of that. But I am not surviving the effects of abuse
>From 2 therapists. I have ADHD. I have sought treatment for that, too.
I presently have no ADHD physician, And that is dangerous.
I ran out of medication today, And that is dangerous.
I do not do drink alcohol. I do not smoke. I do not recreational drugs.
I am afraid of mental healthcare professionals After what happened to me this past year.
I turned 50 last week. I got no calls or cards, But I did get one electronic card from an online friend.
This is my life. This is real. This is my biological reality.
My name is Virginia H. Hooper.
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