I am used to take anxol (diazepam) pill when migraine strikes or just
to sleep
early. It is sleeping pill. Somehow as the medical owner know me, I
get it without prescription.

It continued for 10 years . One day I was just bored. I took that
stripe of anxol pills and started reading  just for timepass. One
thought entered my mind.

Does
this name 'anxol' has something to do with anxiety?

How would you feel if someone hit hard your head with stone. I was
left stunned for few hours.

I was taking anxiety medicine for 10 years assuming that it is just
sleeping pill.

How the hell this happened? Then I recalled my meeting with doctor 10
years ago when I had migraine problem. In flow of conversation I told
him that sometime my heartbeats increase and I feel 'grip' on head,
restless.I just casually told and forgot.

He prescribed antimigraine pill and anxol pill. I thought he has given
anxol pill to sleep so that I do not have to feel pains until anti-
migraine pill works.

But that is not what I thought. He prescribed anxol pill because I
told him increased heartbeats, restlessness. He is doctor. He
concluded 'anxiety disorder' but didn't told me. In subsequent
meetings he forgot it and I also forgot. He didn't prescribed again
for anxiety but as that 'anxol' pill was working during migraine
attacks and as I was getting it without prescription, I continued to
use it during migraine and for sleeping early(abuse).

When I recalled entire 10 years, it was just mindboggling.

Doctor forgot that one meeting forever and I kept taking anxiety pills
without knowing that it is for anxiety, not for migraine or just
sleeping.

If I was suffering from anxiety, I cured it...

Using my sixth sense.