And you know what Anja? You, like Lana, can accept my apology, or you can throw
it back in my face, but it doesn't matter to me, because I don't answer to you,
I answer only to my Creator, and I know how ashamed I have been feeling since
you came here, and He knows too, and maybe there could even be some people in
this newsgroup who know that also, but what you think about me is *your*
problem, not mine, and if you hate me, then that is *your* problem, not mine,
but I am not feeling ashamed any more, which *was* my problem, but it ain't my
problem any more.

Alan