Medical Forum / Diseases and Disorders / Hepatitis / November 2008
Does it ever get any easier?
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Michael A. Ball - 22 Oct 2008 22:47 GMT My sister is taking Ribaviron, with some ease from Cimentidine. She has now had her second Interferon injection; two days later, she was unable to report to work.
I don't know what causes this debilitation, but I can't help wondering how common it is. Possibly many of you have been through this same sort of torment.
Between the hassle of getting it all set up, and the extreme side effects, she is very discourage and tired. She is all the family I have, and it troubles me to see her in such distress. She is even thinking about discontinuing the treatment.
She reads this newsgroup. If anyone here can offer a word of encouragement, or maybe some tips on how to cope, please, do so. I'd be most appreciative.
Thank you. Michael
________________________ Whatever it takes.
greyhackles - 23 Oct 2008 03:39 GMT >My sister is taking Ribaviron, with some ease from Cimentidine. She has >now had her second Interferon injection; two days later, she was unable [quoted text clipped - 18 lines] >________________________ >Whatever it takes. Interferon put the body's immune system into an over-drive state, and the resulting effects are often non-trivial. It is common for the first few weeks of interferon shots to have a powerful, debilitating effect. I know my a.s got thoroughly kicked on the first shot - it felt like the worst case of flu I'd ever had. Nite sweats soaked the sheets and pillow case, shakes and shivers that were uncontrollable, temperature felt like it was on a roller coaster, alternating between feeling chilled to the bone and hotter than heck.
The second week was less intense, but not by much. I remember thinking "Holy crap! What the heck did I sign up for??" But each successive week got a little better, and by about the 6th week, I just felt a little crappy over the weekend. And then the anemia set in.
Doing my shot on Friday evening, just before bed, allowed me the whole weekend to recover in time for work on Monday morning. I can't imagine doing it any other way, but then again, some people don't get so wasted from the interferon and probably could do the shot any day of the week and still make it to work.
Your sister should be getting blood tests done soon - like at the end of the second week - to see if there are any counts that are falling precipitously. You should verify this - and if she hasn't been scheduled for these tests, make sure she contacts the treating physician and get them done. While it's a bit early for significant anemia to have settled in, if her Hemoglobin count is falling steeply, anemia could be just a couple/few weeks away.
Otherwise, let her know that the first weeks are almost always the worst with respect to feeling like total crap. Her body has been producing up to a trillion copies of the HCV virus every day for as long as she's been infected, and now that her body is fully engaged in actually killing the little bastids off, the exhaustion is not surprising. She just has to get through this period and settle into the long-haul routine.
It may sound trite, but nothing worth having comes easy. And getting rid of the virus is totally worth the battle...
Cheers
/greyhackles (virus-free going on four years)
TX-012 - 23 Oct 2008 07:02 GMT No, it gets worse. And worse. Then you add in the rescue drugs--EPO, happy pills, benzos, opiates, etc. and then it gets somewhat better again, or stabilizes at some barely endurable version of hellish dystopia.
That's my experience after a day short of 56 weeks. In my case, methadone and EPO have helped a LOT, and many others love SSRIs and/or pot. But without the intervention of those drugs the natural order of things would be pain and more pain.
For me. Only speaking for me.
It is doable, mind you. Loved ones help more than any drug, of course.
PS: It ends eventually, or so I am told. Then it gets better. They claim;)
Waterspider - 23 Oct 2008 07:52 GMT > My sister is taking Ribaviron, with some ease from Cimentidine. She has > now had her second Interferon injection; two days later, she was unable [quoted text clipped - 11 lines] > Thank you. > Michael Yes, of course it gets easier, but you don't realize it at the time.
How to cope. Hmmm, that's a toughie because the side-effects are different for everyone. Some people (and I hate them all) breeze through the whole thing, not missing a day's work or a night's sleep or a meal or a moment of sanity. Others, like me, go through periods of being unable to get out of bed, never mind going to work. I did my shot Friday night and sometimes I felt okay to work Monday, but sometimes I wasn't terribly functional until Wednesday. My first shot was the worst, the second almost the worst, and then it started to get easier as my body got used to the routine and seemed to adjust to it. There was not one day of my treatment that was "easy" and you'd be fooling yourself to expect one. After the first shot, I thought there was no way I could bear to do the second, and certainly I would never make it to the end. But, on the second Friday night I told myself, "Just one more, then if I can't handle it, I'll pack it in." So I did the second shot. Then the third, then I was half-way through six months, then it was over. But every shot was a deal with myself-- just this one, then I'll quit if I can't handle it. For me, it worked. Every Friday I conned myself into doing just one more shot.
A month before I was due to finish, my blood counts were so low that I could barely walk across the room and the doc told me to just do the interferon injection, to discontinue the Ribavirin because it was making me dangerously anemic. Whoopee, a doctor's permission to cut back on the evil drugs that made me feel so awful :-) So I agreed that I would stop taking the Riba. But, I didn't. Having come that far and being so close to the end, I didn't want to risk missing the brass ring. No, I didn't die. Yes, I got my SVR. For the two years it took for the "cured" verdict, there was no doubt in my mind that I'd go through the whole ordeal again if I had to.
All I can say to your sis is to take it one day at a time, one shot at a time, one pill at a time. Make a calendar for the duration of tx, and every shot-night, draw an x through the day; that visual reminder of steady progress was helpful to me, and I didn't want to leave any empty boxes on the calendar. A silly game? Yes. But we do what we can to get through it.
Tips on how to cope is easier. Drink water and lots of it; it reduces the dehydration caused by the meds, and thus the rather horrible symptoms of dehydration. Get lots of sleep, take naps in the afternoon, go to bed right after dinner, whatever; give your body all the help you can to wage war against the hep c virus. Eat a small meal or snack every few hours, avoid greasy food and if nausea is a problem it's okay to smoke your brains out (pot; not cigarettes) because good nutrition is important. Fresh veggies and fruits, avoid red meat cuz it's hard to digest, and keep drinking lots of water.
If your sister is not on antidepressants, she should be. If she is, perhaps she should discuss with her doctor an increased dose or a different type. Depression (and sometimes suicide ideation) is a very real and serious side-effect of tx and should not be dismissed, trivialized or internalized.
The drugs make you crazy, too, in that normal activities are difficult and unfullfilling. I played with Photoshop when I was on tx, I played sim games on my laptop, I watched movies on tv and I read science fiction. I listened to music constantly, it relieved the constant pain in my head, and the most therapeutic was 60s-70s rock, Pink Floyd to Led Zeppelin and lots of traditional blues. I could finish a book, pick it up the next day and not remember a word that I'd read. Oddly, I learned Photoshop inside-out, and that would have taken me several years in normal circumstances.
If your sis has someone like a caring brother who can do all her cooking, cleaning, shopping and other errands, that helps too. If you're in or near a city, she could look for a hep c support group and likely find people who have either been through tx or who are currently going through it. Really, there is no one in the world, no matter how sympathetic or how educated, who has any f.cking clue what tx is all about, unless they've been through it. It helps a lot to talk to someone who's either been there done that or who is doing it now. I was tremendously lucky that I did tx the same time as two old-timers on this board, Elmo and Geb Bixer. We chatted here, we e-mailed, we telephoned and we even had a couple of three-way conference calls. They were the only ones who understood, and tx was less lonely for me because of them.
My advice to your sister is... do just one more shot.
Paul - 23 Oct 2008 21:15 GMT On Wed, 22 Oct 2008 17:47:38 -0400, Michael A. Ball <Guardian@wireco.net>, in message ID <bh3vf4tgi626pssn7b7ulnvadlv6k9dg3v@4ax.com>, in the newsgroup alt.support.hepatitis-c wrote:
>My sister is taking Ribaviron, with some ease from Cimentidine. She has >now had her second Interferon injection; two days later, she was unable [quoted text clipped - 15 lines] >Thank you. >Michael Treatment is different for everyone. However, I struggled a bit for maybe 3 weeks. I also started struggling again after several months. In between I had some respite though. I'm not saying it was good - just not anywhere near as bad as I expected. If she sticks with it another couple of weeks, maybe she will get respite as her body starts to adapt. No guarantees though. Wish I could make definite promises but I would be a liar. For most people, tx is pretty unpleasant but definitely doable.
dBo - 27 Oct 2008 20:42 GMT What they said.
Try to be there for you sister in whatever way you can. My brother bought me a beautiful Dragon Slayer sword that hung on my befroom mantle to be the first things I saw in the morning and the last thing at night. Die Dragon, Die!!!!
My family and my significant other were very supportive and helpful, nursed me, did for me, cooked, did laudry and just generally made sure that life went on around me, so I could put all my energy and focus into killing that sucker. Remember that all that matters is killing the dragon, and help her to remember that while it is hell going thru treatment, it WILL end, and things will get better.
Strange how I don't really recall horrible reactions to the Friday night interferon shots, but then again, I did pretty much just stay in bed all weekend and sleep thru it in the hope of making it back on my feet and to work on Monday. Seemed to work, miserable as I was.
One thing I remember was getting tired of loved ones constantly asking "how are you feeling?" becuase after just so long, the only response I could offere was "the same as I did yesterday and the same as I'm going to feel until this is over." I don't think anyone who hasn't gone thru it can really appreciate how dreadful it can be! I pretty much withdrew into myself with nothing to say rather than open my mouth if nothing was going to come out but whining.
Please DO encourage her to keep going, make sure she has those blood levels getting tested as Grey says. I too went plunging to the depth as far as blood counts go within four weeks. I think one of the best things you can do is help out, offer to pick up groceries or whatever. You'd be surprised how much of an ordeal it feels like just to think about getting in the car and going to the grocery store, especially once the Brain Fog sets in and your appetite is gone as well.... :)
The dust bunnies will still be there under the bed once tx is over. Remind her of that. Guilt is a horrible thing, when you find yourself in this situation without the energy to do ANYTHING!!! Good luck, best wishes etc. I survived. Two years virus free now. This week my doc used the word "cured" after two years. ~Deb
topcat - 30 Oct 2008 04:24 GMT > My sister is taking Ribaviron, with some ease from Cimentidine. She has > now had her second Interferon injection; two days later, she was unable > to report to work. > > Thank you. > Michael Michael, welcome, and sorry to hear about your sister. It was pretty much the same way with me. The first few weeks the shot wore me out. I take it on Friday but it doesn't usually kick in until Sunday. My symptoms were just horrible fatigue and headache at first. Then it got worse. In the second month, the body aches took over, with increased dizziness, nausea. I started taking off at least 2 days a week and sleeping all day, and napping in between on the other days if I could. I started taking pain pills and had trouble with the side effects from them too. but I finally found a dose I could tolerate. I am on Norco, 1 tab about every 4 hours during the day. I usually only take about 3 of them in one day, but sometimes 4. It really helps me get thru the day and keeps the pain to a minumum, but it's still not easy. Anyway, around the 4th month of tx I got into the swing of it. I am now into the 7th month of tx and I have sort of gotten used to it, but I do suffer from moodiness, sometimes really depressed, but I am getting thru it. WATER is her biggest ally. She needs probably around 80 ounces a day, more or less depening on her weight. It cuts the fatigue way down and all the other symptoms. Tell her to write us here, it will help her and us. Hang in there, TC
Sara - 30 Oct 2008 18:29 GMT >> My sister is taking Ribaviron, with some ease from Cimentidine. She has >> now had her second Interferon injection; two days later, she was unable [quoted text clipped - 22 lines] >Tell her to write us here, it will help her and us. Hang in there, >TC Hey, TC :) 7 months already, wow! The end is definitely in sight -- I was so happy when I had less shots to do than I'd already done (if that makes sense!)
You'll be done in time to enjoy spring -- I finished my TX in March (of 07) and I was sooooo ready for spring and sunshine and warmth.... something to look forward to :)
Take care. So glad to see you posting.
Sara
topcat - 31 Oct 2008 07:26 GMT > >> My sister is taking Ribaviron, with some ease from Cimentidine. She has > >> now had her second Interferon injection; two days later, she was unable [quoted text clipped - 36 lines] > > - Show quoted text - Sarah!!! Hellooo! Yea, 7 months already huh? How are You? I can't wait for spring, must admit tho, I'm still scared of a relapse, just have to wait and see. Don't think I could do this again. Physically, my tolerance has improved and I've sort of gotten used to the tx. but my mood is horrible. I've been getting increasingly angry. In the last couple weeks I've noticed I have frequent violent thoughts, I swear, I feel like killing somebody, i mean literally. the frequency of the angry moods has been increasing and then late at night I've been feeling so lonely, i started thinking about suicide again, not like I have a plan or nothing, but just, well I guess I don't feel like I have anything to look forward to. I can't blame it all on my tx, being alone all the time, kids are grown and gone, no love life, and I'm too sick to date even if I had a chane to, not that I do, I look like hell from the damn pills. My hair started to thin and I'm going grey now, I can barely walk up a flight of stairs, wow, what a catch I am huh? anyway, that's it in a nut shell, I think nights are the worse, anyway, Like Tom Hanks says on Castaway, I just get up every morning and breathe, and wonder if something might wash up on the shore. anyway, enough of my maudlin mullins. TC
Sara - 31 Oct 2008 21:55 GMT >> >> My sister is taking Ribaviron, with some ease from Cimentidine. She has >> >> now had her second Interferon injection; two days later, she was unable [quoted text clipped - 57 lines] >the shore. anyway, enough of my maudlin mullins. >TC The hair will grow back nice and healthy :) might stay gray but nothing wrong with that at our age!
what are you taking for depression? Maybe need to talk to your doc about getting something else -- or getting on something if you are not taking anything now.... did you once say you were on Wellbutrin? If so, I've read others posts where they had trouble with that anti-depressant. Maybe Celexa or Lexapro would be better.... and see if you can get some Xanax, that's really good stuff when you start feeling so overwhelmed.
the walking up a flight of stairs stuff is pretty normal for the course, but how's your blood work looking? Do you need to be on supplements to get the levels a bit higher? All that water you've been drinking, maybe you can SWIM up the stairs.... ok, really bad joke!
seriously, if you need a sympathetic ear ANY TIME, you could call me. Email me if you want my phone number, k?
And remember, it's all downhill now. You are more than halfway there, and doing great really. Some kind of support system would be great, if there is anyone in your life who could come over once or twice a week even to make sure you have what you need that would help a lot I think.
take care, I know you will hang in there and kill that dragon. one day at a time! and remember that we are here for you, so let us know when things get hard and hopefully we can find some words to help you through those rough times. k?
hugs Sara
topcat - 01 Nov 2008 02:00 GMT > hugs > Sara- Hide quoted text - Sarah, thanks for the kind remarks. man, i sounded pitiful. but that's the way this goes late at night sometimes. MICHAEL, my apologies for my last whining on your post. It's not always like that for me or the others, just sometimes it comes and goes, please keep coming back. Hope you and your sister are hanging in there. And Sarah, I will keep in touch, when this is over, I'm driving over and taking you out to dinner, (don't tell your husband LOL) TC
Sara - 01 Nov 2008 04:24 GMT >> hugs >> Sara- Hide quoted text - [quoted text clipped - 9 lines] >(don't tell your husband LOL) >TC are you kidding? He can buy us both dinner to celebrate the end of your TX :))
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luvsswift - 01 Nov 2008 18:51 GMT > My sister is taking Ribaviron, with some ease from Cimentidine. She has > now had her second Interferon injection; two days later, she was unable [quoted text clipped - 18 lines] > ________________________ > Whatever it takes. I am so sorry all of this is happening. I used to have a friend going through the second round of treatments with the new therapy. He said he had tried years ago but a family member took him off because of his reactions. This time around I guess I was too insistent on his giving me updates to his condition instead of no conversation at all. Wish I had found this group to begin with to understand how hard this is for all of you. Maybe we could have remained friends. I've heard he is cured but the process was have been so awful. Now I wonder if he dislikes me so much as I was part of the reason he tried again. No - I am not taking credit for any of his decisions. I just wanted to see his life extended for his granddaughters. His constant talk of mortality was so hard for me to take. I wish him well and everyone on this treatment. I'll continue to read and my heart is with each and everyone of you. My difficulties are of an emotional state...
Hugs, love and support.
greyhackles - 02 Nov 2008 02:14 GMT >> My sister is taking Ribaviron, with some ease from Cimentidine. She has >> now had her second Interferon injection; two days later, she was unable [quoted text clipped - 35 lines] > >Hugs, love and support. Kathy: If you were part of getting your old friend to take a second chance at a cure and he was successful, you should take solace that you were responsible for something wonderful that doesn't happen very often. I hope at some point your friend will realize this and reach back to you, but even if that never happens, it doesn't change the fact that you helped someone live a full life.
Cheers, and best wishes to you.
/greyhackles
luvsswift - 04 Nov 2008 01:23 GMT > >> My sister is taking Ribaviron, with some ease from Cimentidine. She has > >> now had her second Interferon injection; two days later, she was unable [quoted text clipped - 47 lines] > > - Show quoted text - Thanks - and my best to you and yours. I'll keep reading and continue to pray for good health. It's just so difficult to lose a friend emotionally but I know he has his life back.
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