Original message.
I wrote that bullshit one day too soon.

51 years now of constant pain.  I just can't take another f.cking day
of it.  I through in the towel.

I might have continued to fight on like I have for these decades now
if I still had a reason to.  But there isn't one anymore.  When I was
in first grade I sat next to a girl named Sally.  I wanted to hug her.
But never did.  I've been trying to get a hug from a female ever since
then.  But never have.  You might think I set my dreams too low.  But
this simplest of dreams never happened anyway.  And it was the only
thing that kept me going through this disastrous life.  Now that I
finally faced the truth that my dream will never happen, there just
isn't a reason to continue this neverending fight.  Besides.  With the
antichrist in the white house, who the f.ck wants to see the future
anyways.

No reason to reply to this posting.  I won't be back to read it
anyways.

PS.  Remember the French and how they reacted to a government that
didn't take care of the lower class.  For you see, you can't have a
class system with the haves and have nots if you don't take care of
the have nots.  It's guillotine time.  But just don't go after the
haves.  Some of the have nots, who are the ignorant minion that
support the antichrist, must go also.

Also, John Lennon (one of my favorite poets), as well as the Dalai
Lama, have it wrong about revolution.  Lennon's words would not have
even been spoken if it wasn't for people before him that fought for
his freedom to say them.  I understand why Lennon, Christ, and Dalai
Lama preach what they do.  But it's the loophole Satan always exploits
to do his damage.  He knows good people won't fight back.  Surprise
him for me, will ya.

Take care everybody.  Hug your loved ones for me.  And don't ever take
that simple hug for granted.  I would have given anything in this
world for just one of them just once in my life.

My journal: http://indigent-soul.livejournal.com/

I read his message shortly after he posted it yesterday and was very
concerned- found his IM id from his website and rang his computer but no
answer. I hope he had a change of heart. Anybody know him personally?
mercy