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Medical Forum / Diseases and Disorders / Hepatitis / December 2005geneotype 1
First, let me say I'm glad that some of you are doing well on your treatment. Secondly , I posted the wrong results on my VL, I started at (746,000) not at (46,000). Furthermore, this medication SUCKS, SUCKS AND SUCKS. I'm struggling with myself not to become a a.shole. I have fought many of battles in life but this one...(the enemy is me) and by far the most difficult. I'm seeing this a.shole emerge within me, and I HATE it. I hate the way it makes me f.cking feel. My daughter who is 4yrs old has no idea that I'm ill and why daddy sometimes has to leave the room. Nor will I let her know. All of us must stay strong and defeat this horrendous monster that has invaded are life. Good luck to all, Dell Hey Dell - I hear what you are saying there. It does suck but just for 11 months and then you will enjoy your daughter and family again. I have a 4 year old granddaughter so I know the energy and the craziness of a 4 year old. I decided to tell her Grandma was sick - no details just sick. She will come over on the weekend and visit with me and we lay in bed and look at books and do those spongy puzzles. She loves to go to the water machine and get grandma a big glass of water. She just loves to cuddle me when grandma isnt feeling well and I love her so much that she is part of my healing process. Sounds like you need an anti- d and perhaps anxiety meds. I take luvox and xanax to help me sleep. Keep your eye on the prize Dell! Mags > First, let me say I'm glad that some of you are doing well on your > treatment. Secondly , I posted the wrong results on my VL, I started [quoted text clipped - 11 lines] > > Dell I can relate to what you are saying Dell! I've been through it six different times and I think it's gotten harder for me each time. One of the things that has helped me is just to allow myself to be ME, whatever that ends up to be. If I'm feeling especially crummy I'm probably not the friendlies person around but that's life. If people care about you they will understand. If they don't then they can urinate in the wind. You are fighting a battle and running a marathon all at the same time! Give yourself a break. You can beat this thing! > First, let me say I'm glad that some of you are doing well on your > treatment. Secondly , I posted the wrong results on my VL, I started [quoted text clipped - 11 lines] > > Dell >I can relate to what you are saying Dell! I've been through it six >different times and I think it's gotten harder for me each time. One of the >things that has helped me is just to allow myself to be ME, whatever that >ends up to be. If I'm feeling especially crummy I'm probably not the >friendlies person around but that's life. If people care about you they >will understand. If they don't then they can urinate in the wind. I assume that would be a head wind. :-) Doug Are you guys just pissing around? got your christmas list ready and working on it? get busy! the elves are really cute bending over and reaching here there and everywhere and you guys are busy doing nothin while leaning towards that wall, your dorks hanging out for the world and even God to see! o<E; o 03 > hoo hoo ho ho ho Santa hohoho aka GuesT s tarO ..................................................................... "Doug" <dttrash@adelphia.net> wrote> > I assume that would be a head wind. :-) Doug in message news:iO2dnR4Qet0Pzj3eRVn-hw@adelphia.com...> >>I can relate to what you are saying Dell! I've been through it six >>different times and I think it's gotten harder for me each time. One of >>the things that has helped me is just to allow myself to be ME, whatever >>that ends up to be. If I'm feeling especially crummy I'm probably not the >>friendlies person around but that's life. If people care about you they >>will understand. If they don't then they can urinate in the wind. >>I can relate to what you are saying Dell! I've been through it six >>different times and I think it's gotten harder for me each time. One of [quoted text clipped - 4 lines] > > I assume that would be a head wind. :-) Doug <Groooooooan...> :) Waterspider Dell - Different people have had different ways of dealing with the rage you're talking about. For me, tranqs like xanax didn't help much but marijuana baked into brownies made it disappear like magic. Be strong, you can get through this... G > First, let me say I'm glad that some of you are doing well on your > treatment. Secondly , I posted the wrong results on my VL, I started [quoted text clipped - 11 lines] > > Dell Thanks Gordo, I am almost willing to try anything, but with my luck I'll probably get busted . Dell Gordo - we need to know how much to bake into your brownies! Mags > Dell - > [quoted text clipped - 21 lines] >> >> Dell LOL :) we need a FAQ for brownies that someone will post monthly for the group! I was going to ask someone to post a recipe again too. are brownies 'better' than just taking a couple of hits off a joint for controlling the sides? what's the difference, if any? > Gordo - we need to know how much to bake into your brownies! > [quoted text clipped - 24 lines] >>> >>> Dell [..] > are brownies 'better' than just taking a couple of hits off a joint for > controlling the sides? what's the difference, if any? brownies, for me, gave me an hours-long low-level buzz that treated the sides well. Late at night or when I felt really bad I could smoke some but the day-to-day treatment for me was brownies. > > Gordo - we need to know how much to bake into your brownies! > > [quoted text clipped - 24 lines] > >>> > >>> Dell A quarter pound of the good sh.t should do it, Mags. Just make sure you remove the seeds and stems before getting 'baked'. elmo Gordo - we need to know how much to bake into your brownies! Mags "Gordo Mondragon" <ga_mondragon@yahoo.com> wrote in message news:ga_mondragon-6C3DB8.11342410122005@news-rdr-01-dummy.rdc-nyc.rr.com.. Dell - Different people have had different ways of dealing with the rage you're talking about. For me, tranqs like xanax didn't help much but marijuana baked into brownies made it disappear like magic. Be strong, you can get through this... G In article <1134229630.559277.192900@f14g2000cwb.googlegroups.com>, "dell" <32860@sbcglobal.net> wrote: First, let me say I'm glad that some of you are doing well on your treatment. Secondly , I posted the wrong results on my VL, I started at (746,000) not at (46,000). Furthermore, this medication SUCKS, SUCKS AND SUCKS. I'm struggling with myself not to become a a.shole. I have fought many of battles in life but this one...(the enemy is me) and by far the most difficult. I'm seeing this a.shole emerge within me, and I HATE it. I hate the way it makes me f.cking feel. My daughter who is 4yrs old has no idea that I'm ill and why daddy sometimes has to leave the room. Nor will I let her know. All of us must stay strong and defeat this horrendous monster that has invaded are life. Good luck to all, Dell http://community.webtv.net/elmoemerson/DocElmosHepFile http://community.webtv.net/elmoemerson/TheFamilyAlbum A quarter pound of the good sh.t should do it, Mags. Just make sure you remove the seeds and stems before getting 'baked'. elmo Isn't that maybe just a *smidgen* too much? And what are seeds and stems? Spidey > And what are seeds and stems? > > Spidey Parts of the plant. Cody >> And what are seeds and stems? > > Parts of the plant. That was just a little dig at Elmo and others who don't get that lovingly manicured stuff that is sans lumber and poppers :) Spidey >>>And what are seeds and stems? >> [quoted text clipped - 4 lines] > > Spidey I don't see that in any of my stash either but I don't smoke grass :) I prefer chocolate. Cody >>>>And what are seeds and stems? >>> [quoted text clipped - 5 lines] > I don't see that in any of my stash either but I don't smoke grass :) I > prefer chocolate. We're talking about the kind of chocolate you put in brownies, right? <evil grin> Spidey >>>>>And what are seeds and stems? >>>> [quoted text clipped - 10 lines] > > Spidey Absolutely! Cody Re: Baking with Phineas Group: alt.support.hepatitis-c Date: Sun, Dec 11, 2005, 11:58am (CST-2) From: waterspider@moonlight.net (Waterspider) "Michael Cody" <nospam@nuncaspam.comorg> wrote in message news:PQZmf.122569$dr.87574@news.ono.com... Waterspider wrote: And what are seeds and stems? Parts of the plant. That was just a little dig at Elmo and others who don't get that lovingly manicured stuff that is sans lumber and poppers :) Spidey ////////// Yeah, I know. Boooo hoooooo, I'd commit harry carry but I'm a survivor. I WILL survive!! elmo (Spidey grooming her garden dressed in a sweatshirt, bush beaver and all, toking on a BC bud ceegar) http://community.webtv.net/elmoemerson/DocElmosHepFile http://community.webtv.net/elmoemerson/TheFamilyAlbum Re: Baking with Phineas Group: alt.support.hepatitis-c Date: Sun, Dec 11, 2005, 9:16am (CST-2) From: waterspider@moonlight.net (Waterspider) <elmoemerson@webtv.net> wrote in message news:9829-439C48A7-209@storefull-3251.bay.webtv.net... A quarter pound of the good sh.t should do it, Mags. Just make sure you remove the seeds and stems before getting 'baked'. elmo Isn't that maybe just a *smidgen* too much? And what are seeds and stems? Spidey //////////// Of course it's not too much! Just think about all that fiber you'll be getting in each brownie. What are seeds and stems? They're the things you get down to when you're down and out. That's where the blues came from. Just ask Commander Cody, he'll tell ya. elmo http://community.webtv.net/elmoemerson/DocElmosHepFile http://community.webtv.net/elmoemerson/TheFamilyAlbum top posted? A quarter pound? Are you kidding me? sheet, there goes my budgetto! ;)........eileen > A quarter pound of the good sh.t should do it, Mags. Just make sure you > remove the seeds and stems before getting 'baked'. [quoted text clipped - 27 lines] > > http://community.webtv.net/elmoemerson/TheFamilyAlbum Make em really fudgey and nibble on them. They'll last longer. :-) elmo top roasted /////////// top posted? A quarter pound? Are you kidding me? sheet, there goes my budgetto! ;)........eileen elmoemerson@webtv.net wrote: A quarter pound of the good sh.t should do it, Mags. Just make sure you remove the seeds and stems before getting 'baked'. elmo Gordo - we need to know how much to bake into your brownies! Mags "Gordo Mondragon" <ga_mondragon@yahoo.com> wrote in message news:ga_mondragon-6C3DB8.11342410122005@news-rdr-01-dummy.rdc-nyc.rr.com.. Dell - Different people have had different ways of dealing with the rage you're talking about. For me, tranqs like xanax didn't help much but marijuana baked into brownies made it disappear like magic. Be strong, you can get through this... G In article <1134229630.559277.192900@f14g2000cwb.googlegroups.com>, "dell" <32860@sbcglobal.net> wrote: First, let me say I'm glad that some of you are doing well on your treatment. Secondly , I posted the wrong results on my VL, I started at (746,000) not at (46,000). Furthermore, this medication SUCKS, SUCKS AND SUCKS. I'm struggling with myself not to become a a.shole. I have fought many of battles in life but this one...(the enemy is me) and by far the most difficult. I'm seeing this a.shole emerge within me, and I HATE it. I hate the way it makes me f.cking feel. My daughter who is 4yrs old has no idea that I'm ill and why daddy sometimes has to leave the room. Nor will I let her know. All of us must stay strong and defeat this horrendous monster that has invaded are life. Good luck to all, Dell http://community.webtv.net/elmoemerson/DocElmosHepFile http://community.webtv.net/elmoemerson/TheFamilyAlbum http://community.webtv.net/elmoemerson/DocElmosHepFile http://community.webtv.net/elmoemerson/TheFamilyAlbum I don't remember :) I think it was about 1/4 cup. > Gordo - we need to know how much to bake into your brownies! > [quoted text clipped - 24 lines] > >> > >> Dell In NYC they sell really good bud by the 1/8 oz and 1/4 oz (about $60-90). I would take a couple of buds and grind them up small in a mini-food processor. Set up a double boiler with a stick of butter and but the power in. Bring it to a boil and cover and turn off the heat and let it sit for a couple more hours. I just used that instead of butter or oil in the brownie mix - the 8x8in pan size, not the "family size" Greg > Gordo - we need to know how much to bake into your brownies! > [quoted text clipped - 24 lines] > >> > >> Dell > First, let me say I'm glad that some of you are doing well on your > treatment. Secondly , I posted the wrong results on my VL, I started [quoted text clipped - 11 lines] > > Dell I think you should give your little one more credit. 4 year olds are SMART. She already knows 'something' is wrong.... please don't let her think it's HER. Kids tend to think they did something to make us angry, or that we don't like them any more when we start acting differently. Be honest with her, and let her help you. It's ok to be weak and not be the perfect dad while you are sick, just make sure she understands it's the sickness and not her or what you feel for her that is making you act the way you do. just my viewpoint of course.... but as someone who comes from a large family, and raised 4 kids of her own, I truly believe that families have to pull together during tough times, and fight the good fight using all their resources. Hi Sara! I appreciate your concern. I know that kids are smart and pick up on everything, that is one of the reason why that this battle is so tough. I do not want my little girl to worry about her daddy., and believe me I will never let my daughter feel though she is to blame. I make up excuses when I have to throw up or need be alone. And thank you Dell > > First, let me say I'm glad that some of you are doing well on your > > treatment. Secondly , I posted the wrong results on my VL, I started [quoted text clipped - 24 lines] > pull together during tough times, and fight the good fight using all their > resources. I think Sara is absolutely right. ........eileen > I think you should give your little one more credit. 4 year olds are > SMART. She already knows 'something' is wrong.... please don't let her [quoted text clipped - 4 lines] > sickness and not her or what you feel for her that is making you act the > way you do. Dell, please read this again (Sara's post) because it's very wise advice. It's one thing to behave like an a.shole because your sick; it's another to behave like an a.shole and refuse to let those close to you know that your behaviour is *because* you are sick. At least discuss this with your doctor. Antidepressants *will* help. This is a battle for your health, for your life. It is worth doing, but there's no need to make it more difficult than it has to be. Take care and good luck, Waterspider In answer to your other thread Dell. Yes I am geno type 1b. I am 52 and probably have had this since the 70's. I have to admit yours seems to be the most dramatic way of catching this virus - stabbed in the chest - wow. Mags > First, let me say I'm glad that some of you are doing well on your > treatment. Secondly , I posted the wrong results on my VL, I started [quoted text clipped - 11 lines] > > Dell Hang in there. It ends > First, let me say I'm glad that some of you are doing well on your > treatment. Secondly , I posted the wrong results on my VL, I started [quoted text clipped - 11 lines] > > Dell They used to call me 'Lucky' too. I was in bed with my girlfriend having sex when the ceiling fan fell and hit me in the a.s. Lucky me! If it'd fallen five minutes earlier, it would've hit me in the head!! Lucky Tom http://community.webtv.net/elmoemerson/DocElmosHepFile http://community.webtv.net/elmoemerson/TheFamilyAlbum 8-) cj ho ho ho o<,*)> ho ho who > They used to call me 'Lucky' too. I was in bed with my girlfriend > having sex when the ceiling fan fell and hit me in the a.s. Lucky me! [quoted text clipped - 4 lines] > > http://community.webtv.net/elmoemerson/TheFamilyAlbum ROFLMAO you are so funny Elmo - you crack me up! No pun/bun intended Mags > They used to call me 'Lucky' too. I was in bed with my girlfriend > having sex when the ceiling fan fell and hit me in the a.s. Lucky me! [quoted text clipped - 4 lines] > > http://community.webtv.net/elmoemerson/TheFamilyAlbum Yeah, I crack myself up too. :-) elmo /////////// ROFLMAO you are so funny Elmo - you crack me up! No pun/bun intended Mags <elmoemerson@webtv.net> wrote in message news:21455-439EDDC7-488@storefull-3257.bay.webtv.net... They used to call me 'Lucky' too. I was in bed with my girlfriend having sex when the ceiling fan fell and hit me in the a.s. Lucky me! If it'd fallen five minutes earlier, it would've hit me in the head!! Lucky Tom http://community.webtv.net/elmoemerson/DocElmosHepFile http://community.webtv.net/elmoemerson/TheFamilyAlbum http://community.webtv.net/elmoemerson/DocElmosHepFile http://community.webtv.net/elmoemerson/TheFamilyAlbum >They used to call me 'Lucky' too. I was in bed with my girlfriend >having sex when the ceiling fan fell and hit me in the a.s. Lucky me! >If it'd fallen five minutes earlier, it would've hit me in the head!! >Lucky Tom Wow. Gives new meaning to the term, "Don't let that ceiling fan hit you in the a.s." |
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