Paul,
That is so great that you cleared the virus. Do you have many L-T side
effects from the meds?  I do put my worst foot forward all the time,
unfortunately, especially these days at work. I majored in business and
did not specialize, so life is very dog eat dog with so many petty
people and political sh.t fights. No wonder I have chronic fatigue.  I
devoted my energies to the wrong place until I completely drained them.
The right place would have been to give to others who would appreciate
me, or at least, try to become involved in a business that was a cause
I supported. The mental aspect (yes Thomas you are really right) is so
important.  I try to give Larry a lot of slack when he starts flipping
out.  He doesn't need the A-D's but he doesn't realize how non-tranquil
he has become. I mean, it was never road rage Larry before now.  The
remarks have escalated to acting out, ready to do damage all over the
place.  He was prone to blowing up, but it took a lot, and only during
strange situation. Lucky for him, he's under control at his job, where
it counts. I'm under control at home, and I have been flipped out on my
job. Well, it's easy to be under control when you give into the
noctunal callings and just stay asleep all the time. All kidding aside,
I really feel that living in my city is like living in the midwest,
only the people are much more narrow minded.  I don't know what city I
belong in, but it's not Pittsburgh!!!!  There are scores of people
living here who never left, and everyone is related to the next person.
I've yet to see more people on the take or more nepotism or
clannishness anywhere. Overtly people are friendly here, in some folksy
superficial way. But if you're not Catholic, you can forget it....or
Italian or Irish. I guess I feel like someone who is taking Riba a lot.
Did I get off of the subject?  Well, thanks for letting me get this
off of my chest.  Deep breaths....Alias, we need to take deeeeeppppp
breaths.  I wish I lived anywhere but in this hell hole they call
civilization.  But the, I couldn't survive anywhere once I was off of
the farm. (city farm)...they say California is the place you want to
be, so she loaded up the truck for the hills of Beverly...movie
stars...Dreaming on, as in California Dreamin.....-Wendy