Thomas It was my specialist who said I could not be treated. It is kind of
hard to take. I have always intended to be a ornery old lady when I go.
Now everyone treats me like I am going to die tomorrow. I no longer work
and I get very depressed. It is hard to know you are going to die even if
they give you 4 or 5 years. thanks.
Zoe
> >Im not shure how this all works and I hope spelling dosn't count. I have
> >untreatable hep c. My livers two iffy and there are tomany other things
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> Thomas
>Thomas It was my specialist who said I could not be treated. It is kind of
>hard to take. I have always intended to be a ornery old lady when I go.
>Now everyone treats me like I am going to die tomorrow. I no longer work
>and I get very depressed. It is hard to know you are going to die even if
>they give you 4 or 5 years. thanks.
Too bad, do you know the reason? There are only a few conditions that
make treatment hard or impossible, decompensated cirrhosis is one of
them. Sounds like you're at that point. However, even for those
patients, treatment can work (though with much decreased odds of just
20%): http://www.natap.org/2002/AASLD/day23.htm. It might be a good idea
to get a second opinion from a different specialist.
In the end, though, there may not be much to help stretching things
other than getting on a transplant list (if that's something you'd be
willing to go through). Don't fall for the snake oil salesmen.
Thomas

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zoe wright - 09 Nov 2004 04:47 GMT
hallow Thomas, Nice to have some one to talk to. I may not have all the
terms correct, there are to numbers used to measure the extent of liver
damage. 1 being good and 4 very bad. my #'s are both 4s. also the itp, my
system was killing my platelets, is one of the side effects of the drug
therapy that will halt treatment immediately. I had it with out the drugs.
My liver is so enlarged I can feel it. They thought I had a growth on it
but it was just the liver. They also say I am a very poor candidate for
transplant. The sarchoidosis is in my lungs and I already had chronic
inflammatory lung disease due to life long asthma. This is my second dr the
first wouldn't touch me and gave me a rubber stamp prescription for a dose
that would have been two heavy for my husband who is 6'4" and 260 lbs, I'm
5'1" and 140 lbs. I always said it was a merical any of us got out of the
60's alive. It's just taking a little longer to get some of us.
Zoe
> >Thomas It was my specialist who said I could not be treated. It is kind of
> >hard to take. I have always intended to be a ornery old lady when I go.
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Thomas Wagner - 09 Nov 2004 17:18 GMT
>hallow Thomas, Nice to have some one to talk to. I may not have all the
>terms correct, there are to numbers used to measure the extent of liver
>damage. 1 being good and 4 very bad. my #'s are both 4s. also the itp, my
>system was killing my platelets, is one of the side effects of the drug
>therapy that will halt treatment immediately.
Ah yes, that is indeed one reason not to do treatment. Bummer. And no
transplant, either? Really sorry to hear that. Guess the only thing left
is to try to have some fun in the remaining time and to go with dignity.
I wish I had something more uplifting to say, but I don't. My thoughts
are with you.
Thomas

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Don - 09 Nov 2004 20:05 GMT
>>hallow Thomas, Nice to have some one to talk to. I may not have all the
>>terms correct, there are to numbers used to measure the extent of liver
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>Thomas
That is indeed a bad situation. But the reality is we're all terminal
from the day we were born and all we can hope for is to have some fun
in the remaining time and to go with dignity. Good luck to you Zoe.
Hope you have many good years left. And I hope your husband chooses
to fight if he is able and it is prudent.
Don
zoe wright - 10 Nov 2004 00:32 GMT
Hi Don and Thomas Thanks for all the good thoughts but I don't know about
the dignity stuff. I intend to go fighting, clawing, screaming and spitting
all the way. My husband and I have bought a brand new Harley and although
my distance riding is limited we will be putting in some good miles. I can
no longer drive truck but my husband can take me with him. As soon as we
get some things taken care of hear at home I will be going with him. We
have been married for 35 years and I fear that not wanting to go on with out
me is a factor to him. he also fails to see the need to live more than 10
years his 70's don't interest him. oh well. I think he would be a very
cuite old man. of course I'm pregidus.
Oh one more thing my name Zoe is Greek for life. I sellibrate it that
tends to get me in trouble on ocassion.
Zoe
> >>hallow Thomas, Nice to have some one to talk to. I may not have all the
> >>terms correct, there are to numbers used to measure the extent of liver
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> Don
Don - 10 Nov 2004 06:01 GMT
>Hi Don and Thomas Thanks for all the good thoughts but I don't know about
>the dignity stuff. I intend to go fighting, clawing, screaming and spitting
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>"Don" <ikiru@nowhere.org> wrote in message
Ha ha, no one said dignity was giving up without a fight! Sounds to
me like you got a good thing going with your husband.
I like your name and the meaning in it. Actually, the nickname in my
fake email address "Ikiru" is Japanese and means "to live". I
borrowed it from the title of an excellent movie by the acclaimed
Japanese director Akira Kurosawa about a man who discovers he has
cancer.
Keep celebrating,
Don