>> I was weened off, with my neuro's approval, back in 2004. I have not
>> had grandmals since being weened off.
> But you've been walking a tightrope without the drugs. You weren't
> "cured".

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I had my first grand mal about 35yrs ago and had about one a year for
ages. Then they seemed to give way to a particular sort of minor ones - I
would get a funny feeling in my tummy (like exam nerves) then my memory
would stop recording. According to my husband and from the evidence
remaining, I would gouge into my right index finger with my thumb nail,
then I would go home if I were out or to bed if I was already at home.
Sometimes I would sing and put things in odd places (eg make the bed with
a blanket on top of the bedcover) before getting into bed and sleeping for
a few minutes or an hour or so. When I woke up my last memory was the aura
before the actual fit.
When my anti-convulsant drugs were gradually adjusted (to 275mgms/day
lamotrigine (Lamictal), 10mgm/day clobazam (Frisium)) and an anti-
depressant (40mgm/day Citolopram) added when my bi-polar disorder was
diagnosed, my epilepsy was giving me little trouble until last week when I
had the first grand mal for about 5yrs.
My fits used to be grouped round the middle of my menstrual cycles and
although I had my menopause a few years ago, I am on HRT and still tend to
have fits in monthly groups.
A few years ago I had a minor stroke (so small it wasn't diagnosed as such
until I had an Emiscan connected with my epilepsy months later) and have
been taking Asasantin as a blood thinner ever since. I feel it may have
assisted in keeping down my fits as well.
It's ironic that I was beeing seen once every 6 months at a consultant
neurologist's clinic but the last time he decided to sign me off !
Cheers,
Chris
By the way, the best help I've had has been from Occupational Therapists
not medical staff - my husband found out more by exploring the web than we
were ever told by doctors or Community Psychiatric Nurses.
> >> I was weened off, with my neuro's approval, back in 2004. I have not
> >> had grandmals since being weened off.
> I had a Grand Mal seizure on my trip to Brighton Museum last Tuesday with
> my husband. When we left the museum and walked on a this gravel pathway
> towards the beautiful Brighton Pavilion outside, he just turned his head
> for a second to take a photo' and Bang, down I went, no warning, nothing.
> I was taken to their Hospital, miles from my home.
> My right was shut for two days, and only opened up this morning, and I
> still can't see the whites of my eye - I look like somebody's stuck a fork
> in it. Even the rest of the right side of my face has ballooned out and
> has scabs all over it.
> Can't you see it could happen again to you too!
> > But you've been walking a tightrope without the drugs. You weren't
> > "cured".
> Agree completely! It's common sense that we aren't cured - I always take
> mine for that reason!!
> >> Last Monday was my first grandmal
> >> since probably 2000 or 2001. I have not had any other seizures since
> >> Monday.
> It doesn't mean you're never going to have another one again in your life!
> I look like a freak at the moment, but I know this wasn't the last time
> I'll have to look this way.
> Sofie
> PS. Happy at least to say hubby's taking care of me though!
Sofia - 14 Feb 2007 01:38 GMT
> According to my husband and from the evidence
> remaining, I would gouge into my right index finger with my thumb nail,
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> sleeping for a few minutes or an hour or so. When I woke up my last
> memory was the aura before the actual fit.
Hello Chris, these are "Complex Partials", a lot of us have them too - I
know I can have approx 2-3 of them per day, where a have in the past made
hubby's dinner, then thrown in all away in the dustbin, made the dogs
dinner and gone to bathroom and flushed it down the toilet, stolen goods
from supermarkets without knowing several times, woke up laughing at a
dinner party in front of my mother-in-law - I know it can be terribly
embarrassing, and it always gets worse during my menstrual cycle too. I
don't know whether it's got anything to do with the female hormones or
something, but I turned 41 years old on Jan 4, but doctors say anybody can
get it at any age.
I'm not sure you're allowed to even drive unless you've been cleared of a
Tonic Clonic for 2 or 3 years, I'm not actually sure though.
Sofie

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Chris Lesurf - 15 Feb 2007 13:50 GMT
> > According to my husband and from the evidence
> > remaining, I would gouge into my right index finger with my thumb nail,
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> > sleeping for a few minutes or an hour or so. When I woke up my last
> > memory was the aura before the actual fit.
> Hello Chris, these are "Complex Partials", a lot of us have them too - I
> know I can have approx 2-3 of them per day, where a have in the past made
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> something, but I turned 41 years old on Jan 4, but doctors say anybody can
> get it at any age.
> I'm not sure you're allowed to even drive unless you've been cleared of a
> Tonic Clonic for 2 or 3 years, I'm not actually sure though.
> Sofie
>
No, you're not allowed to drive - I certainly wouldn't want to as it would
be ridiculously dangerous. Especially as a major (tonic-clonic) fit can
decide to show its face any time. I had one a week ago after at least a
couple of years without any.
WRT my complex partials if I manage to get my husband's attention while
I'm still at the aura stage then he can sometimes get me to talk to him
and we ward off the fit - I suppose it's using the mental energy that was
about to overflow.
Chris