Exactly.  case and point.
I think my neuro and his nurse were actually a lot more upset than I was!  I
was um.....sort of excited!  I know that does sound absolutely crazy, but
when you go through what I have the past 10 months, worrying every single day
if I will be kicked out of dance that day, if and when and where I will have
a seizure (or questioning if I'm really insane like my 2nd neurologist seemed
to think), if someone is going to call an ambulance if I have one in a public
place and desparately not wanting them to, etc, etc, etc.  I was very
interested to see my brain waves though as I was having those seizures.  My
neuro made me some coffee yesterday morning.  cute.  I asked him if he could
print the section of one of the bad seizures.  :-)  I just want to show
everyone who just blew me off and told me it was just "nutrition."  So many
people have just assumed that, and it's NOT.  And I"m glad.  I knew it was
something else.

I'm excited that I can't be kicked out of my dance classes now and that I can
file for disability services.  Before, I couldn't w/o a definite diagnosis.
I'm starting to get a little more stressed now though, wondering if I will
have to deal with this the rest of my life, and worried about taking anti
seizure meds because I"m scared of them!  I also worry constantly about
having the bad seizures where I collapse, in public because I absolutely hate
anyone except my very, very close friends who have helped me through them to
see me in that condition.  Actually, my paretns haven't even seen me like
that yet!  I also dont' like the fact that i have several seizures every day,
but hopefully that'll be fixed soon.  And I really don't understand how I can
be fine all my lfe and now at my age, have epilepsy?  It sort of baffles me
because I could understand the mutliple daily seizures maybe if I had some as
a kid. but um.....no.  The only thing I wonder about is that I have read
meningitis can sometimes cause them.  IT sort of makes me wonder if something
went wrong somewhere because I had meningitis as a premature baby in the
hospital before I weighed 5 pounds.  But then, wouldn't something have been
caught a lot sooner in life?  I just don't know and I probably never will.