> Someone in the "About Arguments" thread mentioned reading the book:
> "The History of God".
That was me.
> Sitting in a Philadelphia park recently, my curiousity was stimulated
> as I noticed a neighbor reading a book of that title. I inquired if
> the book took up the subject of why human beings are attracted by the
> notion of a God. He replied that as far as he had read, the book was
> merely tracing the history of the various religions during the course
> of human history. He mentioned Islam, Judaism and Christianity.
It is primarily about the monotheistic religions than sprang from the same
roots. Islam, Judaism, and Christianity fall into that category.
I learned a lot about the possible roots of those religions (Greek theology and
pagan gods) and Islam itself. It wasn't anything like what Dan Brown wrote in
the "DaVinci Code".
It's interesting that this book was written in the early 90's, a decade before
the current issues with the DaVinci Code or with Islam. The author was once a
Roman Catholic Nun, she teaches (taught in '93) "the study of Judaism and the
training of Rabbis and Teachers". She is also an authority on Islam. And she is
Epileptic.
I know this is contrary to many personal beliefs here in this group, but it does
portray how some people are affected by Epilepsy. Take it with a grain of salt
or skip it completely. I am not trying to offend anyone here. Please don't take
it the wrong way.
From the introduction of the book:
"As an Epileptic I had flashes of vision that I knew to be a mere neurological
defect: had the visions and raptures of the saints also been a mere mental quirk?"
This sentence hit me hard because it echoed my own thoughts. I am sure it is the
roots of my own doubt which started as Atheism (real strong) and now ends up
with the acceptance of a creator (Deus ex Machina). While it is not Christianity
yet, if the "word" is true I will get there.
> As I sat back to ponder the subject, two streams of thought emerged.
>
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> the living things. If the adult can't give such an answer then he/she
> will be seen as treading in the murky mush of mystery.
My personal religion (Deism) talks a lot about "revealed" religions and how we
all must resolve those questions ourselves-- we shouldn't accept an answer from
a book or a speaker without question.
The adult, especially the parents of the child, should guide the child to
finding his or her own answer.
> Besides the subject of authority, there is the subject of morality and
> ethics. It is most convenient to associate with the ultimate authority
> the basic attributes of human behavior which create a viable,
> progressive and self-nurturing society. Good basic stuff like "Do unto
> others" and The Commandments.
Most Deist I know (virtually) rely on the NT for moral guidance. Pieces of the
OT is accepted like half of the Ten Commandments. (Half is about how to worship
God and the rest are about how to act as a human being in a moral manner)
> It's a good solid package and we moderns might be grateful that our
> forebears had the creativity to come up with such a brilliant vision.
No doubt. Unfortunately, it has been spoiled by humans (in my views).
I would enjoy a theistic debate, but it would only border on the topic here--
epilepsy. So if you participate please try to mention how your epilepsy is
connected to your religious beliefs.

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howdydave - 14 Jun 2006 15:53 GMT
Howdy!
My big question started out as something to the effect:
"Are these flashes of insight that I get through epilepsy
mere quirks or a bit of clarity that may others don't have
the opportunity to see?"
Is it a fog or a flash of clear insight that allows me to
see THROUGH the fog?
Once you have answered that question for yourself you
go on from there.
Dave
> > Someone in the "About Arguments" thread mentioned reading the book:
> > "The History of God".
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> epilepsy. So if you participate please try to mention how your epilepsy is
> connected to your religious beliefs.
Dave Keays - 14 Jun 2006 16:33 GMT
> Howdy!
>
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> Is it a fog or a flash of clear insight that allows me to
> see THROUGH the fog?
That definitely could be. I've pondered the thought tremendously.
But so far I've had no indication that my sensory synthesis and Deja feelings
(to name but a few) are divinely inspired. I wish they were but I have no reason
to think so except for my own self esteem.
My understanding is that the whole limpic system (temporal lobe included)
controls our perception of emotions and senses so random defects coming from
there could very likely appear to be "reality" to us. Since these observations
can be unwittingly altered by the observer, any conclusions the observer comes
to based on them is in question.
I have chosen another explanation that I don't think is prone to distortion.
Saying that these feelings have spiritual meaning is just like saying Epileptics
are possessed by demons. I see no reason to think I am possessed by good spirits
or by bad ones (demons).
A question I have: I believe the hippocampus controls our sense of
priority/importance of sensory input. So when I saw the awe and importance in a
lamppost I assumed it to be some misfiring in my hippocampus. How far off do
others think my conclusion is? Is there a medical label that describes this
phenomenon?
> Once you have answered that question for yourself you
> go on from there.
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>> epilepsy. So if you participate please try to mention how your epilepsy is
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wistar_rat - 15 Jun 2006 07:24 GMT
Here's something you might be interested in. Michael Persinger started his
current research into the sensory effects of stimulation of the temporal
lobe by electromagnetic stimulation through the skull after examining
epileptics who had a devine feeling or sensed ghosts as part of their
temporal lobe seizures.
http://www.wired.com/wired/archive/7.11/persinger.html
You can do a Google search for Persinger and "sensed presence" for more
information. Some of it has hijacked his work to explain aliens and ESP and
so on, but some of it is actually scientific too. At the very least, it's
interesting. His work has recently been examined in a fascinating book
called "Spook" by Mary Roach, which looks at the scientific examination of
the soul.
One of Persinger's lectures ("Is God all in our head?") was recently
broadcast on television here and you can listen to it on the station's web
site. Look at Saturday April 29. The introduction and wrap-up by Dr.
Robert Buckman is very entertaining and interesting and attempts to put
Persinger's research into perspective. There were many epileptologists in
the audience. Unfortunately, Persinger's lecture is a bit complex at times
but his quotes from people undergoing magnetic stimulation are nifty.
http://www.tvo.org/TVOsites/WebObjects/TvoMicrosite.woa?bigideas_pastepisodes
Brian
>> Howdy!
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Dave Keays - 15 Jun 2006 17:13 GMT
> Here's something you might be interested in. Michael Persinger started his
> current research into the sensory effects of stimulation of the temporal
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> http://www.tvo.org/TVOsites/WebObjects/TvoMicrosite.woa?bigideas_pastepisodes
I've read Persinger's works. His studies and the TLS inducing helmet is
definately interesting. But right now I want to hear from other people to have
to live with partial-complex seizures. How are our beliefs shaped by the strange
feelings caused by our seizures and the medication to control them?
Also, I doubt if his works are going to be read by people who already have
decided to take an opposite approach. To some degree he is "preaching to the
choir" (pun not intended). "Is god all in your head" doesn't sound like a
nuetral study and it is already offensive to some. I'm more reluctant to bring
this evidence up until I know it will be read.
Mary Roach's book is new to me. I'll have to check it out. Thanks
This is an important issue with me and I would like to hear about others take on
the situation.
> Brian
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howdydave - 15 Jun 2006 17:46 GMT
Howdy Dave!
There may not be a simple yes/no answer to
"Was it divinely inspired?"
The answer may be an entire revamp or a preson's
concept of divinity!
Is God a supreme entity existing "out there someplace?"
or
Will I find God and the entire universe within my Self?
n.b.; Capital "S" in Self.
Epilepsy makes for a great Jnani!
Dave
> > Howdy!
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Tim - 16 Jun 2006 00:31 GMT
My dictionary has no entry for "jnani." I hope the meaning of the word
might
be explained.
I've been away from alt.support.epilepsy for some time. I recall my
last post
when I raised the subject of a sense of "new eyes" following a seizure.
I
was presenting this sense of a new awakening as a positive effect of
seizures.
I recall the level of anger that erupted for having associated anything
positive with epilepsy. That is why I am intrigued by the hints of
spiritual effects being alluded to here on this thread - a sense of
doors
being opened to deeper meanings.
Though I have become a social conformist in trying to control my
seizures through medication, I do miss seizures when the drugs
sometimes have their intended effect.
I believe I may have stated earlier that if I were responsible for the
creation of humans with all their incredible complexities, that I would
have designed seizures into the vital broth as some kind of insurance
policy that these sophisticated creatures might have a continuing
ability
to renew themselves.
howdydave - 16 Jun 2006 04:00 GMT
Howdy Tim!
A Jnani is a practitioner of Jnana Yoga (also spelled gyana.)
Jnana is one of the 4 basic types of yoga:
Raja,
Karma,
Bhakti &
Jnana.
A jnani is a seeker of the truth by way of personal investigation
and personal insight.
One of the reasons I used this reference is due to the fact that
most of us with epilepsy have had the experience (more than once)
where doctor's are telling us that some of our epileptic experiences
didn't/couldn't happen. We know better...
It's a matter of "personal experience" v. "dogma."
In this case dogma is: "That's not the way it is because my
professor in medical school said something different!"
BTW: When in doubt, do a Google search.
Dave
> My dictionary has no entry for "jnani." I hope the meaning of the word
> might
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> ability
> to renew themselves.
howdydave - 16 Jun 2006 04:16 GMT
Howdy Tim!
A Jnani is a practitioner of Jnana Yoga (also spelled gyana.)
Jnana is one of the 4 basic types of yoga:
Raja,
Karma,
Bhakti &
Jnana.
I pirated this from
http://www.jnani.org/jnani.html
"Jnani individuals make their initial response to the spiritual through
the mind; their attitude is one of enquiry and doubt; their stance is
aggressive in that they wish to penetrate the divine; their instinct is
to understand."
One of the reasons I referred to Jnani is due to the fact that
most of us with epilepsy have had the experience (more than once)
where doctor's are telling us that some of our epileptic experiences
didn't/couldn't happen. i.e.; "Calling you a liar!"
We know better...
It's a matter of "personal experience" v. "dogma."
In this case dogma is: "That's not the way it is because my
professor in medical school said something different!"
BTW: When in doubt about a word, do a Google search.
Dave
> My dictionary has no entry for "jnani." I hope the meaning of the word
> might
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> ability
> to renew themselves.
Dave Keays - 16 Jun 2006 08:43 GMT
> My dictionary has no entry for "jnani." I hope the meaning of the word
> might
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> doors
> being opened to deeper meanings.
I hope you didn't hesitate too much because of others. I get dumped on now and
then to. So what? Sometimes when people dis you, you have to think about what
you are doing and end-up learning more or seeing your actions in a slightly
different way.
> Though I have become a social conformist in trying to control my
> seizures through medication, I do miss seizures when the drugs
> sometimes have their intended effect.
Sometimes medication is necessary. But sometimes the side-effects are too
unbearable. Only you and your doctor can decide. You are not being a social
conformist if you are willing to question both your doctor and the
non-conformist ways.
Many people say your doctor must be a partner. For that to be true, your
thoughts must be considered also.
> I believe I may have stated earlier that if I were responsible for the
> creation of humans with all their incredible complexities, that I would
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> ability
> to renew themselves.
Does renew mean being "born again" or being converted?
To me the mind (the abstract center of thought) is just as complex as the brain
(the physical center of thought). Neither can be truly guessed by humans. That
is why both Neurologists and Philosophers struggle so hard to define and to
control the blemishes of the mind/brain.

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Dave Keays - 16 Jun 2006 08:19 GMT
> Howdy Dave!
>
> There may not be a simple yes/no answer to
> "Was it divinely inspired?"
That was just a starting place for a discussion on this topic and is aimed more
for western religions. In the non-dualistic religions in the east much of the
issue is a mute question. For example: demonic possession
> The answer may be an entire revamp or a preson's
> concept of divinity!
I know. That is one reason I included my idea of divinity.
> Is God a supreme entity existing "out there someplace?"
> or
> Will I find God and the entire universe within my Self?
> n.b.; Capital "S" in Self.
Or as you suggested; is God a fatherly figure like in monotheistic religions or
something else.
> Epilepsy makes for a great Jnani!
My understanding of Sanskrit doesn't include Jnani, but I do know the verb
"Jnana". Are you speaking of a spiritually devoted and knowledgeable person?
Someone who is trying to obtain Moksha thru Jnana Yoga.
> Dave
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howdydave - 17 Jun 2006 03:51 GMT
Howdy Dave!
Jnani is to Jnana
as
Yogi is to Yoga.
I don't know whether I'd say:
"...spiritually devoted and knowledgeable person"
As much as "dedicated to obtaining knowledge
(or "The Truth") for him/herself.
i.e.; Knowledge as opposed to dogma or doctrine.
Dave
> > Howdy Dave!
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Dave Keays - 17 Jun 2006 05:02 GMT
> Howdy Dave!
>
> Jnani is to Jnana
> as
> Yogi is to Yoga.
That is what I thought. But since it wasn't in any dictionaries I looked at on
the internet or on paper I had to figure it out myself. I decided to ignore the
possibility that it was just feminizing the root Jnana.
When I looked in the Oxford Hindi-English dictionary I still couldn't find
anything with that romanticized spelling.
Google can find "jnani" but I don't trust it. Google is almost useless because
of the huge number of incorrect hits. I only use it to find a direction to steer
my research towards.
google is to search engines what spam is to email.
> I don't know whether I'd say:
>
> "...spiritually devoted and knowledgeable person"
>
> As much as "dedicated to obtaining knowledge
> (or "The Truth") for him/herself.
Ok, I guess I was a little to vague there.
> i.e.; Knowledge as opposed to dogma or doctrine.
>
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howdydave - 17 Jun 2006 05:58 GMT
Howdy Dave!
Actually, as far as search engines go, I prefer:
http://www.ixquick.com
myself!
Dave
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Dave Keays - 17 Jun 2006 06:10 GMT
> Howdy Dave!
>
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>
> Dave
Thanks.
I tried it and so far it is impressive for a metasearch. I'll book mark it!
>>> Howdy Dave!
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