I was diagnosed with PC late in 1999. Underwent radiation in 2000 and
relapsed in 2005 now with hormone implants. I began to detect waning
sexual function in 2000 and initiated a three way relationship with a
friend of mine and my wifes.

To make a long story short, he now lives with us and her needs are
taken care of. We (my wife and I) love him very much and he has been a
Godsend in so many other ways.

My sexual participation has been virtually nill since the implants and
they both have occasionally spoken of how they miss my presence during
lovemaking sessions.

I assumed the bi-curious role during the five years between the
radiation and the hormones, pragmatically anticipating the time when
sexual function would completely dissipate.

I miss sex like I missed my front teeth as a child. In fact my
interest is about the same as before I entered puberty. I have become
somewhat anti-social, replacing my lack of sexuality with arrogance
and anti right wing politics.

We have a good life, I express my love for the two of them in other
ways but sometimes I feel that he is most affected by my lack of
interest.

This is my first time in this news group as I have emersed myself in
politics to the point where I scare myself, thinking that I am
avoiding reality.

Should I seek mental health counseling or just a candid review of my
situation with my two  partners?

This is me on youtube:

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