>I guess the next one will tell the tale of the tape. I gotta feeling the
> next few months are going to be very difficult on you Lori. My prayers
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>> take care all
>> Lori
> thanks. it couldn't be much more so. Curt's pain was so bad this am that he
> was crying and had to take meds and stay resting until they kicked in. I
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> just kind of ranting.
> Lori
Not a rant, Lori. Post your every experience if it helps. Believe it or
not, it helps us as well to know what to expect.

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Lorelei - 13 Jul 2005 16:51 GMT
>> thanks. it couldn't be much more so. Curt's pain was so bad this am that
> he
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> Not a rant, Lori. Post your every experience if it helps. Believe it or
> not, it helps us as well to know what to expect.
thanks Steve,
we tried something a little different last night. we put on another fentanyl
patch and will remove the first one tonight. and he took a dose of pain meds
right before bed and we was pretty good this am. kind of spry and a bit
randy.
his only pain meds are
advil
vicodin
fentanyl suckers now using patch
he jokes that if it was me I'd be hooked up to a pain pump 12 hours per day.
and I would have to agree. I don't believe in unnecessary suffering but
maybe it's the MAN in him, but he's still Superman. he made it through boot
camp, jump school, the paratroopers, Grenada, Honduras, his first marriage
<g>.
I am still pushing for the pain consult at the cancer clinic.
thanks again
Lori
Steve Kramer - 13 Jul 2005 21:04 GMT
> thanks Steve,
> we tried something a little different last night. we put on another fentanyl
> patch and will remove the first one tonight. and he took a dose of pain meds
> right before bed and we was pretty good this am. kind of spry and a bit
> randy.
Oh, how I miss "randy".
Lori,
How are the kids handling all of this? I know the little one is still
probably too young to completely understand but the oldest one has to be
feeling the strain of Curt's illness and your anguish.
Bev
> >I guess the next one will tell the tale of the tape. I gotta feeling the
> > next few months are going to be very difficult on you Lori. My prayers
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> just kind of ranting.
> Lori
Lorelei - 16 Jul 2005 00:13 GMT
> Lori,
> How are the kids handling all of this? I know the little one is still
> probably too young to completely understand but the oldest one has to be
> feeling the strain of Curt's illness and your anguish.
> Bev
I've been trying to get Sam into a child Psychiatrist. Appt is July 26, I
made that over 2 months ago!
I busted him with cigarettes and pot less than 1 hr before we were to leave
for Basketball camp. I had a hinky feeling about him and asked him to empty
his pockets and it took a bit but he threw the stuff down on the grass (more
drama for the neighbors) that would have been great for his future to get
caught at St John's University with that!! needless to say, he is grounded
to the family for the rest of the summer and many more changes in store.
including new friends (he had done the classic change of friends thing with
the skateboarding over basebalk this year) I took him to his doc and we had
an hour of his time!!! he put sam on 20 mg Prozac per day. get that
evaluation on the 26th and see him no later than a month from yesterday.
Curt is on an upswing again and Sam is working with him every day this week.
making good money and not being bored cause he is working too hard.
I've brought them lunch 3 times this week.
Sam goes to California to stay with his Grandparents (his deceased father's
parents) for his usual month in the summer. they know what's going on so
they have orders to watch him closer than previous years. he confessed that
he drank a wine cooler last summer while in the care of his 19 yr old cousin
and her friends.
thanks for asking. I'll keep you posted.
Lori