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dan - 15 Apr 2005 04:25 GMT Hello to all.
I've been lurking in the background for quite awhile, and wish to thank everyone for all the info I've gleaned here. Figured it was about time to join the fray.
Oct. '03 PSA 2.2
Nov. '04 Dx w/ PCa @ 55 PSA 7.92 G9 5+4, multiple cores, 6 of 8 positive Staged T1c
Started on Casodex in Nov. '04, 1st Zoladex injection in Dec. '04. Began Rt in Jan. '05 and finished in March. 25 3D Conformal to pelvic bed, and 18 IMRT to Prostate. Second Zoladex injection on March 10, PSA <0.1.
Questions re: H.T.; anyone else having mood swings? I've had days where I cry all day for no reason. Or is this just normal depression following diagnosis and treatment? Also, skin dryness is driving me nuts. I've always had oily skin and can't get used to the way I feel now. Erections are still attainable, even without viagra, but orgasms seem to be a thing of the past.
Any comments would be appreciated.
Thanks, Dan
Ron B - 15 Apr 2005 13:23 GMT Welcome Dan.
Great folks here as you know.
I'll let the HT experts speak more directly to your circumstances.
All the best,
Ron B.
Chicago
I. P. Freely - 15 Apr 2005 16:27 GMT Standard ADT (HT) stuff, among many other SEs, with likelihoods ranging from 10% to over 90% (virtually 100% for the sex life). They're due to the testosterone depletion, not just the chemicals. I presume your doctor discussed these at great length, is treating you to prevent osteoporosis, and is prepared to medicate other SEs if and when they appear, or was that your last ADT shot?
I.P.
> Hello to all. > [quoted text clipped - 23 lines] > > Thanks, Dan dan - 16 Apr 2005 21:32 GMT No. Both Uro. and Radiologist recommend 9 mo. to 24 mo. on H.T. (ADT, CAB,HDT). seems like there are twenty acronyms that all mean the same thing)
Side effects of RP and RT were both discussed before I made my choice. But, sometimes, knowing that a SE might happen, doesn't prepare you for the actuality of it when it does. Like knowing your nuts will shrink, doesn't prepare you for the vision in the mirror.
> Standard ADT (HT) stuff, among many other SEs, with likelihoods ranging > from 10% to over 90% (virtually 100% for the sex life). They're due to the [quoted text clipped - 32 lines] >> >> Thanks, Dan Steve Kramer - 17 Apr 2005 00:00 GMT You said a mouthful there! Things that were discussed and yet could not be communicated with any degree of understanding...
"It doesn't hurt nearly as much as you'd expect."
"You won't care that your nurse is cleaning your penis."
"The catheter coming out doesn't hurt."
"Your penis will be shorter for the rest of your life."
"You will not be able to have an erection at first."
"You will not be able to hold your pee at first."
"You can climax without an erection."
"Your climax will be without fluid emission."
"Sticking a needle in your penis is virtually painless."
"You're fat." (oops, that had nothing to do with RRP).
 Signature PSA 16 10/17/2000 @ 46 Biopsy 11/01/2000 G7 (3+4), T2c RRP 12/15/2000 G7 (3+4), T3cN0M0 Neg margins PSA .1 .1 .1 .27 .37 .75 EBRT 05-07/2002 @ 47 PSA .34 .22 .15 .21 .32 Lupron 07/03 (1 mo) 8/03 (4 mo), 12/03, 4/04, 09/04, 01/05 PSA .07 .05 .06 .05 non Illegitimi carborundum
> No. Both Uro. and Radiologist recommend 9 mo. to 24 mo. on H.T. (ADT, > CAB,HDT). seems like there are twenty acronyms that all mean the same thing) [quoted text clipped - 40 lines] > >> > >> Thanks, Dan I. P. Freely - 18 Apr 2005 05:45 GMT Add: "You'll get used to the parade of strangers yanking your covers back to discuss your naked crotch."
"You REALLY won't care that your nurse is cleaning your penis."
"How do you aim a plum?"
"Now, which of these three plums is the one I need RIGHT NOW?"
"Sorry, honey. Where's the mop?"
'My GOD but that bucket stinks. Shouldda bought the one with the lid."
"Hey . . . I never knew a plum could be that much fun."
"Damn! Haven't squirted pee into my eye since the LAST time I was in diapers."
"IT'S A BAG OF JUST WHAT IT LOOKS LIKE, Dude . . . and it's WARM. Get over it. You'll understand when you're 70."
"Yeah; I'm wearing diapers. Wanna make something of it?"
"That'll teach ya! First time you ever wore a wet cat over your face?"
"Well, holy cow . . . other than that dang catheter and this pad, that was no big deal."
I.P.
> You said a mouthful there! Things that were discussed and yet could not > be > communicated with any degree of understanding... > > "It doesn't hurt nearly as much as you'd expect." Snip
I. P. Freely - 17 Apr 2005 00:21 GMT > Side effects of RP and RT were both discussed before I made my choice. > But, sometimes, knowing that a SE might happen, doesn't prepare you for > the actuality of it when it does. Like knowing your nuts will shrink, > doesn't prepare you for the vision in the mirror. At least you won't sit on 'em anymore. I'll never forget my college classmate yelping and leaping to his feet in the middle of class with his desk still around his waist. Everybody, including the professor, laughed hard when he explained what happened.
Glad to hear your docs explained SEs, considering how many do a poor job of it.
I.P.
Alan Meyer - 15 Apr 2005 17:49 GMT > ... > Questions re: H.T.; anyone else having mood swings? I've had days where I cry all day > for no reason. Or is this just normal depression following diagnosis and treatment? > Also, skin dryness is driving me nuts. I've always had oily skin and can't get used to > the way I feel now. Erections are still attainable, even without viagra, but orgasms > seem to be a thing of the past. ...
I was on Lupron for 4 months in theory, in practice the effect lasted about 6. It was before and during radiation, with the effects lasting a couple of months after.
Depression:
I don't think I experienced big mood swings. I was very depressed about having cancer and I did cry from time to time. But I believe that had to do more with adapting to the changes in my life than to Lupron induced emotions.
Life certainly changes when you have cancer. Just having cancer is a real mood swing inducer. Putting up with the Lupron - loss of sexual function, hot flashes, tiredness - has to affect your emotions. Going through radiation with the dry skin, tiredness, etc. has to affect it too.
Dry skin:
I also have oily skin and didn't notice it drying out, though I got the usual radiation burns in the a.s that needed ointments. For that matter, they still do.
Sexual function:
A real downer, if you'll forgive the pun. I was able to have both erections and orgasms, but not easily and not frequently. My wife and I both worked pretty hard to make it happen.
Overall:
I really disliked Lupron. But I'll take it again if and when I need it to stay alive.
My advice is to focus on living and treat the Lupron side effects as background annoyances that have to be borne, but don't have to become the major focus of life. Get plenty of rest and plenty of exercise. Both are very important. Stay in touch with family and friends. Be sure to keep on doing all the things you most like to do.
Alan
Stephen Jordan - 15 Apr 2005 18:49 GMT > Questions re: H.T.; anyone else having mood swings? I've had days where I > cry all day for no reason. Or is this just normal depression following > diagnosis and treatment? Also, skin dryness is driving me nuts. I've > always had oily skin and can't get used to the way I feel now. Erections > are still attainable, even without viagra, but orgasms seem to be a thing > of the past. I've been on androgen deprivation therapy (ADT, which I think is more accurate a label than HT) since September 2004. I, too, started with a Gleason of 9 (4+5), five of six cores in one lobe. Had cyrotherapy in November 2003, which failed to affect a Gleason 8 tumor in the other lobe. Finished IMRT in October, 2004. PSA (on ADT, though) = 0.01.
The reason for ADT is that testosterone (T) tends to facilitate the proliferation of PCa cells.
Side effects (SE's) of some sort from testosterone suppression are not unusual. Patients might experience some, all or none of the various SE's.
Authoritative information on the SE's of ADT can be found on the website of the Prostate Cancer Research Insitute at http://prostate-cancer.org/index.html and in the excellent book, _A Primer on Prostate Cancer_ subtitled "The Empowered Patient's Guide," by Stephen B. Strum, MD (a medical oncologist who specializes in PCa) and Donna Pogliano, whose husband is a patient.
In my case, I did experience mood swings and weepiness. Over the past few months, that particular SE has disappeared. This is not the result of the low-dose Zoloft (5 mg qd) I started just last month. Of course, our situation *is* depressing; it would be odd if we were not depressed by it.
As for the dry skin, I do not recall that as a SE of ADT.
BTW, I know that the Zoladex injection is painful. I changed to Lupron, and will shortly be on Trelstar, both of which are injected into the gluteus maximus. The med onc was out of Trelstar a couple weeks ago, and I had to have Zoladex. But the nurse gave me a local of lidocaine and there was no discomfort (aka railroad spike).
And check on the injection intervals. Some insurers and Medicare will not pay for (e.g.) three-month Lupron injections that are given at the intervals stated in the manufacturer's instructions (in this case, 3 monthsx28 days=84 days). They require an interval of three *calendar* months, which will make the interval too long. They save money that way.
My onc says that maintaining a schedule in accordance with the instructions is vital. Therefore, I have elected to have "monthly" injections at 28-day intervals, which insurance will pay for.
Sheesh, I've gone on at some length. Will now give it a rest.
Regards,
Steve J
"Never give in--never, never, never, never, in nothing great or small, large or petty, never give in except to convictions of honour and good sense. Never yield to force; never yield to the apparently overwhelming might of the enemy.'' --Sir Winston L. S. Churchill
Clarence Crow - 15 Apr 2005 20:06 GMT <snip>
>Questions re: H.T.; anyone else having mood swings? I've had days where I >cry all day for no reason. Or is this just normal depression following >diagnosis and treatment? Also, skin dryness is driving me nuts. I've >always had oily skin and can't get used to the way I feel now. Erections >are still attainable, even without viagra, but orgasms seem to be a thing of >the past. I've been on ADT (hormones) since November 01, 2004 and have experienced the following SEs (side effects). Mood swings: I still work as much as I can, but when something pisses me off, I'm liable to spit the dummy and tip the desk over. I've even wept at Soap Operas on the tube when the under-dog gets up. I also weep a little when I get a good pathology report. Weirdly enough, I don't fret about having the PCa, but get frustrated about being hobbled with it. Skin dryness: Since starting the ADT, my skin has dried out considerably on my face and my arms have become wrinkly. My veins have all gone South too, so I have to have a special nurse do the vampire work, from between my fingers after running the hand under hot water. Sexual Issues: Given the right stimulation I can make a small woodie, but do nothing with it, except watch it shrivel back to the size of a mole. Other Issues: the ADT has exacerbated all my other Ailments, including Osteo-Arthritis in the legs and feet, Type 2 Diabetes BGLs and a spin-off Peripheral Neuropathy in both feet and ankles (I lost my sox the other day and wifey said "you're wearing 'em, silly".) My eyes have also developed intermittent Conjunctivitis, which seems to follow my moods. I take about 18 secondary meds, non-related to PCa (not all at once, some regularly, some as required) and my Primary Care physician keeps experimenting with new drugs to combat each day's problems.
Currently, I'm 80% thru my EBRT stint and even that's causing a few minor glitches, viz: initial urinary stricture, plus a few brown flashes in the trousers (all now under control). At some future date I'm having HDRB to pound the living sh.t out of it and then back on the ADT for another 3 shots finishing late December, 2005. 70 yrs old - PSA at entry 21.0 down to 0.13 at 18wks, T2a to T2c, 4 cores G8 averaging 70%, 2 cores G7 averaging 45%.
Hope you do better!
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MH - 15 Apr 2005 21:52 GMT Welcome to the club, Dan! I don't know much about the HT, but I'm sure others will be able to help.
Glad you posted and introduced yourself!
Take care! MikeH
> Hello to all. > [quoted text clipped - 23 lines] > > Thanks, Dan dan - 16 Apr 2005 04:25 GMT Thanks everyone for the welcome
I'm new to newsgroups, bear with me if I fail to respond or post properly. Not sure how all this works.
Thanks again
Dan
> Hello to all. > [quoted text clipped - 23 lines] > > Thanks, Dan MH - 16 Apr 2005 14:23 GMT > Thanks everyone for the welcome > > I'm new to newsgroups, bear with me if I fail to respond or post properly. > Not sure how all this works. > > Thanks again Looks like you are doing fine to me, Dan! Take care... MikeH
Reuben Rothstein - 16 Apr 2005 15:12 GMT Everyone is always new to somewhere
>> Thanks everyone for the welcome >> [quoted text clipped - 6 lines] >Take care... >MikeH Dave LaCourse - 16 Apr 2005 04:29 GMT > Erections >are still attainable, even without viagra, but orgasms seem to be a thing of >the past. Hi, Dan. Welcome to the club that no one wants to be in.
I had a rrp 9 years ago. My Gleason was the same as yours - G9, but my psa was normal for a man my age (59 at the time).
About orgasms..... Are you on any kind of anti-depressant? Like you, I would easily fly off the handle with very little outside influence. My wife and I spoke to the doc and he prescribed an anti-depressant. Well, it worked, but orgasms took a helluva long time. I was exhausted every time we made love. Back to the doc right away and he said that the anti-depressant (can't remember the name) was to blame. Hell, I figured I had become Studley Dudley at age 62. What a disappointment. d;o)
Anyhow, we stopped the drug and slowly our sex life returned to what it had been. That was five years ago. I still fly off the handle on a rare occasion, but it isn't anything I'm willing to worry about.
Hope you are doing better and continue to do so.
My thoughts and prayers are with you.
Dave
dan - 16 Apr 2005 21:39 GMT Started Lexapro (SSRI) a week ago after I broke down on job. I'm a construction electrician and about two hours into my day I was standing on a ladder when the dam burst. Cried all day for no apparent reason. Family doc. gave me two months worth till I get used to everything. Dan
>> Erections >>are still attainable, even without viagra, but orgasms seem to be a thing [quoted text clipped - 24 lines] > > Dave I. P. Freely - 17 Apr 2005 00:27 GMT I've very curious about the implications of ADT's crying jags. May we assume they're accompanied by the EMOTIONS normally associated with crying? Can one consciously tell himself and any friends nearby, "It's just my meds; I'm fine" and get on with whatever they're doing, or are the accompanying emotions disabling? Can one rationalize their way through it, or is it inherently depressing even though one knows it's just the meds? Can one cry through a funny movie and still laugh at it, or does it overwhelm other emotions?
I.P.
> Started Lexapro (SSRI) a week ago after I broke down on job. I'm a > construction electrician and about two hours into my day I was standing on > a ladder when the dam burst. Cried all day for no apparent reason. > Family doc. gave me two months worth till I get used to everything. dan - 17 Apr 2005 03:36 GMT I.P.
I can't speak for everyone, but most of the time I found them very disabling. Much like grieving over the loss of a loved one. Almost couldn't speak without crying. Never lasted more than a day at a time; wake up the next day and you're fine. And yes I have cried through a funny movie. Even though you know it's the ADT (I think I've come to grips with the cancer) it's very hard to rationalize. Spouse and friends have been very supportive though. Both Dr.'s tell me it will improve with time.
> I've very curious about the implications of ADT's crying jags. May we > assume they're accompanied by the EMOTIONS normally associated with [quoted text clipped - 11 lines] >> on a ladder when the dam burst. Cried all day for no apparent reason. >> Family doc. gave me two months worth till I get used to everything. I. P. Freely - 17 Apr 2005 04:09 GMT Man, that's worse than just calling them "crying jags". I hope your docs are right about it letting up.
I.P.
> I.P. > [quoted text clipped - 5 lines] > the cancer) it's very hard to rationalize. Spouse and friends have been > very supportive though. Both Dr.'s tell me it will improve with time. Clarence Crow - 17 Apr 2005 20:09 GMT >I've very curious about the implications of ADT's crying jags. May we assume >they're accompanied by the EMOTIONS normally associated with crying? Can one [quoted text clipped - 4 lines] >through a funny movie and still laugh at it, or does it overwhelm other >emotions? With me, weeping just brings the emotions of joy (as I perceive it) to the surface momentarily and my voice goes shaky as in weeping. This I attribute directly to the SE's of the ADT. Normally, I'm a crusty old bastard on the surface, but have emotions running deep. Other persons may be effected differently, especially if they're on the edge of depression or for other reasons.
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Steve Kramer - 16 Apr 2005 20:18 GMT Welcome to the club from lurkdom.
I had mood swings at first with Lupron, but not so much anymore. Erections are still a problem. I wouldn't say I have dryness, but patchy slightly darker spots on my arms.
 Signature PSA 16 10/17/2000 @ 46 Biopsy 11/01/2000 G7 (3+4), T2c RRP 12/15/2000 G7 (3+4), T3cN0M0 Neg margins PSA .1 .1 .1 .27 .37 .75 EBRT 05-07/2002 @ 47 PSA .34 .22 .15 .21 .32 Lupron 07/03 (1 mo) 8/03 (4 mo), 12/03, 4/04, 09/04, 01/05 PSA .07 .05 .06 .05 non Illegitimi carborundum
> Hello to all. > [quoted text clipped - 23 lines] > > Thanks, Dan
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