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I.P. Freely - 15 Feb 2005 04:40 GMT After you got your first ADT/HT shot, over what time scale did your own personal SE cocktail materialize? How did you feel after a week, a couple of weeks, a month, a few months, etc? When did you start feeling your different SEs? Did they get better or worse after their initial appearance? When you stopped ADT, how long before the SEs cleared up? Did anyone take ADT just for a short time, such as a month, then bail? Of those with minimal fatigue, is that relative to watching TV or to playing hard tennis for 6-8 hours? Which ADT drug did you try (Lupron, Zolodex, or Synarel), and did your initial drug include just that or other drugs (ADT2 or 3)? How representative were your SEs at the end of that first month?
To prompt your SE assessment, here's the list I see everywhere: fatigue/weakness/lethargy, depression, osteoporosis, brain farts, hot flashes/night sweats, irritability, emotional turmoil, poor sleep, nausea, diarrhea, lipid elevation, liver damage, psychological stress, pronounced personality alteration, upper body muscle atrophy, weight gain, breast pain, arthritis and diabetes exacerbation, and the ubiquitous libido/ED effects.
Why these questions, you ask, from one who made such a big stink about refusing early (no PSA or symptoms) adjuvant (post-RP) hormone therapy (aka androgen deprivation therapy)? Well, after all the facts, logic, personal criteria, anecdotes, polls, excuses, legitimate fears, instincts, and bloviation leading to my decision, I bailed and got a 28-day shot of Zolodex Friday.
Damn! I HATE them square, barbed, rusty, .45-caliber needles in the abs.
What changed my mind? New information. My urological oncologist called in a medical oncologist to our last visit, whose training and experience emphasize endocrinology . . . hormones. He told me three things I had not heard before, which contradicted everything I had read:
1.. About 1/3 of ADT patients get severe SEs, maybe 1/3 get moderate SEs, and another 1/3 get virtually no SEs even with castrate T levels. (I've read many authoritative reports that severe SEs hit 50 to >90% of patients, depending on the particular SE.) 2.. They can get a very good snapshot of a patient's SE profile from a month on ADT1. (I've read that some SEs take months or even years to set in; see Strum's Androgen Deprivation Syndrome paper, for example.) 3.. SEs almost always disappear rapidly after a short trial. (The older we are, the greater the chances of slow or incomplete T recovery after a year on them.) Which raises another question: can anyone point me to any literature supporting this med onc's claims?
I figure if this one shot gives me any SEs I'm not willing to live with for the rest of my life, a month lost is not wasted and makes the choice a no-brainer.
I.P.
gourd_dancer - 15 Feb 2005 05:06 GMT Taking Eligard 22.5 mg (3 mo injection in upper arm) Only side effects are weight gain, loss of muscle strength, and nipple soreness. May will be one year.
Good luck. BTW, The reason for Eligard is its reputation for NO hot flashes.
> After you got your first ADT/HT shot, over what time scale did your own > personal SE cocktail materialize? How did you feel after a week, a couple of [quoted text clipped - 46 lines] > > I.P. Tom Cular - 15 Feb 2005 09:50 GMT Started monthly Lupron 12/03 with seeds in 6/04 and recieved a 4 mo. shot in Oct. 04 (the last). My SEs in order seem to be, hot flashes/night sweats, loss of libido, fatigue that was probably attributable to anemia, however,that resolved with B-12 injections, I also gained about 15 lbs.
I can't comment on returning to "normal", the last shot should be begining to dissipate, from what I've heard and read that could take a few months.
Tom
> Taking Eligard 22.5 mg (3 mo injection in upper arm) Only side effects are > weight gain, loss of muscle strength, and nipple soreness. May will be one [quoted text clipped - 64 lines] > > > > I.P. rweigle@sbcglobal.net - 15 Feb 2005 16:19 GMT I actually had few if any side effects for first two or three weeks when I started Lupron/ Casodex (150 mg) in May 04. Then I got progressively worst; bad head aches, fatigue, memory lapses, then those hot flashes. Most of these SE disipated after two to three months. Ten months our, my only real SE is slight fatigue and hot flashes which have deminished somewhat. Exercise is a real resource to take advantage to minimize SE. My medical oncologists kept insisting that heavy duty exercises will work and I believe they have. Never had a serious weight gain or breast enlargements to date. However, I do experience some muscle wasting and subsequent back problems due to weakened muscles there. I also am experiencing osteoporosis and receiving infusions of Aredia and oral Cacitrol to offset bone mineral loss.
Don't determine a choice of continuing or quiting after only one month. You may want to give yourself up to 4 months to reevaluate decision to quit.
There is literature from PCRI.org showing similar stats to percentages of individuals with various SE you refer to. Of interest is that fact that most of these SE can be remedied by specific actions recommended by Dr. Scholz.
I do not have time to search out the references I made above today, but I will post them later tonight.
Richard fr Monterey
dx'd May 04, bPSA 13, GS 4+4, 6/12 sticks of bx pos 70-90%. Reciving ADT3, Chemo, IMRT and HDR.
No Spam - 16 Feb 2005 01:02 GMT > I actually had few if any side effects for first two or three weeks > when I started Lupron/ Casodex (150 mg) in May 04. Then I got > progressively worst; bad head aches, fatigue, memory lapses, then those > hot flashes. Most of these SE disipated after two to three months. I've had 2 four month Lupron shots. The first few months weren't bad. Hot flashes, some irritability, a little head-in-the-fog feeling.
About the 4th or 5th month, which is when I had the IMRT and seeding, the fatigue got really bad. I figured it was the rad but now I'm not sure that the rad was fully responsible.
I asked my doc to let me skip the 3rd Lupron shot.
I'm at month 8.5, I still have hot flashes.
I'm a bulky guy, shoulders, 18.5 inch neck, hairy arms, the prototypical weight lifter, one armed pushups. I'm losing definition and my arms seem thin and pipe-like.
My doc called this morning, I clocked a fasting blood sugar of 300. 10 months ago, it was 130.
In 10 months, I've lost 10 pounds. I've been watching my diet. I was 197; I'm 187 now.
I used to walk for an hour every other day. Not real fast but up and down hills so it was a decent amount of cardio. I also have a liferider that I used to play on while listening to the radio.
Something is cratering my ability to metabolize sugar. I'm guessing it's the Lupron. Anyone know. I found some discussion of Lupron and Diabetes on marginal medical sites but nothing substantive.
Each day, I take:
1 Flomax 1 Aleve 1 Cozaar, A year ago, my BP was fine, it's not now. 1000 mg B-12 1 Centrum Silver clone
and tomorrow, I start the glucophage.
The fact that I'm having a problem with sugar after losing weight has me worried.
How long does it take Lupron to flush out of your system?
Could it be that the nominal exercise was keeping the sugar under control? I can't believe that as I used to pour down the Pepsi's, drink double sugar in coffee, french fries, rice, pasta.
Is it that it's just time? When I hit 58, the sugar handling failed? Is it a coincidence or is it one of the meds?
Thanks.
I.P. Freely - 16 Feb 2005 01:41 GMT I'm watching . . . watching . . .
I'll comment later. Right now I want to let this run freely, as I've found that when the originator jumps back in with commentary -- or even just thanks -- too soon it can cut a thread short. Keep it up, guys . . . here's one place you CAN.
'Member . . . what had you learned by one month on ADT, and was it ADT1, 2, or 3?
I.P.
I.P. Freely - 16 Feb 2005 06:34 GMT ADT often causes insulin resistance, greatly exacerbating any existing diabedes or pre-diabetes.
I.P.
"No Spam " <No Spam@Nospama.net> wrote >
> Something is cratering my ability to metabolize sugar. I'm guessing > it's the Lupron. Anyone know. > Is it a coincidence or is it one of the meds? No Spam - 16 Feb 2005 12:52 GMT > ADT often causes insulin resistance, greatly exacerbating any existing > diabedes or pre-diabetes. Often, greatly? That's an understatement given I went from a fasting blood sugar of 130 to 300.
My read of 130 is "big whoop", knock of some weight, exercise, cut out the 32 ounce Pepsi's.
300 is another matter. That's a heavy duty score.
I'm at month 8, week 3, of two back-to-back 4 month Lupron shots.
The fasting test was at month 8, week 2.
I'm actually feeling pretty good now
Other things I noticed. About month 8 of the Lupron, I had several accidents.
I was working on the car and having a heck of a time sorting out the tools, that should have been a clue. Then I tried to loosen a nut holding the McPhereson strut, the wrench slipped and I sliced my finger. This was an ER event, stitches, shots.
The next weekend I pulled a shelving unit onto me and was trapped for 10 minutes. I was trying to move it a few inches.
Then I took apart a Kodak disposable camera. A day afterwards I noticed that the neon lamp was faintly glowing. I picked it up and got a whopper of a shock. The flash discharged too. I know what's in these things, basicly a one-shot baby TASER, so go figure.
In hindsight, those are clues that something was wrong, hand-eye coordination, "do not use power tools".
Also about month 7 or 8 of the Lupron, I got really thirsty. I didn't think much of it because I was trying to drink a lot of water to keep the flow going.
About that same time, I noticed stabbing pains in my toes and less intense jabs in other bones and joints. Is that the Lupron? The middle toes of my left foot are painful enough that I find myself stamping my foot under my desk.
Back to the thirst, I wasn't drinking because they told me to. I was drinking because my mouth was dry and I felt like I was dieing of thirst. 2 gallons of water a day, maybe more. I double checked my math. I drink litre bottles of seltzer water and 32 ounce cups so it's easy to tally.
If the Lupron caused full-bore diabetes, does it reverse itself? It hasn't damaged my panceas or liver has it?
If it does reverse itself, how long does that take?
When my doc called with the results, I asked him if anything I was taking could be causing the 300 blood sugar. He said no.
I'll see him next week and I'll let you know what he says.
I don't think I had any depression. In fact, I was relatively indifferent to the whole Prostate Cancer event. I did my research, read a lot, but never went, "Oh, poor me, I'm doomed."
Once I had enough data, I made my decision, and followed through with the treatment.
I have more "real world" problems and situations to mull over. My employer (I'm a part-time contractor/programmer) is being bought out and they've announced that they will lay off every tenth person before the buyout and another bunch afterwards.
Fortunately I have the bulk of the medical expenses behind me.
I'm scrambling to open an equity line on my place while I'm still employed. I'm near Washington DC in Northern Virginia and housing has doubled in the last three years so I have equity in the place.
If I can't find a job immediately, the equity line will provide the cash to continue the treatments, COBRA insurance, and live while I recover. I also cashed out the last of my stock account so I'll have that if needed.
I have been on a couple interviews and have an offer but it was for a short-term (3 month) contract so I passed on it.
RAYMOND KING - 15 Feb 2005 17:36 GMT A pattern seems to be forming in my mind that those who worked or played hard notice the effects of ADT more markedly than the more sedentary. The thought, is this down to emotions as well. For instance the more sedentary have PC to cope with, which is bad enough, but can more easily carry on a 'normal' life. However those with PC and who also have to change lifestyle of work or play more markedly have a double whammy to cope with. And of course those in the latter maybe more likely to come off ADT earlier. Just a thought from newbie Ray.
JohnG - 15 Feb 2005 20:18 GMT > A pattern seems to be forming in my mind that those who worked or played > hard notice the effects of ADT more markedly than the more sedentary. The [quoted text clipped - 4 lines] > course those in the latter maybe more likely to come off ADT earlier. Just a > thought from newbie Ray. To me, that's almost the scariest thing about the idea of having to go through that treatment someday.
Last year I rode my bike 5200 miles. (Here's where, in part: http://www.johngorentz.com/bicycle/touring.htm Note that the year 2002 doesn't appear on that map. I didn't even get in 1000 miles the year of my surgery.)
My stamina for riding is OK, but I'm not getting any stronger, even without complications from this prostate disease. To keep from getting discouraged, I don't record my average daily speed any more. Instead, I just enjoy the ride. It's called making a virtue out of necessity.
But if hormone treatment and radiation meant I couldn't get out and ride, that would be like being locked up in a small cell while waiting my turn at the gallows. I really don't know what I would do.
JohnG
RAYMOND KING - 15 Feb 2005 20:52 GMT John I didn't mean to scare, but a virtue of this site is the truth as each see it is told, which I'm sure you will agree is right. Your last paragraph, sums my feelings up - " -- would be like being locked up in a small cell while waiting my turn at the gallows." As I've gone from 8 hours hard graft to trying to maintain an 1 hours walk a day, for I feel exercise does keep SE's down for me.
We have to face the fact cancer could well change our perspective on life, don't let it destroy it. If you can rise to the challenge of riding 5200 miles per year you can rise to this challenge. Who knows this new challenge may turn out more satisfying. Get the treatment over with and then go for it.
Ray
Alan Meyer - 15 Feb 2005 21:17 GMT > ... > But if hormone treatment and radiation meant I couldn't get out > and ride, that would be like being locked up in a small cell > while waiting my turn at the gallows. I really don't know > what I would do. John,
HT + RT will probably knock back your cycling, but shouldn't end it. The hills will feel steeper and the distances longer, but you'll still be able to ride and you'll still enjoy it.
I had been running about 500 miles a year before cancer, doing 9 minute miles, during RT and HT I had trouble finishing one mile in 12 minutes. Afterwards, I built back up though I have never reached the level I was at before.
But life isn't about staying young forever. Even without cancer, none of us can keep up the athleticism of our youth on into old age. What matters is not whether we do 5,000 miles, or 500, but that we go out and do at least some miles and continue to prove to ourselves that we are still able to enjoy reaching the top of the hill, even if it's only a small hill, and still able to enjoy the wind in our faces as we cruise down. In other words, we're still alive and still doing our best to make the most of it.
The fact that you rode 5,000 miles last year proves that you're a winner when it comes to living. You may not do that again, but it's pretty clear that you've got what it takes to still be a winner.
I think you'll be okay.
Alan
Stephen Jordan - 16 Feb 2005 01:14 GMT On February 14, I.P. wrote:
> After you got your first ADT/HT shot, over what time scale did your own > personal SE cocktail materialize? (ka-snip) See how easy it is?
> To prompt your SE assessment, here's the list I see everywhere: > fatigue/weakness/lethargy, depression, osteoporosis, brain farts, hot [quoted text clipped - 11 lines] > > Damn! I HATE them square, barbed, rusty, .45-caliber needles in the abs. I wonder what IP did to make his medic hate him.
I bitched/whined about Zoladex and its method of injection, and was switched to Lupron, which is injected into the buttock. Much less painful.
As I have posted, I fired my rad onc, mainly 'cuz he's an arrogant twit and because he is ignorant of current PCa medicine.
He is the medic who prescribed Lupron.
I have just met with my med onc, who is *impressive* and who tells me that she does not use Lupron because Medicare (and other insurers) will not reimburse her in an amount equal to the cost to her of the medication. !!! WTF is going on, I wonder.
Anyhoo, she does use Trelstar, which I had never heard of until today. It is an intramuscular injection into the buttock, given monthly. The chemical name is triptorelin pamoate. It is a LHRH agonist, as are Lupron and Zoladex.
Unlike Lupron and Zoladex, it is intended only for monthly injections, and if anyone has been paying attention they will know that many insurers will not pay for injections of Lupron and Zoladex that are given at intervals less than some multiple of calendar months. This is contrary to the manufacturers' instructions (presumably approved by the FDA) which are based upon weeks, not months. But it saves the bastards a few hundred dollars per patient per year. Meanwhile, during the ten or so days between the medically-appropriate renewal time and the time demanded by the clerical personnel at Medicare et cetera, the patient's testosterone and PSA can rise alarmingly.
Climbing down from my soapbox, I will answer IP as follows:
Hot flashes: yes. Mildly annoying, but not unbearable. Maybe they'll improve, maybe not. I don't care.
Fatigue: yes. Feel tired constantly. Hit the sack @ ~1930, read for an hour or so, sleep (minus nocturia) until ~0730. BUT: if I have something interesting to do, such as distributing Us Too! brochures to onc and uro offices, I get along quite well.
Depression: yes. My med onc and I have agreed that "situational depression" is normal. IOW, in our situation, not to be depressed would be abnormal. I've agreed to try low-dose Zoloft to help me cope.
Osteoprosis: I've posted extensively on this subject. It is *always* a substantial risk of ADT. And it can be handled. All the patient needs is a medic who is up to date. Or at least awake.
Um, IP mentions irritability, "brain farts" whateverthehell that is, irritability, emotional turmoil (whatever that means), poor sleep, nausea, diarrhea, pronounced personality alteration, breast pain as SE's. My answer: nope, beyond what I've covered elsewhere.
Lipid elevation: Yup. Just watch diet.
Liver damage: possible. Not in my case, per regular hepatic panel tests as recommended by the manufacturer.
Psychological stress: I don't understand IP. Who among us would NOT have psychological stress in our situation?? Whatthehell does that have to do with dosage of a LHRH agonist?
Upper body muscle atrophy: yup, it's possible if one fails to take steps to address it.
Weight gain: yup, it's possible if one fails to take steps to address it.
Breast pain: and, by implication, gynecomastia. I do not believe that it is likely unless one is using Casodex, but I may be mistaken. On Lupron, I do not see a problem.
Arthritis and diabetes exacerbation: please define.
Libido/ED effects: I cannot respond (no pun) because I've been profoundly impotent since cryo on 11/20/03. But, although I cannot climb the mountain, I still can enjoy the view.
Regards,
Steve J __ "If a man does not keep pace with his companions, perhaps it is because he hears a different drummer. Let him step to the music which he hears, however measured or far away." --Henry David Thoreau
> What changed my mind? New information. My urological oncologist called in a > medical oncologist to our last visit, whose training and experience [quoted text clipped - 19 lines] > > I.P. I.P. Freely - 16 Feb 2005 01:33 GMT > I will answer IP as follows: But the REAL question is onset timing after initial ADT; how closely did your first month on ADT predict your long-term SE picture?
I.P.
Stephen Jordan - 16 Feb 2005 02:38 GMT On February 15, I.P. Freely quoted me:
>> I will answer IP as follows: And responded:
> But the REAL question is onset timing after initial ADT; how closely did > your first month on ADT predict your long-term SE picture? My answer is:
Not at all. Truly.
Regards,
Steve J __ Pay attention!
"The world breaks everyone and afterward many are strong in the broken places. But those that will not break it kills. It kills the very good and the very gentle and the very brave impartially. If you are none of these you can be sure it will kill you too but there will be no special hurry." --Ernest Hemingway
sandi - 16 Feb 2005 02:56 GMT IP,
I originally responded to your "hormone survey" whereby my husband fell into the "debilitating side effects" category and hence quit hormonal therapy early. I think I originally posted that he did 9 months but in actuality it was 10 months on Lupron with severe side effects when he decided he had enough. Your first question was in regard to the time scale of side effects. To address that I have to say that at least in my husbands case, the side effects were cumulative. During the first 1-3 months, he still felt relatively good and had only minimal fatigue and hot flashes. It was truly during the 3-6 month time period on hormones when the side effects became intolerable. You asked if the side effects got worse/better or what? In my husbands case, the side effects got worse over time. Due to his fatigue/weakness, by the 6th month he couldn't mow the grass anymore. I was noticing significant cognitive changes in him as well. He was quite depressed and spent most of his free time in bed. He gained approx. 10 lbs, had breast tenderness and an exacerbation in his arthitis. Lets not forget those hot flashes - he would experience approx. 20 hot flashes per day. His libido was nonexistant. During the 6-10 month time period on Lupron, the side effects continued to be unrelenting and it was at that time that we really reevaluated and decided to discontinue them and go for IHT as needed down the road.
IP, it has been approx. 4 months since my husband discontinued the Lupron and I am thrilled and amazed at how quickly he has rebounded. His energy is almost back to normal, no more depression, very few hot flashes at this point and last but not least, his libido is back. This is really encouraging to us because it shows that should my husband need IHT later that maybe he will actually achieve a good QOL during the off cycle.
In retrospect, I'm actually glad that my husband did the hormonal therapy even if for a shorter than anticipated time period. First and foremost, we hope he gained some therapeutic benefit from the treatment. Interestingly though, it has given us great insight into hormonal therapy and exactly what to expect. Given the prospects of possible IHT later, somehow we don't feel so threatened by it anymore. We now realize that he can have a heightened QOL during the off cycle which makes it much more bearable.
It's hard to find that balance between quality and quantity. Going into this "nightmare", we were all about quantity but after going through surgery, radiation and 10 months of hormones, I think quality has become more important at this stage. I'm glad to see that even with all your research, you've been able to keep an open mind and I applaud what you're doing. I'm not sure though that one month of hormonal therapy will be enough time to make a final determination - you may want to give it alittle more time to assess your side effects. Plus, we went with the monthly injections so my husband wasn't locked into the side effects any longer than desired.
All the best to you IP. I hope you fall into the 1/3 category without symptoms - please keep us informed.
Sandi
Alan Meyer - 16 Feb 2005 08:16 GMT > After you got your first ADT/HT shot, over what time scale did your own > personal SE cocktail materialize? How did you feel after a week, a couple of [quoted text clipped - 6 lines] > initial drug include just that or other drugs (ADT2 or 3)? How > representative were your SEs at the end of that first month? Took Lupron - 1 30 day injection, 1 90 day injection.
First two weeks - no negative reaction at all. If anything my libido was increased.
At the end of four weeks, side effects just beginning.
At the end of 6-8 weeks, side effects in full force:
Hot flashes. Reduced libido - to almost none. Elevated liver enzymes - enough that they gave me no more Lupron. Reduced energy, reduced exercise capacity.
3 months after the end, arthritic like pains in the hands - may or may not have been due to Lupron.
I was able to overcome all of the side effects except the elevated liver enzymes. I tried giving up ibuprofen, alcohol, aspirin, but with no effect on the liver. Only when the Lupron wore off did the liver enzymes return to normal.
Hot flashes: It was winter, just kept the house cool.
Libido: My wife and I had to work to get me started, but once started I was able to get into it and continue. We didn't have sex as often, but we didn't give it up entirely.
Energy: My exercise capacity went down, but I kept exercising at some level throughout the treatment. I always maintained enough energy for daily living. It was only the hard exercise that I had to cut back. I did get a bit more sleep than usual and that also helped.
Arthritic symptoms: I still have these, but they are entirely controlled with exercise and stretching. I do massive amounts of both for my hands and have virtually eliminated pain and stiffness.
As for depression and mood swings, I don't believe I had any due to the Lupron. I certainly had some due to having cancer and wondering if I was going to die before my time, but I don't think the Lupron exacerbated it for me. As others have said, it would take a pretty extraordinary person not to get emotionally upset about having cancer.
I didn't notice any "brain farts", or at least not more than the usual number I am afflicted with.
Bottom line: I didn't like HT, but I will do it again if the need arises. I found it disagreeable but very manageable. If I thought 1) it would increase the chance for a cure or 2) prolong my life, I would do it again.
Alan
Steve Kramer - 21 Feb 2005 01:16 GMT I hesitate to mention this, but it's so strange, it bears mentioning.
First, my erection history: 12/14/2000, great erection. 12/15/2000, RRP. No life immediately after RRP. Viagra did nothing months later. More months after that, shots did little good. Suddenly, May 2003, a useable erection. But, July 2003 I go on Lupron.
Now for the strange..... Today, a useable erection!!! It's been 4+ years since RRP and almost 2 years on Lupron and today Willie wakes up!!
P.S. Wife was on a retreat in Indiana. Just my luck!
 Signature PSA 16 10/17/2000 @ 46 Biopsy 11/01/2000 G7 (3+4), T2c RRP 12/15/2000 G7 (3+4), T3bN0M0 Seminal Vesicle involvement, Neg margins PSA .1 .1 .1 .27 .37 .75 EBRT 05-07/2002 @ 47 PSA .34 .22 .15 .21 .32 Lupron 07/03 (1 mo) 8/03 (4 mo), 12/03, 4/04, 09/04, 01/05 PSA .07 .05 .06 .05
non Illegitimi carborundum
> > After you got your first ADT/HT shot, over what time scale did your own > > personal SE cocktail materialize? How did you feel after a week, a couple of [quoted text clipped - 66 lines] > > Alan smu53@aol.com - 21 Feb 2005 20:00 GMT Steve K I'm happy for you. May you get to make up for lost time! Steve U
> I hesitate to mention this, but it's so strange, it bears mentioning. > [quoted text clipped - 96 lines] > > > > Alan DP - 16 Feb 2005 19:33 GMT I.P.,
I was very surprised to see that you went ahead with ADT after all you have said before. My own thought was that maybe you were over analyzing the problem, but we tend to do that. As to the side effects, you can read and talk to all you want, but the effects will be different for different people. You will have to see how your effects come on and how well you tolerate them. I will give you a brief description of what happened to me. I definitely knew when the effects started. About three weeks after the injection, the thought of and desire for sex went way south. It was a strange feeling to suddenly have NO interest at all (I was 49 year old at the time). The hot flashes started about the fourth week. The worst was the mood swings. I could go from feeling fine to major depressed in a matter of seconds. The cancer and the RRP do enough to our mental state, but I truly think that the Lupron made it worse. I warned my partner that if I had fits of anger and said things that were vicious, to remember that sometimes the drug is talking, not me. And I did have fits of anger that I later had to apologize for. I did not feel the other effects until after several months of ADT. I kept up an exercise routine, but after about six months it was very difficult due to a feeling of tiredness and weakness. After about one year is when the fatigue set in really bad. The fatigue got worse with each passing month until I reached the point that I really could not do anything. The fatigue was the biggest reason I quit ADT after being on it for 20 months. Each person will see different effects. Hormones are all through you body, and can effect any part thereof. I had a real change in my vision after about six months of ADT. The eye doctor was surprised at the amount of change from the last exam. I think it was from the ADT, but no one can prove that. I developed vertigo when on ADT. Could not even walk out on to a six floor balcony at friends condo.
The point is, even if we all have some similar stories to tell, we are all different. You will have to see for yourself how you endure. I really don't think that one thirty day shot is a very fair trial, and is really not going to do you any good as to fighting any cancer you may still have present. You really should make a longer commitment now that you have started. I would think that 90 days would be an absolute minimum for you to stay with it. Remember, for the most part, the side effects do go away when the ADT is stopped.
Wishing you the best of luck, and time will tell how you respond.
Later,
Dale P Denver, CO
I.P. Freely - 16 Feb 2005 20:02 GMT THAT'S another good, solid appraisal of the SEs of one month vs longer. Keep 'em coming, guys and gals; I'll respond once the responses taper off, and add your responses to my decision factors.
Yeah, I overanalyze. But . . . it helps me live -- or die -- with big decisions, this is the biggest dilemma of my life, and the UW medical school circulates and praises my analyses.
I suspect my over(?)analysis explains the fact that my PC and CC don't worry me. Caca pasa; the REAL issue is, "What are we gonna do about 'em, with 'em, and despite 'em?"
I was surprised at getting a shot, too. The docs said, "Go home and think about it some more" when they saw me climbing back on the ADT fence to deliberate. But all this analysis enabled me to add their new information and decide in a minute or two to hop over the fence . . . for a month. If that month bites me, the dilemma ceases to exist and life is good.
A little shorter, maybe, but good.
I.P.
> I.P., > [quoted text clipped - 41 lines] > Dale P > Denver, CO Tom Cular - 16 Feb 2005 23:02 GMT I.P., To reiterate what some others have said, Give it a chance to help you. You may be a pain in the a.s sometimes with your rants, but, I believe that most of us would rather that than the alternative. Tom
> THAT'S another good, solid appraisal of the SEs of one month vs longer. Keep > 'em coming, guys and gals; I'll respond once the responses taper off, and [quoted text clipped - 74 lines] > > Dale P > > Denver, CO I.P. Freely - 17 Feb 2005 20:38 GMT > I.P., > To reiterate what some others have said, Give it a chance to help you. You [quoted text clipped - 98 lines] > > > Dale P > > > Denver, CO I.P. Freely - 17 Feb 2005 20:42 GMT Since Tom's implication that only my death would be worse than my rants has apparently brought this thread to a screeching halt, I'll jump in here.
Sorry if I've been a PITA, Tom. If you'd define"rants" and mention some examples so I know what you're referring to, I might tone down whatever I'm doing that bugs you. But, please, put it in a different thread so this one can resume and anyone who agrees can chime in without hijacking this thread.
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> I.P., > You may be a pain in the a.s sometimes with your rants, > but, I believe that most > of us would rather that than the alternative.
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