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Medical Forum / Diseases and Disorders / Cancer / May 2004Alayne,
I haven't heard from you in awhile. Just wondering how you are making out. Take care. Hugs Salisha > I haven't heard from you in awhile. Just wondering how you are making out. > Take care. > Hugs > Salisha Hi Salisha, Oh don't worry I'm here! Desperately trying to bite my tongue over some of the posts of late mind. I don't understand what their objectives are and really can't be arsed with them either! As we both know, life has it's own major battles and all this nonsense just pales in comparison. I'm doing okay, thanks for asking. I did have a squiffy moment earlier on today, I'm smirking right now though. I happened to be in the bath (of all places!!) and for some reason Tony's funeral was running through my thoughts, I don't know, it's kinda weird really, but I was reliving walking behind his coffin down the aisle (I remember at the time that it was just like our wedding day, well sort of anyway!). I think that my mind plays tricks on me sometimes, I carry on with the daily pattern of life, and then some little trigger makes me realise that his departure is permanent. I suppose after twenty years it's bound to be a bit hard to go solo. How are you doing? I see that you are posting a bit more now which is good but I wouldn't waste your energy on the "fuckwits" (hope that makes you grin J!) As I've said before, if you want some "cyber company", I am always around, either here or off line, I've got several addresses and can always leave a version here for you to work out!! Take care of yourself too Salisha Girly Hugs Alayne > > I haven't heard from you in awhile. Just wondering how you are making > out. [quoted text clipped - 34 lines] > > I agree with you, what a waste of reading some of these posts have been! It is funny what little things can trigger you, I think I'm doing fine and then the simplest little thing has me in tears! I guess in time it will get easier, it hasn't even been a month since his passing. My life has changed soooo much! Phyllis I think me ranting at the "fuckwits" is my way of venting without getting too personal here. I can get my anger out and piss them off a little bit. Anyway, I love cyber company, I would love to have an address:) Hope to hear from you soon;) Salisha > I think me ranting at the "fuckwits" is my way of venting without getting > too personal here. I can get my anger out and piss them off a little bit. [quoted text clipped - 3 lines] > > I don't think I've gotten to the "ranting" stage yet! (>: It's just beginning to dawn on me that he's really gone! I go back to work tomorrow, that will keep my days busy! I'm from Maine, USA, where are you from? Phyllis I am from New Brunswick, Canada...we're neighbours... It really sucks when you realize it. Patrick has been gone for two months now, and I can cry at the strangest things. Take care. I went back to work just after Easter. It was good for me, filled in some of the day. I find the evenings are the toughest part of the day, that and waking up to an empty bed, I've learned to sleep in the middle now. I hate this life, and I believe I always will. Man, when I see him, he is gonna hear it from me, how dare he leave when we were just starting this! He better find a damn good restaurant in Heaven, and a damn big diamond. I told him I wanted to marry him, he told me he didn't while he was sick. Well he won't be sick up there, so now he has no choice! Anyway, take care. Salisha > I am from New Brunswick, Canada...we're neighbours... > It really sucks when you realize it. Patrick has been gone for two months [quoted text clipped - 12 lines] > >One good thing is that it's spring , I can get out and around easier. It would be so hard to be stuck in the house if it were winter! We were married for 42 years, we practically raised each other! We were only 19 when we married, just babies! (>: I have a hard time sleeping nights, I can keep myself busy during the day, but what do you do when there's nothing to do!? Some times I try to pretend that he's just away, but that really doesn't work either. Believing in the "afterlife" makes it easier too, I can feel him around me at times. It also makes me feel better knowing that he's not suffering anymore too> Phyllis Patrick was 25, I am 26. He turned 25 October 10. He had cancer since he was 22 years old. Had major surgery and too much chemo to count. Sick, sick, sick. Gave him three years to live with this, not sure if it did any good, but it did make me love him more every day. He was so brave, caring and loving. He never complained, he always worried about me, and I will love him forever S > Patrick was 25, I am 26. He turned 25 October 10. He had cancer since he > was 22 years old. Had major surgery and too much chemo to count. Sick, [quoted text clipped - 5 lines] > >It's so much harder when your so young, and so unfair! I have two sons that still live at home it makes it easier for me not to come home to an empty house, one is 24 and the other29. They took the lose of their father very hard! I have many good memories to look back on but I'm not sure if that makes it easier, or harder. There's an old saying, "it's better to have loved and lost then never to have loved at all!" That's so true. Did I read in another post that he was a motorcyclist? My husband was too, we had a lot of different types of people at the funeral, from bikers to doctors and every one in between! We buried him in his favorite HD shirt and jeans, he was always uncomfortable in a suit! And this was how people knew him best. Phyllis No, Patrick didn't have a motorcycle, but he would have if I would have let him. Alayne's husband was the motorcyclist. As for your husband, my uncle did the same thing. My aunt took care of him for 20 years. He had Parkinson's and was in such bad shape. He was in the hospital with pneumonia and my aunt went home for the first time in two days and just as she got in the door at home, she got the call to come back because he had passed away. Sometimes, they just know it is better to go without someone there, and sometimes they know it is better to go with someone there. They know what is best, much more than we do. Salisha > I think me ranting at the "fuckwits" is my way of venting without getting > too personal here. I can get my anger out and piss them off a little bit. > Anyway, I love cyber company, I would love to have an address:) Hope to > hear from you soon;) > Salisha When you get drunk, you become - drunken When people fall over on ice, they fall on their - bums I live at In the bike club, I am a - tiger My bike club is a Motor, Cycle, Club Which is an Organisation in the UK Eh!! Alayne totallyfake@emailaddress.com said... > In the bike club, I am a - tiger > > My bike club is a Motor, Cycle, Club Alayne, there's something not working with the website at the moment. When looking for it this evening I was greeted with: " The fact that you are seeing this page indicates that the website you just visited is either experiencing problems, or is undergoing routine maintenance. If you would like to let the administrators of this website know that you've seen this page instead of the page you expected, you should send them e-mail. In general, mail sent to the name "webmaster" and directed to the website's domain should reach the appropriate person. " I think I've translated your post OK though. You may have email if so :) > totallyfake@emailaddress.com said... > Alayne, there's something not working with the website at the [quoted text clipped - 9 lines] > "webmaster" and directed to the website's domain should reach the > appropriate person. " Try again Emily, I've just checked it and Tony's still there lurking!! Hugs Alayne totallyfake@emailaddress.com said... > Try again Emily, I've just checked it and Tony's still there lurking!! So he is! What happened there then? How odd. Alayne, you should have email by now. Don't worry if you don't recognise the name of the sender though/// > totallyfake@emailaddress.com said... > > Try again Emily, I've just checked it and Tony's still there lurking!! > > So he is! What happened there then? How odd. Alayne, you > should have email by now. Don't worry if you don't recognise the > name of the sender though/// Hey, are you following me......!! > > totallyfake@emailaddress.com said... > > > Try again Emily, I've just checked it and Tony's still there lurking!! [quoted text clipped - 4 lines] > > Hey, are you following me......!! heeheehee - I'm following both of you! ;-) I went to the website, too; was able to access everything ok -- love the pic of Tony in the dress! :) Hugs, Trish > > > totallyfake@emailaddress.com said... > heeheehee - I'm following both of you! ;-) > [quoted text clipped - 3 lines] > Hugs, > Trish Hi Trish, Now you know why my man is irreplaceable!! He wasn't wierd or anything, just had a sense of humour. It came to something though if I found him a new dress and the girls would ask "is that for you or daddy then" (probably cos I wear dresses so rarely!) Hugs Alayne >> > heeheehee - I'm following both of you! ;-) > > [quoted text clipped - 15 lines] > > Alayne How cute!!! (I'm not a dress person either). totallyfake@emailaddress.com said... > > totallyfake@emailaddress.com said... > > > Try again Emily, I've just checked it and Tony's still there lurking!! [quoted text clipped - 4 lines] > > Hey, are you following me......!! Not as such; like Salisha I too get tired of conversing through NGs occasionally ;-) I'm not really tired of conversing through the NG...I am just tired of a.sholes..that's all:D Salisha Present company excluded of course and a certain few who are too busy defending themselves at the moment as well.;) I missed that...Em,....how did you send email to her? I am clueless at the moment....duh...shopping brain...:) Salisha > I missed that...Em,....how did you send email to her? I am clueless at the > moment....duh...shopping brain...:) > Salisha Drink loads of alcohol, so you become "drunken bums" and then the club address.> I don't have the club address....a bit slow...too many drugs...not enough sleep...no alcohol....lol Bottoms up....cheers! Salisha > I don't have the club address....a bit slow...too many drugs...not enough > sleep...no alcohol....lol > Bottoms up....cheers! > Salisha You need to join the "drunken bums" and my club is called Tiger Motor Cycle Club (MCC) We are an organisation in the UK Alayne totallyfake@emailaddress.com said... > > I don't have the club address.... Yes you do, you just think you don't. > You need to join the "drunken bums" no spaces and no dots in between > and my club is called Tiger > > Motor Cycle Club (MCC) > > We are an organisation in the UK And ORGanisation in the UK. You need to know a bit of Welsh for mine, because I live in the Valleys. My ISP cares for free and it's a net. Confused? I'm not surprised :) ah ha......took a little bit of thought......So that's what you look like.....;) sent a msg...not sure if I party quite as hard as you do though :D > ah ha......took a little bit of thought......So that's what you look > like.....;) sent a msg...not sure if I party quite as hard as you do though > :D Might be lost in cyber space, try again Salisha. Don't be too long, I've put the kettle on and Emily's already here. Did you look in the Rogues Gallery?? Tony looked good in red PVC don't you think! Hugs Alayne Tony's cute in that dress! Wow, he had great legs;) I lost the directions, I think you guys are gonna have to start without me. I may be there next week...hahaha...oh, yeah, and Em had less distance to travel....she's next door, I have to fly!!!:) I truly am a nitwit! Oh well, tried a door or two.....maybe I'll find the right knob:) Salisha Daffman@yeah.right.com said... > I truly am a nitwit! Oh well, tried a door or two.....maybe I'll find the > right knob:) > Salisha Try this, in the light of what Alayne's already told you: intoxicated posteriors at big stripey pussycat emm see see dot org dot uk :-) I sent it to that, but didn't get a response yet.... I will try it again...haha Salisha > I sent it to that, but didn't get a response yet.... I will try it > again...haha > Salisha Well you should have done by now unless it got "lost in space" (eek I remember that programme!). I'll send another just in case. Got no biccies left though, sorry, got lonely so ate them all so that I could talk to the wrapper. Hugs Alayne > Daffman@yeah.right.com said... > > I truly am a nitwit! Oh well, tried a door or two.....maybe I'll find the [quoted text clipped - 4 lines] > intoxicated posteriors at big stripey pussycat emm see see dot > org dot uk :-) Tee hee, nice one Emily. Not to worry Salisha found her way to the biccies!! And had better luck with no fragmentation at Swindon either! Sure is quiet here tonight, I'll have to witter to my cat. Hugs Alayne witter????Swindon??? I am now lost...speak english please...hahha..... > witter????Swindon??? I am now lost...speak english please...hahha..... Have just received your e-mail and am trying to respond - but getting confused myself, pop up keeps saying that I have a Synematic problem with my server - eh?? Will keep trying......... I got it...sent something back...hopefully you get it...... Emily....Alayne will give you my address, come knock anytime...I am usually home...:) I still have one bottle of homemade wine to pop open...anyone want to have a sip? Salisha > I got it...sent something back...hopefully you get it...... > Emily....Alayne will give you my address, come knock anytime...I am usually [quoted text clipped - 3 lines] > > Here's my glass just waiting for you to pour!!!! (>: Phyllis np.....you like red or white? I got some of both:) > np.....you like red or white? I got some of both:) > > I like the red, I'll bring cheese and crackers! Phyllis >> [3 quoted lines suppressed] > Phyllis Phyllis, This is what your replies look like to me, I can't see your answer. If you drop down to the next line after the quoted sign ">" before typing I can see them. Here is an example: >If you type here I can't see it. If you type here I can see it. Thanks, Jerry > >> [3 quoted lines suppressed] > > Phyllis [quoted text clipped - 13 lines] > > Jerry Is this better? Phyllis >> [11 quoted lines suppressed] > I >> [10 quoted lines suppressed] > > Is this better? > Phyllis Thank you Phyllis Jerry > >> [11 quoted lines suppressed] > > I [quoted text clipped - 6 lines] > > Jerry I'll try to remember. Phyllis > "Jerry" <spamrecycle@chooseyourmail.com> wrote in message > > [quoted text clipped - 8 lines] > > I'll try to remember. Thanks Phyllis. You presence is appreciated here so I hope this doesn't stop you (or others) from replying. I too have to remember to hit the Enter key to start my reply. On mine, on the left side is a vertical blue line. If I start typing within it, my text looks like it belongs to the previous person's reply. I made all the mistakes in the book (even top posting) when I first came to Usenet and got yelled at on other newsgroups. So hopefully this newsgroup is a kinder gentler one while we're all learning. Hugs to you J "J> > > >> [10 quoted lines suppressed] > > > > Is this better? > > > [quoted text clipped - 13 lines] > Hugs to you > J I'm sure it is a gentler group. Phyllis > > I haven't heard from you in awhile. Just wondering how you are making > out. [quoted text clipped - 32 lines] > > Alayne Girly Hugs to both of you. Jill > Girly Hugs to both of you. > Jill And Girly Hugs to you too Jill - pull up a chair, we're having wine and chocolate!! Alayne |
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