hey there all

linda bliss here
you remember me?? i hope so  i told you i had bc in '99 stage 2 grade
3
had the chemo rads and all was NED until aug 2003 when discovered mets
to upper mediastinal..been on femara since november 2003 when uh oh
last month i started to have tummy pains and went back to onc who
ordered ct scans and sonogram and guess what??  the darn cancer has
now mets to lymph nodes in abdomen.  not a secondary thank god but
from orig bc.

had 6 weeks of intense rads march to may 2004 for upper mediastinal
and now this crap.

had surgery today to place port in cuz i am starting chemo friday once
a week for 4 to 6 months of taxotere.

ok so what does this all mean..this was NOT supposed to happen again
to me darn it.  onc says 50% chance will go into remission.  good
odds??? dont know but i am angry again

anyone else have this???

thoughts????

frantic here
love linda