Well, I'm half way through the ordeal! Last week I finished my
4th round of A/C. Next week I start a 4 round course of Taxol.
(am I using the correct lingo?) 30 Rad treatments to follow.
Hundreds of people have been praying me through this and I've
had almost no side-effects and the few I've had I can handle.
That includes the Neulasta shots -- only a red face on the day
I get the shot. Since I've had no fatigue yet I decided to go
back to work this past Monday. The only problems are that I'm
not used to wearing that danged prosthesis all day and I have
few clothes that fit well given weight loss from the adrenal
surgery and the sensitivity of that incision. (some may not
know that my first CT scan after my mastectomy revealed an
even worse cancer -- ACC).
Fortunately I've got a desk job. All I have to do is use the
old noggin. So far no chemo-brain (or at least none
that's any worse than some of slackers at the job site!)
Another blessing: I got the first statement that included the
Neulasta shots and to my great relief it is covered under my
medical plan (not drug plan) with just a minimal co-pay.
I was really sweating that. I am so fortunate that I have good
insurance and I really feel for those who don't.
I don't want to appear to be gloating -- I just so excited. And
yes I know the change of drug could bring challenges. Amid the
problems that I read about on this ng and the alt.support.cancer ng,
I almost feel like I haven't suffered enough. I think about you all
and sent up prayers when I read the posts even though I may
not respond very often.
God Bless,
Marsha
MMH - 28 Sep 2006 09:58 GMT
> I don't want to appear to be gloating -
.
Of course you're not! And I'm celebrating with you. Many of us know
the euphoria when things go well in this difficult situation. And it
does help to put things in perpesctive when one reads posts of those
who are really suffering. I don't know how many times they have
brought tears to my eyes. And as you indicate, as if dealing with the
cancer wasn't enough, the question of co-pays often hovers in the
background. It's all worry, worry, worry.
I'm so glad things are working out for you and may they continue to do
so.
MM
Mary Fisher - 28 Sep 2006 10:14 GMT
...
> I don't want to appear to be gloating -- I just so excited.
I felt like that when I didn't experience any tiredness during or after
radiotherapy, which I'd been assured I would.
But others did. And some weren't fatigued at first but were later, some not
at all during the treatment but suffered afterwards.
It seemed to me that the effects of most treatments are different in
different people, there are some 'norms' but there are also exceptions.
I do hope that you continue not to have side effects of chemo but if you do
have a setback don't think it's the end of the worl!
> And
> yes I know the change of drug could bring challenges. Amid the
> problems that I read about on this ng and the alt.support.cancer ng,
> I almost feel like I haven't suffered enough.
Please don't feel that you should be suffering, it wouldn't lessen the
suffering of others. Be happy! Your experience might well encourage others.
Hugs,
Mary
A.P. Thorsen - 28 Sep 2006 12:52 GMT
Hi, Marsha,
> Well, I'm half way through the ordeal! Last week I finished my
> 4th round of A/C. Next week I start a 4 round course of Taxol.
> (am I using the correct lingo?) 30 Rad treatments to follow.
YayYayYay! That's a great milestone. When I was halfway through A/C
(quarter-point of chemo, since I had 4 Taxol after AC, like you), one of my
friends made me a *very* lovely stained-glass Luna Moth garden ornament. It
felt very special.
> I almost feel like I haven't suffered enough.
Jeesh -- you've had two forms of cancer, and you feel like you haven't
suffered enough?!? I don't think there's a quota <grin>.
Hope the rest of chemo goes as smoothly as it has for you so far, and that
going back to work is a positive move. Thanks for sharing your milestone,
and take care,
Ann T.
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Mizz Marcia Ryder - 29 Sep 2006 00:14 GMT
>"A.P. Thorsen" wrote :
>> "Mizz Marcia Ryder" <MizzOtis@regrets.com> wrote :
>> Well, I'm half way through the ordeal! Last week I finished my
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>> I almost feel like I haven't suffered enough.
>
> Jeesh -- you've had two forms of cancer, and you feel like you haven't
> suffered enough?!? I don't think there's a quota <grin>.
Whoa -- what was I thinkin'???? You're right ;-) I don't like suffering.
> Hope the rest of chemo goes as smoothly as it has for you so far, and that
> going back to work is a positive move. Thanks for sharing your milestone,
> and take care,
Thanks Ann. Working has been a positive experience. They're slinging
the projects at me just like they did before -- no kid gloves. Today I
had a 1-1/2 hour video conference to attend. I got there early to get
a good aisle seat. Then I realized; hey, there's over 200 people in
here, many of which might be giving me some bug. I high-tailed it
out of there and went to a smaller room with only 6 other people.
I forget about stuff like that. Must be a little careful!
Marsha
pami - 28 Sep 2006 13:38 GMT
If Taxol is like Taxotere....I hope it doesn't bother you. I had CAV the
first 4 and was supposed to get 4 Taxotere but only lasted 2 Taxotere.
Pami
A.P. Thorsen - 29 Sep 2006 04:10 GMT
> If Taxol is like Taxotere....I hope it doesn't bother you. I had CAV the
> first 4 and was supposed to get 4 Taxotere but only lasted 2 Taxotere.
Everybody's different, so who can tell -- but I found Taxol easier than A/C.
OTOH, I was sicker than most people seem to be on A/C. Taxol had some side
effects for me, but not as bad as that. Purely subjective, but it seems
like the few people I know who had Taxotere seemed to have worse side
effects than I did on Taxol, but not necessarily dramatically so. They're
related drugs.
Ann T.
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R. Fizek - 28 Sep 2006 16:27 GMT
Hi Marcia,
It is great news and reason to celebrate - gloating included. Don't worry
about not suffering enough - there are plenty of others who did it instead
and believe me, I think that everyone would say they are happy when someone
makes it through the gauntlet! Tomorrow I'm halfway through my radiation
and I will celebrate too!!!
Good luck with the Taxol.
Tamara
> Well, I'm half way through the ordeal! Last week I finished my
> 4th round of A/C. Next week I start a 4 round course of Taxol.
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> God Bless,
> Marsha
Mizz Marcia Ryder - 29 Sep 2006 00:04 GMT
>"R. Fizek" wrote :
> It is great news and reason to celebrate - gloating included. Don't worry
> about not suffering enough - there are plenty of others who did it instead
> and believe me, I think that everyone would say they are happy when
> someone makes it through the gauntlet! Tomorrow I'm halfway through my
> radiation and I will celebrate too!!!
Congrats in advance!! Party down.
> Good luck with the Taxol.
To paraphrase (or would that be acronym-phrase??) a poster on
alt.support.cancer (is it Frank?)
TCKMB (Taxol can kiss my butt)