Seems all I do is complain anymore but I thought I'd let you know
what's up and why I might disappear for a bit longer. I've been in
horrible pain with my one leg wound (right) and also think I might have
a new fracture in my back. I woke up with horrible spasms across the
middle of my back reminiscent of when I had all my osteo fractures a
few years ago. It's not as bad as it was then but it's been painful for
a week which makes getting up and down awful. The right leg wound
which was originally just a bad hemotoma is now a nasty open wound and
the dr is suspecting a bone infection. I've had cultures and blood work
and this afternoon I'm getting an MRI of the leg. The wound care dr is
talking about putting me in the hospital but I'm resisting. Best case
scenario would be home IV with a pic line for another 6 weeks if the
cultures come back positive. He did a debriding thing with an
ultrasound wand and water that seemed to make the wound improve on
Tuesday. The smell and pain are diminished which is a good thing and
the redness is not expanding. Hopefully we caught it in time.
So I guess I'm off Enbrel again. I just can't seem to catch a break
here. This is my favorite time of year. The weather is cool and I
can't get out to enjoy it fully. I have no Christmas decorations up.
I can't do my 100 dozen cookies a year thing which I truly do love
doing. And I'm supposed to go on a cruise on Dec 26 to Mexico where
I've been waiting for 15 years to see the ruins at Tulum. I hope
things improve by then.
Nick is away at school and he's the one that knows how to get her to
post for me if I go to the hospital. Maybe he can do it from his
computer there. I'll have to check. But anyway ... that's my whine.
Gotta take a shower which I can only do on Mon - Wed and Friday between
dressing changes for the wound vac. I'll check in later. Thanks for
listening.
Cyberhugs,
DianeW
It is only with the heart that one can see rightly; what is essential
is invisible to the eye. --Antoine de Saint Exupéry
Rosemarie Shiver - 02 Dec 2005 18:14 GMT
Whichever way it goes....healing wishes and good vibes for ya, Diane! Dang,
yer brave!
Hugs from Rosie

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Outta Hell II
Seems all I do is complain anymore but I thought I'd let you know
what's up and why I might disappear for a bit longer. I've been in
horrible pain with my one leg wound (right) and also think I might have
a new fracture in my back. I woke up with horrible spasms across the
middle of my back reminiscent of when I had all my osteo fractures a
few years ago. It's not as bad as it was then but it's been painful for
a week which makes getting up and down awful. The right leg wound
which was originally just a bad hemotoma is now a nasty open wound and
the dr is suspecting a bone infection. I've had cultures and blood work
and this afternoon I'm getting an MRI of the leg. The wound care dr is
talking about putting me in the hospital but I'm resisting. Best case
scenario would be home IV with a pic line for another 6 weeks if the
cultures come back positive. He did a debriding thing with an
ultrasound wand and water that seemed to make the wound improve on
Tuesday. The smell and pain are diminished which is a good thing and
the redness is not expanding. Hopefully we caught it in time.
So I guess I'm off Enbrel again. I just can't seem to catch a break
here. This is my favorite time of year. The weather is cool and I
can't get out to enjoy it fully. I have no Christmas decorations up.
I can't do my 100 dozen cookies a year thing which I truly do love
doing. And I'm supposed to go on a cruise on Dec 26 to Mexico where
I've been waiting for 15 years to see the ruins at Tulum. I hope
things improve by then.
Nick is away at school and he's the one that knows how to get her to
post for me if I go to the hospital. Maybe he can do it from his
computer there. I'll have to check. But anyway ... that's my whine.
Gotta take a shower which I can only do on Mon - Wed and Friday between
dressing changes for the wound vac. I'll check in later. Thanks for
listening.
Cyberhugs,
DianeW
It is only with the heart that one can see rightly; what is essential
is invisible to the eye. --Antoine de Saint Exupéry
Gwen Love - 02 Dec 2005 18:24 GMT
Diane, you just can't seem to get a break, can you? Really sorry about the
back and also the leg. Had been praying the wound vac had made a positive
difference for you. Hope you do get to take your trip and enjoy it.
Gwen
Seems all I do is complain anymore but I thought I'd let you know
what's up and why I might disappear for a bit longer. I've been in
horrible pain with my one leg wound (right) and also think I might have
a new fracture in my back. I woke up with horrible spasms across the
middle of my back reminiscent of when I had all my osteo fractures a
few years ago. It's not as bad as it was then but it's been painful for
a week which makes getting up and down awful. The right leg wound
which was originally just a bad hemotoma is now a nasty open wound and
the dr is suspecting a bone infection. I've had cultures and blood work
and this afternoon I'm getting an MRI of the leg. The wound care dr is
talking about putting me in the hospital but I'm resisting. Best case
scenario would be home IV with a pic line for another 6 weeks if the
cultures come back positive. He did a debriding thing with an
ultrasound wand and water that seemed to make the wound improve on
Tuesday. The smell and pain are diminished which is a good thing and
the redness is not expanding. Hopefully we caught it in time.
So I guess I'm off Enbrel again. I just can't seem to catch a break
here. This is my favorite time of year. The weather is cool and I
can't get out to enjoy it fully. I have no Christmas decorations up.
I can't do my 100 dozen cookies a year thing which I truly do love
doing. And I'm supposed to go on a cruise on Dec 26 to Mexico where
I've been waiting for 15 years to see the ruins at Tulum. I hope
things improve by then.
Nick is away at school and he's the one that knows how to get her to
post for me if I go to the hospital. Maybe he can do it from his
computer there. I'll have to check. But anyway ... that's my whine.
Gotta take a shower which I can only do on Mon - Wed and Friday between
dressing changes for the wound vac. I'll check in later. Thanks for
listening.
Cyberhugs,
DianeW
It is only with the heart that one can see rightly; what is essential
is invisible to the eye. --Antoine de Saint Exupéry
Alix M. Hall - 02 Dec 2005 23:45 GMT
no words of wisdom just very gentle hugs--

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Love,
Alix
"We are all pencils in the hand of God." ~Mother Teresa
Diane - 03 Dec 2005 00:37 GMT
diane, this all sounds unbearable. i'm so sorry you're going through
it. i hope you're able to make that cruise but i know you'll put your
health first. i hope.
hugs,
diane c
DianeW - 03 Dec 2005 06:23 GMT
Diane - I wanted to let you know I finished Keeper of the Light last
week. I skimmed thru Kiss River as I had read it first and just wanted
to make sure I remembered it, and am now almost finished with Her
Mother's Shadow. I'm going to be sad when it ends cause I love these
characters so much! Now I know why you had to write all three! I just
haven't been able to put them down. They have served as a great
diversion during this difficult time for me. When I told you that the
first book was heavy, I had to laugh when you thought I meant the
subject matter. I was still in the early chapters so it didn't really
register until I got further into it. Yep --- weight AND material!
Next comes The Bay at Midnight. My copy of Kiss River has a
handwritten note in it from you......I don't remember how that
happened! LOL Anyway, thanks for the diversion! DianeW
vickie b. - 03 Dec 2005 14:47 GMT
(((((diane w)))))
LOve and prayers,
Vickie B.
Diane - 03 Dec 2005 18:58 GMT
diane, i'm so happy my books let you escape a little. thanks for
letting me know you enjoyed them. i love and miss those characters too,
but i'm going to leave them alone for a while!
diane c
DianeW - 03 Dec 2005 06:07 GMT
Gwen - the wound vac is doing great on the left leg....it's only the
right leg that's giving me trouble still. The left leg wound is less
deep and smaller in diameter. It also has new tissue buds in it which
is what the nurse tells me all those little white spots are. It is
looking very healthy and smaller. The right wound .... well. Lets just
say it's not as smelly and is less painful. My white blood cell count
was normal by .1 but I'll take it as a normal. I went ahead and took my
Enbrel shot tonight since no one called me and told me I was going to
the hospital. I'm thinking just maybe we caught this in time.
I'm thinking about learning how to read MRI's. It's sitting on my
dining room table nagging at me. I think I saw some areas of
Osteonecrosis on the kneecap area but that was also there a few years
ago but I don't know what infection on an MRI is supposed to look like.
I had found a website that showed that stuff once but haven't gone
looking for it tonight. Maybe tomorrow. The wet reading to the doctor
was only if it was bad enough to send me to the hospital so I can only
assume good news. If for no other reason than a peaceful weekend.
Have a good weekend....DianeW
Nann Bell - 03 Dec 2005 00:05 GMT
(((((((((((((Diane)))))))))))))) sometimes I really don't know how you do
it. I was crying and yelling (a bit) at God this afternoon when I had to
clean up spilt milk from the floor (yes, crying over spilt milk!) becuse I
just couldn't take something else ------ and I've been through so very much
less than you.
Saying prayers that you all did get on top of the infection early and that
you will be cruising to see the ruins after Christmas.
Hey, if you don't make the cruise - we're planning to drive down to see
friends in Altamonte Springs for a day that week as we'll be in Gainesville.
If you're stuck at home, maybe I can run away for a couple of hours and hug
you in person! Sad trade-off I know, I'd rather see the ruins too, but at
least it's a little compensation. ;)

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DianeW - 03 Dec 2005 06:11 GMT
Nann - I think some in person ASA hugs would be wonderful if I'm left
behind! Be sure to let me know when you are leaving in case we need to
exchange info.
Wednesday saw me crying over silly things too. Just more than I can
bear right now. But hey maybe a good cry is just what I need. DianeW
Nann Bell - 04 Dec 2005 01:14 GMT
> Nann - I think some in person ASA hugs would be wonderful if I'm left
> behind! Be sure to let me know when you are leaving in case we need to
> exchange info.
We don't leave here for Gainesville until the 26th, so I'm expecting to hear
the good news that you can go on the cruise after all before we head south!

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thelongestday320@aol.com - 03 Dec 2005 03:24 GMT
It's never whining when you're sharing health concerns. I have found
since I've come on here that it is best to share with others. Prayers
for you and prayers for all in pain looking for answers.
Sunny52 - 03 Dec 2005 03:37 GMT
You are certainly entitled to whine, you have been through so much!
Sending good wishes and prayers you will be healed and able to enjoy
your cruise.
Gentle hugs,
Bonnie
Kelly - 04 Dec 2005 02:33 GMT
What a bugger - just hoping that wound is better before the holidays. Will
be sending you the best Diane.
Kelly
Seems all I do is complain anymore but I thought I'd let you know
what's up and why I might disappear for a bit longer. I've been in
horrible pain with my one leg wound (right) and also think I might have
a new fracture in my back. I woke up with horrible spasms across the
middle of my back reminiscent of when I had all my osteo fractures a
few years ago. It's not as bad as it was then but it's been painful for
a week which makes getting up and down awful. The right leg wound
which was originally just a bad hemotoma is now a nasty open wound and
the dr is suspecting a bone infection. I've had cultures and blood work
and this afternoon I'm getting an MRI of the leg. The wound care dr is
talking about putting me in the hospital but I'm resisting. Best case
scenario would be home IV with a pic line for another 6 weeks if the
cultures come back positive. He did a debriding thing with an
ultrasound wand and water that seemed to make the wound improve on
Tuesday. The smell and pain are diminished which is a good thing and
the redness is not expanding. Hopefully we caught it in time.
So I guess I'm off Enbrel again. I just can't seem to catch a break
here. This is my favorite time of year. The weather is cool and I
can't get out to enjoy it fully. I have no Christmas decorations up.
I can't do my 100 dozen cookies a year thing which I truly do love
doing. And I'm supposed to go on a cruise on Dec 26 to Mexico where
I've been waiting for 15 years to see the ruins at Tulum. I hope
things improve by then.
Nick is away at school and he's the one that knows how to get her to
post for me if I go to the hospital. Maybe he can do it from his
computer there. I'll have to check. But anyway ... that's my whine.
Gotta take a shower which I can only do on Mon - Wed and Friday between
dressing changes for the wound vac. I'll check in later. Thanks for
listening.
Cyberhugs,
DianeW
It is only with the heart that one can see rightly; what is essential
is invisible to the eye. --Antoine de Saint Exupéry
DeeTee and Bob Taggart - 04 Dec 2005 22:44 GMT
{{{{{Diane}}}}}
DeeTee
Seems all I do is complain anymore but I thought I'd let you know
what's up and why I might disappear for a bit longer. I've been in
horrible pain with my one leg wound (right) and also think I might have
a new fracture in my back. I woke up with horrible spasms across the
middle of my back reminiscent of when I had all my osteo fractures a
few years ago. It's not as bad as it was then but it's been painful for
a week which makes getting up and down awful. The right leg wound
which was originally just a bad hemotoma is now a nasty open wound and
the dr is suspecting a bone infection. I've had cultures and blood work
and this afternoon I'm getting an MRI of the leg. The wound care dr is
talking about putting me in the hospital but I'm resisting. Best case
scenario would be home IV with a pic line for another 6 weeks if the
cultures come back positive. He did a debriding thing with an
ultrasound wand and water that seemed to make the wound improve on
Tuesday. The smell and pain are diminished which is a good thing and
the redness is not expanding. Hopefully we caught it in time.
So I guess I'm off Enbrel again. I just can't seem to catch a break
here. This is my favorite time of year. The weather is cool and I
can't get out to enjoy it fully. I have no Christmas decorations up.
I can't do my 100 dozen cookies a year thing which I truly do love
doing. And I'm supposed to go on a cruise on Dec 26 to Mexico where
I've been waiting for 15 years to see the ruins at Tulum. I hope
things improve by then.
Nick is away at school and he's the one that knows how to get her to
post for me if I go to the hospital. Maybe he can do it from his
computer there. I'll have to check. But anyway ... that's my whine.
Gotta take a shower which I can only do on Mon - Wed and Friday between
dressing changes for the wound vac. I'll check in later. Thanks for
listening.
Cyberhugs,
DianeW
It is only with the heart that one can see rightly; what is essential
is invisible to the eye. --Antoine de Saint Exupéry
Squirrely - 07 Dec 2005 00:13 GMT
Hugs to you Diane W,
I know this has been really hard on you. You are still daily in my prayers
and thoughts. I sure hope something works out for you soon. I hope you will
get to go on the cruise. You take care.
Nann,
I have been doing that alot lately too with God. I hope he forgives me for
it. When you can't take anymore, you have to do something.

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Love and hugs to all
Good thoughts coming your way too.
Squirrely Jo
Seems all I do is complain anymore but I thought I'd let you know
what's up and why I might disappear for a bit longer. I've been in
horrible pain with my one leg wound (right) and also think I might have
a new fracture in my back. I woke up with horrible spasms across the
middle of my back reminiscent of when I had all my osteo fractures a
few years ago. It's not as bad as it was then but it's been painful for
a week which makes getting up and down awful. The right leg wound
which was originally just a bad hemotoma is now a nasty open wound and
the dr is suspecting a bone infection. I've had cultures and blood work
and this afternoon I'm getting an MRI of the leg. The wound care dr is
talking about putting me in the hospital but I'm resisting. Best case
scenario would be home IV with a pic line for another 6 weeks if the
cultures come back positive. He did a debriding thing with an
ultrasound wand and water that seemed to make the wound improve on
Tuesday. The smell and pain are diminished which is a good thing and
the redness is not expanding. Hopefully we caught it in time.
So I guess I'm off Enbrel again. I just can't seem to catch a break
here. This is my favorite time of year. The weather is cool and I
can't get out to enjoy it fully. I have no Christmas decorations up.
I can't do my 100 dozen cookies a year thing which I truly do love
doing. And I'm supposed to go on a cruise on Dec 26 to Mexico where
I've been waiting for 15 years to see the ruins at Tulum. I hope
things improve by then.
Nick is away at school and he's the one that knows how to get her to
post for me if I go to the hospital. Maybe he can do it from his
computer there. I'll have to check. But anyway ... that's my whine.
Gotta take a shower which I can only do on Mon - Wed and Friday between
dressing changes for the wound vac. I'll check in later. Thanks for
listening.
Cyberhugs,
DianeW
It is only with the heart that one can see rightly; what is essential
is invisible to the eye. --Antoine de Saint Exupéry