Not really sure what to say, or how to say it other than to just say it.
My blood work from the rheumatologist came back... weird.
I have "reactive lymphocytosis" and "thrombosis" as well as elevated
platelet count and high white blood cell count.

Also in thyroid world my TSH is too low and my T4 is too low. Normally
if my TSH is low my T4 would be high if my thyroid meds were too high.
This is a weird combo that could mean a pituitary issue.

The first part of the results basically means my T cells are high and
they are shaped oddly. Don't know why. My body is trying to fight
something, and we don't know what. I need to go see the doctor and see
what's going on. The numbers were high enough to indicate something
fairly serious is probably happening, but not as high as leukemia, which
would be like 10,000. (mine were at 5800)

So. There it is.

I've been feeling like hell for a few weeks, have been noticing that I
don't look well, that my skin has looked bad and my eyes have looked
dull and shadowy. And I've had extreme fatigue and nausea along with a
generalized feeling of "something is wrong" in my gut. I have a
suspicion but I am not going to verbalize it here until I know anything
for sure. I told Tish and will see what the docs say.

I'm taking good care of myself, my mom is checking in regularly, and
Tish is keeping a close eye on me and taking good care of me. She's
making sure i eat, despite my lack of appetite. I will be ok, and will
let you guys know what the doc says :)

Aim