Got stage fright cause I am not sure how my asthma is
going to react to this stuff. Pre date jitters I guess.
Second open house went well today. Had two really good
nibbles and one is bringing his wife back tomorrow to
see it. Told him he could come in the morning as I
would be in the hospital but when I got home around
12:30 or 1, I was going to bed whether they were in the
house or not. lol
When I come too again, I will post. According to a lady
I ran into getting her 4th dose [that right?] when I
was getting my Remicade said she slept for two days
after the first. I doubt that I will do that but when I
come to I will post.
Send along your good thoughts and prayers. I really
need this to work. Decided to not compete next week
cause I was feeling so lousy that I was not sure I
would make it. Not dancing is sad for me. I love to
compete but my ankle is swollen and my toes hurt and my
other knee hurts and it hurts to hold up my arms in
dance position. I am one pitiful person at the moment.
See you on the other side of treatment #1.
Duckie

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Kelly Cobb - 25 Apr 2005 04:16 GMT
I will be fervently praying and hoping this works a miracle for you.
Kelly C.
> Got stage fright cause I am not sure how my asthma is
> going to react to this stuff. Pre date jitters I guess.
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> See you on the other side of treatment #1.
> Duckie
Mary Z - 25 Apr 2005 04:22 GMT
>Send along your good thoughts and prayers. I really
>need this to work. Decided to not compete next week
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>other knee hurts and it hurts to hold up my arms in
>dance position
Wow you are so brave. I am keeping all my toes and fingers crossed
for you Rituxan can have some nasty reactions. We will be waiting to
hear how it went. I am sending all my positive river thoughts,
prayers, and energy your way. Go Duckie you need your dancing fix!
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d'huit - 25 Apr 2005 04:39 GMT
fingers, toes, eyes, arms, legs all crossed and i'm even considering
braiding my hair like a hundred little dreadlocks, for added measure, and a
lit candle, prayers and positive healing thoughts, so that "you and rituxan
will be compatible dance partners" for a long time to come.<smile>
((((((((((duckie))))))))))
kate
> Got stage fright cause I am not sure how my asthma is going to react to
> this stuff. Pre date jitters I guess.
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> See you on the other side of treatment #1.
> Duckie
Diane - 25 Apr 2005 04:42 GMT
duckie, i hope this is great for you! let us know how it goes.
hugs,
diane
Jo Firey - 25 Apr 2005 05:42 GMT
Good thoughts for happy results. Dance in your mind while you wait.
Jo
> Got stage fright cause I am not sure how my asthma is going to react to
> this stuff. Pre date jitters I guess.
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> See you on the other side of treatment #1.
> Duckie
RoseB - 25 Apr 2005 07:11 GMT
I will be waiting to hear. Hopefullly the results will be great!!
Rose @}>->--
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Rosemarie Shiver - 25 Apr 2005 10:09 GMT
{{{{Duckie}}}}
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> Got stage fright cause I am not sure how my asthma is
> going to react to this stuff. Pre date jitters I guess.
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> See you on the other side of treatment #1.
> Duckie
Harvey R. Stone - 25 Apr 2005 10:53 GMT
I was feeling so lousy that I was not sure I
> would make it. Not dancing is sad for me. I love to compete but my ankle
> is swollen and my toes hurt and my other knee hurts and it hurts to hold
> up my arms in dance position. I am one pitiful person at the moment.
> See you on the other side of treatment #1.
> Duckie
Hi Duckie,,,, Feel that???? Its all of us pulling for you. None of us will
accept that you are a pitiful person because we know you,,,, the real you
and how you feel is not going to change that. Again,,,, all of us would
be shaky with a new treatment. Just like on the dance floor, you will go
right in like you own the place with a dancers walk which can not be changed
even with a slight limp.
I do not know anything about all this and I hope you will give us all
the details.
Harv
Smokie Darling (Annie) - 25 Apr 2005 19:29 GMT
> I was feeling so lousy that I was not sure I
> > would make it. Not dancing is sad for me. I love to compete but my ankle
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> the details.
> Harv
What he said. Doubled.
Many positive thoughts and prayers for you Duckie.
Smokie Darling (Annie)
Adelle - 25 Apr 2005 14:28 GMT
Sending happy thoughts, warmth, energy and whatever else you need.
Adelle
DeeTee and Bob Taggart - 25 Apr 2005 15:58 GMT
{{{Duckie}}} gentle hugs, honey.
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> Got stage fright cause I am not sure how my asthma is going to react to
> this stuff. Pre date jitters I guess.
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> See you on the other side of treatment #1.
> Duckie
Nann Bell - 25 Apr 2005 21:18 GMT
well, the rituxan must be in you by now. I'm sending lots of thoughts and
prayers that it is working magic in your veins and joints and muscles and
tendons at this very moment. It's so sad that you can't dance this week, but
I think you were wise to lay low. All the pre-moving work has been such a
stress on your body.

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Del - 25 Apr 2005 22:01 GMT
Good luck, Duckie!!! I'm keeping my fingers crossed for you!!!
Carol
Gwen Love - 26 Apr 2005 00:44 GMT
Duckie, pray the Rituxan works wonderfully well for you and that you can
return to your dancing without a problem. Good luck on the house.
Gwen
> Got stage fright cause I am not sure how my asthma is
> going to react to this stuff. Pre date jitters I guess.
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> See you on the other side of treatment #1.
> Duckie
Duckie - 26 Apr 2005 03:19 GMT
Not too bad. Really. And about an hour in, I woke up
cause my hands felt funny. Turned out they had stopped
hurting. I could make a fist. It didn't hurt to rap on
the bathroom door [no lock on that thing for some
reason]. Yes I know. Way too earlier. Not suppose to
feel something until next week. So maybe the nap
unswelled my hands. yeah that is it.
First thing they do is put in the iv and take blood.
Need to check your WBC. Mine is never high and this
stuff is supposed to lower it. Hope it holds well
enough to get in all four doses. Dose one down and
three to go.
Didn't have so much as a cough or a wheeze. Did take my
inhaler just in case. Two of the nurses are pregnant
and couldn't come near the stuff which is interesting.
Wonder if that means that if you are in the able to
produce baby category that this is not a good choice.
Wonder how long it stays in the blood [thinking Arava
here and its two year life].
All in all I feel all right. Tired but all right.
Actually made it to my Pilates class tonight. Had to
use lower springs but was there.
Thanks for all the good wishes. I could feel you all
there with me.
Duckie
> Got stage fright cause I am not sure how my asthma is going to react to
> this stuff. Pre date jitters I guess.
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RoseB - 26 Apr 2005 03:50 GMT
>Not too bad. Really.
Well I pray that it brings good results.Why does remicade have to
fade? (A rhetorical)
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Harvey R. Stone - 26 Apr 2005 14:05 GMT
>>Not too bad. Really.
> Well I pray that it brings good results.Why does remicade have to
> fade? (A rhetorical)
> Rose @}>->--
Because our body adjusts to it and so does our disease like all the dmards.
The one thing we can try to do is adjust our life with less stress, less
activity in the part of our body that is swollen or hurts the most.
The surprising thing we learn the hard way is how much what we are
taking really was doing for us.
Harv
Kelly Cobb - 26 Apr 2005 04:37 GMT
Yay...so happy to hear it went so well. I choose to believe that it is
working already and that you will have a miraculous result.
Kelly C.
d'huit - 27 Apr 2005 06:31 GMT
> Yay...so happy to hear it went so well. I choose to believe that it is
> working already and that you will have a miraculous result.
>
> Kelly C.
me too. and me too. why can't you be the rare bird (pun unintended) that it
works immediately for? and me too.
so far, this sounds like a good thing working for you, duckie. no pain in
your hands? that's totally awesome. hey, i say take it and run like a giddy
thief!<smile>
truthfully, after i had the relief i had from the the first lumbar epidural
on, i wouldn't have cared if they told me they had injected me with spit.
the respite was so liberating and so mindblowing amazing to me. it's
exactly like you experienced it with your hands. takes you a minute to
recognize something is definitely different; and then, you search your
mental database---"oh. that's what's different!" and then it hits you on
other levels and your emotions say, "w0w! cool." and then you are
questioning the reality of what you're experiencing, "was that supposed to
happen?" like, if it wasn't supposed to happen, then it isn't really
happening? IT'S HAPPENING! just enjoy it!!!<smile>
kate
Duckie - 30 Apr 2005 06:24 GMT
I love your description of checking the mental
database. :)
Duckie
> me too. and me too. why can't you be the rare bird (pun unintended) that it
> works immediately for? and me too.
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Squirrely - 27 Apr 2005 02:01 GMT
Glad your first went so well.. I hope the rest do a good job also and
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Love and hugs to all
Good thoughts coming your way too.
Squirrely Jo
> Not too bad. Really. And about an hour in, I woke up cause my hands felt
> funny. Turned out they had stopped hurting. I could make a fist. It didn't
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>> See you on the other side of treatment #1.
>> Duckie
Gwen Love - 27 Apr 2005 21:14 GMT
Duckie, hope this really is your miracle drug.
Gwen
> Not too bad. Really. And about an hour in, I woke up
> cause my hands felt funny. Turned out they had stopped
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> > See you on the other side of treatment #1.
> > Duckie