ok.  i'm tired of fighting it and making phone calls and web searches about
it.  i'm just going to bite the bullet and try to just go with the flow.  i
think i knew enough about it, but it was all jumbled up in my mind.  so, i
sat down and typed out everything i know about it, and put it all into
rational order, to see if there was anything really earthshakingly too scary
for me to deal with.  i think i can do this, with what i already know about
it.  main thing is that i know this doctor already and he's very caring and
really listens.  that's what's most important.  sorry for going into my
typically chaotic panic mode about it, you guys.

kate