Most people won't know me but I had to write. My Darling husband of 31 years
had a massive heart attack on Wednesday night just after climbing into bed.
I managed to bring him back 4 times before the 911 got there.
I don't know what I'm going to do without him. He was the best person I ever
knew. My life my heart beat. He took care of me and was so devoted to me. It
wasn't an easy adjustment when I first got so sick but he adjusted probably
faster than I did to my disease. I am lost without him.
Susanne
Bob - 31 Oct 2004 19:10 GMT
> Most people won't know me but I had to write. My Darling husband of 31
> years had a massive heart attack on Wednesday night just after
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> Susanne
I am so sorry to hear that Susanne. I don't know you either but my heart
goes out to you. Please know that everyone on this forum sends their
thoughts of sympathy.
Bob
Janet R - 31 Oct 2004 19:14 GMT
You and your family are in my prayers and thoughts....
Janet R
| Most people won't know me but I had to write. My Darling husband of 31 years
| had a massive heart attack on Wednesday night just after climbing into bed.
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| Susanne
Jo Firey - 31 Oct 2004 19:20 GMT
I'm so sorry that this happened. The adjustment is going to be hard,
It just glows in your words that you know you were blessed and that you let
him know it too. So many people never have that in their lives. Please
come to visit us when you can. We are a pretty great group of folks and
some understand only too well what you are going through.
Prayers for angel wings to hold you tight and provide comfort.
Jo
> Most people won't know me but I had to write. My Darling husband of 31
> years had a massive heart attack on Wednesday night just after climbing
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> Susanne
Joan Carter - 31 Oct 2004 19:30 GMT
Susanne, that is so sad. Special guys are just so special. Take comfort in the
fact that you were well loved.
>Most people won't know me but I had to write. My Darling husband of 31 years
>had a massive heart attack on Wednesday night just after climbing into bed.
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>Susanne
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Alex Barna - 31 Oct 2004 19:51 GMT
Sending Good Thoughts for those left behind,
{{{Susanne}}}
GramPaHugs,
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> Most people won't know me but I had to write. My Darling husband of 31 years
> had a massive heart attack on Wednesday night just after climbing into bed.
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> Susanne
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spodosaurus - 31 Oct 2004 19:56 GMT
> Most people won't know me but I had to write. My Darling husband of 31 years
> had a massive heart attack on Wednesday night just after climbing into bed.
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> Susanne
You have my deepest sympathies Susanne. I don't think you really need me
to crap on about how things are going to get better, as we all know that
will happen but it's probably very little comfort now. To tell the
truth, I don't think my wife is going to want things to 'get better',
she's just going to want me back. You're not lost, though. After 31
years, he's had an indellible effect on you and who you are. He's become
a part of you, and will remain with you forever. You're not lost without
him, because part of him is part of you.
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Mary Z - 31 Oct 2004 20:01 GMT
> My Darling husband of 31 years
>had a massive heart attack on Wednesday night just after climbing into bed.
>I managed to bring him back 4 times before the 911 got there.
>I don't know what I'm going to do without him. He was the best person I ever
>knew
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DeeTee and Bob Taggart - 31 Oct 2004 20:23 GMT
{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{Susanne}}}}}}}}}}}}}}} My heart goes out to you! We've
been married 30 this December and I cannot imagine life without him. You
will be in our prayers.
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> Most people won't know me but I had to write. My Darling husband of 31
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DCHAM - 31 Oct 2004 20:24 GMT
susanne, i'm glad you wrote. my heart's breaking for you. what a terrible
experience and an unbearable loss for you. there are other women here who have
also lost their life partners and know how you feel. your in my prayers.
diane
Ann - 31 Oct 2004 20:52 GMT
Susanne, I am glad that you shared your grief with us and let us send
prayers and good thoughts to you at this difficult time. I can't take
away your sorrow, but I can hope for better days for you.
Ann
Rosemarie Shiver - 31 Oct 2004 21:17 GMT
Sending you gentle condolences. If you'll stay you can find excellent
support here at ASA.
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Jan Brown - 31 Oct 2004 21:35 GMT
What a sad loss for you, Suzanne. I send you my prayers and thoughts.
Janet
> Most people won't know me but I had to write. My Darling husband of 31
> years had a massive heart attack on Wednesday night just after
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Jean - 31 Oct 2004 22:28 GMT
I'm so sorry Susanne and you are in my thoughts and prayers.
Jean
Gwen Love - 31 Oct 2004 21:50 GMT
Susanne, you certainly have my thoughts, prayers and sympathy. I lost mine
after 54 years so I have some idea of how you feel.
Gwen
> Most people won't know me but I had to write. My Darling husband of 31 years
> had a massive heart attack on Wednesday night just after climbing into bed.
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> Susanne
JLee - 31 Oct 2004 21:52 GMT
((((Susanne))))
Call me. I can be there if you need me.
Janet N.
> Most people won't know me but I had to write. My Darling husband of 31 years
> had a massive heart attack on Wednesday night just after climbing into bed.
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> Susanne
RoseB - 31 Oct 2004 22:40 GMT
>Most people won't know me but I had to write.
>
>Susanne
I am so sorry Susanne.
Janet N had emailed me that your husband had passed away, but I no
longer knew how to get in touch with you. I am so sorry.
BTW for others on the group, you may not remember Susanne immediately
but she has been a poster off and on throughout the past five or more
years. Long time members may remember her. She is also from Alberta
Canada.
Once again, please accept my deepest condolences.
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Kelly - 01 Nov 2004 00:49 GMT
Hi Susanne, I remember you.
I am so sorry to hear about your husband. My thoughts and prayers to you and
your family.
Kelly from Victoria, B.C.
>>Most people won't know me but I had to write.
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> Being educated means that rather than fearing the unknown, one seeks
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Alix M. Hall - 01 Nov 2004 13:47 GMT
{{{{{Susanne}}}}} There is no time or distance to love--and you know
that--but I know you will miss his arms about you and his voice saying I
love you--my heart and my prayers are with you. Alix
KRopos - 31 Oct 2004 22:52 GMT
Susanne you have my deepest sympathies, my heart goes out to you with this
loss.
Kate Send in the clowns
I will not drag you along; I will not leave you alone; I will stand
by you and have my hand there for you to hold when you need it.
Nann Bell - 31 Oct 2004 23:51 GMT
(((((((((((((Susanne)))))))))))))) I know that I will feel quite lost for
some time if my husband dies before me. My thoughts and prayers are with
you.

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Tina Underwood - 01 Nov 2004 01:59 GMT
{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{Susanne}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}
No words just lots of hugs.
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Melissa - 01 Nov 2004 02:18 GMT
I'm so sorry to hear of your loss. Prayers are on their way for you and your
family.
((((Susanne & family))))
melissa
>Most people won't know me but I had to write. My Darling husband of 31 years
>had a massive heart attack on Wednesday night just after climbing into bed.
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>Susanne
debbie m. - 01 Nov 2004 02:28 GMT
(((((((((((((((Susanne)))))))))))))))))))
I'm so sorry to hear about your partner in life. Please come here to tell
us your feeings and get some support during the coming days.
debbie m.
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Patty - 01 Nov 2004 02:34 GMT
{{{{{Susanne}}}}},
I'm so very sorry. May all your happy memories comfort you in these difficult
days.
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Be well, Patty
Mary - 01 Nov 2004 03:20 GMT
Oh, Susanne, how awful. My thoughts and prayers are with you.
MaryB
> Most people won't know me but I had to write. My Darling husband of 31 years
> had a massive heart attack on Wednesday night just after climbing into bed.
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Caroline Marold - 01 Nov 2004 03:41 GMT
{{{{{{{{{{Susanne}}}}}}}}}} The hugs seem somehow
inadequate. I can't imagine life without my best
friend. We are here when you need us.
Duckie
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> had a massive heart attack on Wednesday night just after climbing into bed.
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RhondaM - 01 Nov 2004 03:52 GMT
My heart goes out to you. I am so sorry that you are having to deal with
this pain right now. My the Lord bless you with peace.
In my thoughts and prayers,
RhondaM
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Sonatabv - 01 Nov 2004 03:58 GMT
(((((((((SUZANNE))))))))))
Love and Prayers,
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shenmei9@aol.com - 01 Nov 2004 04:10 GMT
Suzanne,
You have my deepest sympathy and prayers. We would all love for you to
let us know as you feel able, just how you are doing.
Melinda
> Most people won't know me but I had to write. My Darling husband of 31 years
> had a massive heart attack on Wednesday night just after climbing into bed.
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> Susanne
JDShine - 01 Nov 2004 06:14 GMT
On or about 10/31/2004 1:03 PM, Susanne posted the following:
> Most people won't know me but I had to write. My Darling husband of 31 years
> had a massive heart attack on Wednesday night [snip]
> Susanne
You are remembered here and will be in our thoughts and prayers.
JDShine
DiWitt - 01 Nov 2004 06:28 GMT
{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{Susanne}}}}}}}}}}}}}}} My heart is breaking for you. Know we
are all here for you anytime you need us. It won't be the same but we will
be here to listen.

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Cyberhugs,
DianeW
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is invisible to the eye. --Antoine de Saint Exup?ry
> Most people won't know me but I had to write. My Darling husband of 31
> years had a massive heart attack on Wednesday night just after climbing
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pftate - 01 Nov 2004 06:46 GMT
Praying that God will gives you the strength to get thru this very
difficult time.
So sorry to hear of your loss.
Paul T
d'huit - 01 Nov 2004 07:19 GMT
> Most people won't know me but I had to write. My Darling husband of 31
> years had a massive heart attack on Wednesday night just after climbing
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> Susanne
i can only imagine what and how you must be feeling. my heart aches for
you, susanne, knowing what and how i felt losing the love of my life 19
months ago. i'm so sorry for your loss. my prayers for strength and
guidance go out for you and for your family. please, do continue to post
here when you are needing to or wanting to. you are not alone and we do
care about you.
lovingly,
kate
Kelly Cobb - 01 Nov 2004 15:23 GMT
((((Susanne))))
I'm so sorry.
Kelly C.
Squirrely - 01 Nov 2004 21:04 GMT
Susanne,
I don't think I ever met you on the group. But I do want to send my heart
felt sympathy to you. I know this is a really hard time for you. I hope you
will keep coming to our group and talking about it if you need to . We are
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Love and hugs to all
Good thoughts coming your way too.
Squirrely Jo
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Becky - 01 Nov 2004 21:33 GMT
Susanne,
I to want to express my deepest sympathy. I will keep you in my prayers.
May the good Lord give you strength and peace in this time of sorrow.
Becky
> Most people won't know me but I had to write. My Darling husband of 31
> years had a massive heart attack on Wednesday night just after climbing
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> Susanne
Nicole H - 01 Nov 2004 23:04 GMT
(((((SUSANNE))))))
I am so sorry for your loss!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Nicole
Cindy - 01 Nov 2004 23:19 GMT
Susanne,
I am truely sorry for your loss..Sending you hugs and prayers and a pair of
angel wings...
Cindy
> Most people won't know me but I had to write. My Darling husband of 31
> years had a massive heart attack on Wednesday night just after climbing
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delcorso - 02 Nov 2004 04:21 GMT
I am so sorry, Susanne. Many hugs and prayers are heading your way.
Sincerely,
Carol
ConnieD. - 02 Nov 2004 17:11 GMT
> Most people won't know me but I had to write. My Darling husband of 31
> years had a massive heart attack on Wednesday night just after climbing
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> Susanne
Our sincerest condolences to you and your family Susanne.
Kindest thoughts Connie and Robert.
Ifish2b - 03 Nov 2004 03:47 GMT
{{{{{Susanne}}}}} I am so sorry for the loss of your husband.
Sarah L
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them back to you when you have forgotten the words." (unattributed)
Cindy - 22 Dec 2004 16:32 GMT
I am so sorry...I can not imagine what life without Mike would be like. His
last surgery, I almost lost him...I thank God that it wasn't his time
yet...I pray that you will find some comfort through the grief and that God
holds you while you do grieve...
Hugs Cindy
> Most people won't know me but I had to write. My Darling husband of 31
> years had a massive heart attack on Wednesday night just after climbing
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North - 30 Dec 2004 16:03 GMT
Susanne
Please accept my sympathy. My heart goes out to you. I can only
imagine. What you must be going through. I will keep you in my
thoughts prayers. And if you need to vent . Then vent away. I am
sorry that I cant be around much right now. My Mil came real close to
it, was in hospital/nursing home w/ a blood infection {had had for
years.they say} is home now and so Im playing nurse and still dealing
with everyday stuf. But I will be here for you in thoughts & prayers
for sure. i hope & pray you will be okay .
i'm sorry that I don't know what to say and that i cant give you any
comforting advice or anything Ive just never really been good at
finding the right words. I sincerely hope you have someone close to
you to talk with and spend time to help you through this time of need.
Sincerely
MM
>I am so sorry...I can not imagine what life without Mike would be like. His
>last surgery, I almost lost him...I thank God that it wasn't his time
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