Rhonda, I am so sorry about you having a bad day. But thank God tommrow
is amother day and I will say a pray for you now. I know just how you
feel. I just got married last Nov. and  I have been sick every since.
Hurting until you don't know what to do, going to the Dr so much. It
sounds as if you have a good family and you are blessed. Praying, Wanda

(((((((((((((((((Rhonda))))))))))))))  believe me, I hear you loud and clear.
I feel so bad that we've had to dip into the investments lately because I
can't work.  But I really just can't hold down an ordinary job, I can only
work if it's something where I work for myself and do bits and pieces of it
when able.  It sucks.  Usually I remember that I am a help to my husband and
am valuable to all my family just by virtue of who I am, but it's hard to
think that way on bad days.

we just had an argumaent and discussion that started with when we can buy
another vehicle adn ended up with me making some forceful points about
control - I've had almost none over my life for several years now, aside from
deciding whether to follow along with my husband's path.  It's been hard on
me and I can't see another year where I'm under others' control, which I will
be without a second vehicle.  It makes sense to wait financially, but
emotionally it is hard to take.  I want to do things when I am able, not when
someone else can help me....... this is turning into my own rant!  Sorry
about that.  But I know where you are coming from.  Try to be gentle to
yourself for now.  Remember that even healthy people have days they can't get
it all done.  Remember your future daughters-in-law will thank you for
training your suns well!  LOL

I hope tomorrow is better and that your classes in the fall go well.

(((Rhonda)))
I am so sorry you are going through this...
it will get better...and rant all you want--it's good for the mind and
body.
donnah

Rhonda - If it makes you feel any better, it's 6:60 and I'm still in my PJ's.
The most I did today was make popcorn. I went from the chair in the bedroom to
the chair in the family room. I think I let the dog out once. We all have days
like this. Just give yourselve permission to take time to heal and do what you
can. Beating up on yourself isn't good for you!

Diane W.
Orlando

"Dream as if you'll live forever, live as if
you'll die today." - James Dean

Only those who risk going too far can possibly find out how far one can go.
- T.S. Eliot

((((((((((((((Rhonda))))))))))))

I'm sorry your feeling so tired.

I kinda know how you feel.  Last weekend I helped to move my daughter.  I
could only carry very, very light things.  She lives up three flights of
stairs.  That was fun.  I felt like I wasn't contributing much.  Even what
little I did I wound up feeling bad for the next several days.  I was
thinking how would I ever be able to work again.

Anyway, not to take away from how you feel, but just wanted to let you know
others have been there too.  Hope you get to feeling better soon.

debbie m.
http://www.angelfire.com/ga2/angels1/

Something we all need to remember when we are feeling worthless. We are on
this group. We help support overs in numerous ways. That makes us worthy.

We also are there for our familys. We may not be able to shop, cook, clean
whatever but we still have a mind and we are supportive of them, we help
them with advice, etc, etc.

We talk on the phone to others and maybe something we say helps them out. We
might talk to neighbors or other people and say something that helps support
them or help them make a decision, or just let them know we care.

We share alot of ourselves to numerous people. Who knows how that might have
impacted them.

We help in so many ways that we don't think we do but it does mean something
to someone.

I hope that helps. I am running at the fingers here.
;-)

We go to the drs and maybe smile at someone. That makes their day better.

Ok, I am going. I could run on and on here.