well yesterday I went to see mom for the first time in 9 days and I was
scared. But thank GOD<  mom seemed okay look so thin and depressed but
was glad to see me. I think she has finally come down to the acceptance
stage of having to be there. But then again that was yesterday, tomorrow
can be different. But I do think mom knows she is probably at the end of
the line. I felt so bad seeing her there and I wish I could have kept
her home with me. but I know this is best for the both of us. I need to
get myself back to feeling like I should and get my strength up again.
Just wanted let you know I am so happy for all your advice and help,
also as soon as I can I am going to do some light aerobics and get into
a support group. thank you for this group of people I have learned a lot
and I hope to be able to support others just like you have with me.
JJ