well my friends. I took the dog to the pooch park today I worked outside
in my yard which I love to do. Tomorrow I am going back to my weight
club which I have been trying to get rid of this 20lbs I have packed on
from frustration. also getting back to my bible study. I have signed up
at the senior center and I plan to go back to my computer class and see
if I continue on learning how to use it -----I also told all my
girlfriends I am free to go to the show, lunch or dinner ------plan to
start enjoying my grand kids now.
I do call everyday to see how mom is, they said she won in bingo today.
and she is okay. I know she is safe now I have to get myself back into
shape and start a new life. I feel better but dread going to see her. I
guess I just have to learn to walk away when she starts in on me.

one of mom's friends wants to go see mom so I will go on Friday for just
a few min hopefully she will not blast me with guilt when her friend is
there. It will be 5 days since I have not seen her. Then I will take
another 5 -7 days off from that.
will let you know what happens on Friday
thanks again
JJ