I have been shaking and upset for the last few hours....I just have to
get this out...hope yall dont mind


Today was my dads birthday so I thought it would be nice if I took mom
to see him and spend some time with him...I sang Happy Bday to him and
he didnt even know it was his Bday but he smiled so big and hugged
me...Right away my moms jealousy takes over and she says "I am his wife
you are just his daughter" crap....if I want to sing Happy Bday to my
husband its my choice stupid sh.t like that.....why is it always a
competetion? So stupid

He was in a good mood and looked really nice....right away mom starts
with the "I want you to come home with me" crap......next she starts
correcting him when he says he is in a hotel (thats what he thinks) and
mom keeps correcting him and telling him he is in a nursing home....this
upset him terribly....I am like "MOM quit correcting him" then she truns
on me and accuses me of lying to him....so he starts questioning me....I
try to smooth things over so he wont get upset...every time he asked I
said No you are in your own apt....which satisfies him but mom keeps
stirring it up.

Then I decide to leave for awhile and hopefully they will get off the
subject...I go get a few things from the store...wander around wasting
time....walk back in an hour later and mom says "Well WE are ready to
go"...I say NO dad has to stay ....she tells me they are grown people
and can do what they want....I tell her "yeah well I am a grown up
person too and I am driving and I am NOT taking him home right now'

Long story short she caused a big scene...every person that works there
was on the scene as my dad worked himslef into a frazzle with her egging
him on....she got my dad so upset they had to sedate him...drew back on
me several times like she was gonna hit me......I drove her home and all
the way she was trying to hit me while I was driving (which I already
have a problem doing AND it was dark and rainy)....We screamed at each
other all the way to her apt....she kept trying to justify her behavior
by bringing up my past mistakes....Finally I said " I dont care what the
f@#K you say there is NOTHING you can say to hurt me".

Then she pulls her "ace ion the hole card".... I hope when you are old
your kids treat you like this....I am like that aint gonna happen cause
my kids dont revolve their lives around me but the other way around....
I show them love and respect which you could never do....but it hurt and
I swear it was all I could do to keep from knocking the holy hell out of
her....pulled up to her apt told her to get the F#$K out of my truck and
my life and left (sorry about the language but I am pissed)

I was so upset that I shook for an hour.....bottom line is I refuse to
take her to see my dad again....she is toxic to him and to me....she can
just go to hell for all I care.... B