Not so good, last night i foned him to ask him to dig out a load of nuts and
bolts for today, i called up today and he had no knowladge of them, although
his sister in law(my late nans sister) knew were they were ready for me as i
guess he would have looked for them straight after the call, after being so
long seeming ok it was sad to see him forget that, i guess i got full of
complacemnt with him seeming ok for so long.

With me personally the past couple of days hav been hell, a new neighbour
moved in next door a couple of months ago, a woman whos a drunk, and evil
when shes like that, i had to fone the cops 3 times in a few hours, from
threats to stab me, to smashing my Gfs car to the worst at 6am when she came
outside calling me a peoadophile and saying i look at child porn on the web,
the cops didnt arrest her any of the 3 times, my Gf had a weeek off, she
usually works night so i get 1 night with her a week if im lucky and now
shes too scared to come here.  Im worried what the neighbours would think,
esp as that last time she, her bf and 2 other problem neighbours were
outside my house, the neighbours that know me are ok, the trouble is i let
local kids use my computer netowrk for gaming, there trustworthy and the
parents trust me 100%, jsut my way of keeping the kids off the street at
night but i guessothers would look at it a differant way, im now expecting a
window put rhough or a firebomb.

I live in a council house, forget what the US eq is, where you pay rent the
local council, rather than a private landlord or morgage, so in effect i
could report her, esp as i had to get the cops out, but i asked some
neighbours who feel the full force of her action but they said they didnt
want to get involved, only 1 family will.

Last couple of days i have managed to get a lift to work on my old car to
replace the one stolen in March so i can see my grandad more often than once
a week if lucky as he lives the other side of the city but its slow and i
ran out of things to put on ebay, i sold a large part of my collection of
model cars which has paid for the work so far, i asked the garage owner i
know if i could build a website to ofset the labour costs but he said hes
too busy with the work hes got now.

Im more upset with my GF not coming round now, i understand her point as the
next door neighbour threatend her, but my GF works with old people so even
if she was using self defence she would lose her job, but he only person i
have to support me isnt here, but i guess thats life.

Do people with AZ have good and bad days? So maybe my granddad forgot about
the bolts etc, but that was just a lapse, not a sign of going downhill fast,
im still upset over that. Tomorrow its his hosp memory club, free food, bit
of dancing and board games, i think he likes it.

Hope everyone is ok